22. Our Story

We walked back into the cabin he stayed a few steps behind and gestured for us to head to the study. He left me there a moment someone had started a fire I lost my self in the colors of the flames reds yellows whites and blues. It help to calm my anger when he came back he had a small glass it was filled with a red liquid. I took it from him our fingers brushing sending the familiar charge up my arm. I couldn’t deny it he was my mate the way my body and heart reacted to him in such a short time, but it feels like there’s more to it. I hope after this conversation I will understand. I sipped the glass tasting of the richest chocolate and waited for him to start speaking.

“If I’m going to start anywhere I might as well start here.”

He pointed to the stained glass window I saw when I first woke up in this room.

“This is more than stained glass it was pulled from a church In Germany around the 12th century. It’s tells a part of our story.”

“Our story?”

“It prophesizes us reuniting. We are the true beginning Little Wolf light and dark, good and evil, ying yang, life and death. I am one of the oldest beings to ever exist and so are you. Celestials one of God’s first creations even before Angels, Greeks called us Titans through us he created the first life in the universe including humans forever tying us to them. You are the mother of all things they called you Gaia, Terra, Demeter, Angel of Life, Metadriel. Like me your names are endless you are the light of the world you are more powerful then you realize.”

“What? You have got the wrong girl I’m sorry I can wrap my head around you being the Angel of Death even the first Lycian and my mate. What you are saying is insane my mother is Uriel and my father is Godric I was born not created by God I’m am no Mother.”

“You are you will remember in time Little Wolf together we will bring peace back to this world. Now that we have found each other again there is no stopping us.”

“Again if I was this all powerful being as you say how is it I’m here now like this a half breed. Why are you not out there being all corporeal. How are you here? How can you even bleed this doesn’t make sence. Why would Alistair tell me you was punished.”

“We were punished, your jumping ahead, let me start at the beginning. I will get to the rest, but you need to know where we started. We were pulled from the heart of God himself he use our essence as the building blocks for the universe. I don’t think he ever expected us to gain consciousness. The more he created the more we lost the weaker we become. Together we willed ourselves Into a real form and took refuge amongst his Angels.”

“How could we just slip away like that and God not notice.?”

“Would you pay any attention to something that’s just energy and not supposed to think.?

“What happened with the angels?”

“So you actually believe me now?”

“No. but I do want you to finish your ludacris story.”

He laughed and shook his head.

“Unlike his angels we could think for ourselves, Angels don’t love they don’t feel they are the perfect soldiers of heaven. We couldn’t hide for long cause we couldn’t stay away from each other. One Angel took notice, and began questioning his existence and purpose. He was the first to rebel the first to fall, you may know him as Lucifer.”

“Lucifer, big bad evil of all evil the devil we helped create him?”

“Yes.”

He took the empty glass from my hand and placed it on the desk and turned to stand In front of me. Holding my wrist we watched as the skin fused it self back together all that was left was a thin pink line.

“Is that why we were punished.”

“Yes. God found out and punished us and Lucifer. Lucifer was sent to hell and He separated us. Making me the Angel of Death and a Lycian you became the Angel of Life and maker of souls, the all mother.”

I stood starting at the stained glass as he came behind me wrapped his arms around my stomach pulling my back to chest.

“He really tore us apart?”

“Yes. Your responsibility was in heaven creating new souls. Mine was in the Vale between guiding the dead to hell or heaven guarding Lucifer. Until we found are away back to each other.”

“How long were we apart before that happened?”

“Millennia Little Wolf. It was a dark time for us but it only got darker.”

“How much worse?”

“I Lost you completely. When we finally reunited in secret it was like nothing we had ever felt before. It was our first time together in flesh and bone we could actually touch and feel it was never enough. We could never have enough of each other or time. You went back to heaven to I went back to Hell.”

His arms around me tighten his chin rested on my shoulder inhaling deeply in my hear.

“That’s not the end of your story is it? How did I go from The Angel of Life to a half breed?”

“Not long after your last returns to heaven the sky’s of earth filled with fire as angels fell to earth. It was the beginning of the true war. Among the fallen I found you a baby in your arms the moment I touch you and the baby hell’s gates opened letting free the demons.”

“Who’s baby was it Azrael was it ours?”

I could feel tears on my shoulders. He was crying.

“Yes Little wolf, Angels have never been able to breed we did not know maybe it had something to do with the Lycian in me or how we are. We was never true Angels either way it brought your end.”

“My end how dose the Angel of Life meet and end? And what happened to the baby?”

“The baby was the being of the war. It open the eyes of many Angels that they had a choice. When I found you both, when the three of us connected it opened hell the Demons and Angels began fighting. I couldn’t control them they over took us and we got separated and the Archangel Michael ripped the baby from your arms. He said the baby was an abomination and the key to Lucifer’s cage I was powerless to stop him he pierced that baby’s heart with a celestial blade.”

I could feel my heart breaking with every word he spoke. He turned me to look at him both of us eyes locked on one another tears flowing from our eyes. He cupped my face with his hands and went on with his story.

“I fought my way back to you crumpled on the ground holding the baby in your arms. Anger over took you a power in you arose I could feel you pulling it from me then like the sun it’s self you erupted a light of fire taking out every supernatural locked in battle. When it was done you and I alone was left I held on to you so tight you whisper one last thing to me, to wait for you. Then your body glowed bright and turned to dust in my arms. Just as you said here you are more beautiful then I remembered.”

“How can you be sure I’m her I have no memory of that life.”

"Because you never truly died you filled the world with magic some have used it for good others have not. Your sacrifice gave the world something to believe in the good witch draw there power from nature and you gave nature power. Your memories will come back to you with time the blood we share and when we completed the mate bond. Have you had any dreams?”

I knew I should tell him I dreamed of the battle he just describe and the Lady turning to dust ,but part of me decided to keep it to my self.

“No I’m sorry.”

“They will come to you in time are you tired Little Wolf it is late.” I didn’t even realize it was dark out. I was tired it had been an eventful and emotional day. He kissed me then took my hand and lead me to the bedroom.