LOGIN“Haabibaaa haarunna” a deep and loud voice shouted from behind me.And all of a sudden I felt this blood rich through my veins, this peace calling my name, this wave of rage, and I stopped and turns back.“ habiba, habiba get down you full” an angry voice screened while dragging my skirt.I know this place it's a... it's my.... it's... me“ I am sorry, sorry " I shouted“Nooooo, no no no no, I don't, I don't”I was both scared and afraid but deep down I knew how this ends with me waking up and vibrating with my heart jumping out of me, with me being afraid.************“ habiba why are you screaming mom asked as she heats my ass as hard as ever“ Hmmmm um mom” still sleepy, I said as I was stretching my body's core.“Habiba why are you?” she looked worried, and she did not complete her statement.
"two girls were l reported dead yesterday of drug overdose, in the country's capital I don't know if you can go and check it out love" she sounded anxious, but still where does she get all this news from, I am curious."okay, where are their bodies" I am getting interested, but still mom lived in Lagos so how does she know about things that happen in abuja before I do"the police has lined the whole place and they will begin searching for their history and families tomorrow" she added"OK, let me know when you get more info, I will see what I can do to come with the news team" I assured as I was now the lead reporter and so I can do and undo, *nop I am just a mere reporter, cos you know what I have an over seer for a boss* like mine, you don't have any power.I went straight to the reporting section as I don't want any body to notice me today, I filled the form a
“Dear habiba if you want to know more about your past and who you are come to the shopping complex you and your mom just left now, I will be waiting for you, make sure you come alone, I said come alone, do not bring anyone with you, am I understood”*dumdum dum* yes that is the sound of the drum that was planted into my heart by this message, I can't believe that someone is offering to tell me something but what?, I don't think I am interested, it means someone has been following me the whole day, maybe my whole life, oh God I am scared, but the truth is I would like to know every thing about my past, but I don't want to go somewhere to meet someone that I don't know, I mean the person might be a reporter for all I know, the person might be a thief for all I know.*Habiba dummy* my subconsciousness said, I know we want to know about our past but don't you think, we can do better, I mean don't you think asking the people that you grew up with would h
Yes you know who came in my ugly, rude and lady boss, Mrs. Okafir, what the heck was she doing here.“What are you doing here?” I asked who the fuck does she think she is, what is she looking for in my house, why did she not call or wait for tom.“Honey what's it, can't I come to pay you a visit, you seem stressed out can I help you with anything I mean anything, why can't you understand that you work for me and I have something for you to do " she answered with a very heavy smile*bitch* get out of my house or I would have to get you out by myself, who does she think she is.“Come in_in” I instructed, she entered the room and sat down on my chair that was a one man's chair which two people could hardly squeeze in, if she was a man I would try to squeeze in with her, but she was a “she” and the way she was seated I don't think she is ready to share, which was okay as I would not have even if my job depended on it.
Yes you got it right I saw the nurse, she was standing there looking so innocent, so dumb, so stupid.I don't know why the hell dad is yelling at this bitch but she deserves it, *I think*Dad what's the matter? “ I pretended to care as I was already in the room.“Nothing, go to your room it's just work” he answered with a low and angry voice trying to sound calm.“What are you doing here?” He continued.“Nothing” I said as I started to move back slowly, *okay that was weird* who agrees“Dad take care” I added as I finally exited the room.Dear dad,What is your relationship with the name-calling nurse?, how do you know her?, am I supposed to be nice to her?, is she really a good person?, can I trust her?, does mom know about her?.Your lovely habi.&nbs
I slept very comfortable today which was very unusual as my bed was a one man's bed, I hardly sleep comfortably but today was nice and special, it's the beginning of a new dawn and I know it is.I woke up by 2:21am and I did laylatul fajir (the night prayer) I also prayed and read five pages of the holly Qur'an, I did this till it was 4:00am, I was now sleepy and tired, so I decided to go back to bed, which I did obviously.I woke up a bit late as it was now 5:29am, and I was late for prayer, I hurried and went to the Masjid as I had already performed ablution outside the compound of the house, I waited for the Adan to call the prayer and I also waited for the imam to start praying we finished praying by 5:57am and I decided to walk home so that I get a little nap before I begin my day, I walked fast to my home as I was trying to save more time for sleep, and so I reached my apartment by 6:00am I went directly into the bedroom, I sleep deep.