Beauty and the Beast serie 2

Beauty 💇 And The Beast 👺

🍏Serie 2 🍏

Theme: My Mommy Body

       🍎Cassidy's POV 🍎

My head snapped up to look at whoever just opened the classroom door and I found Cecilia my colleague at work standing at the entrance with a smile on her face.

"Can I come in?" She asked. I rolled my eyes. She should have asked that question while she was outside. Gosh! She didn't even knoxk before coming into my class.

"Never mind I'm in.." she was already at my desk before I could say another word.

"How are you children?!" She said loudly.

"We're fine Teacher Cecilia!" They chorused before turning back to their meals.

"So you wanna have lunch with me?" She asked.

"You can go ahead CeCe.."

"Why?" She arched her brows.

"I still have to finish up these books." I pointed to the pile of notes on my desk.

"Don't you get tired of working out your fingers on books?"

I glanced up to see a huge frown on her face. "Opening day is around the corner,so I have to look at these books to know about each Students intellectual ability."

"But haven't you been with them long enough?"

"No,so I have to finish up." I reminded her again. "Have you finished up your register?"

"Oh my God! No! I haven't even finished half of my books." She rubbed her temples.

Don't picture a lazy Cecilia in your coconut head! Lol! To be honest, Cecilia is a good teacher. She is capable of handling the kids in her class but sometimes she gets tired of work and prefers to have a chat for a while before getting back to work.

"I'll take the notes home and finish up later."

"So you'll come to school tomorrow with dark eyes and big eye bags looking like a zombie. Please don't come and scared the kids!" I joked and she giggled.

"I'll get sunglasses to cover it up." 

I rolled my eyes at her response. "Why don't you just go now and finish up before the close of the day."

"I'm hungry," she pouted.

"Okay..." I shook my head.

"Oh that reminds me!" She snapped her fingers in the air.

"What is it?" She leaned on my desk.

"Guess what?" She smiled.

"Help me out.."

"Okay.. I'll help you since you don't always guess right." 

"Life of a bad guesser..don't blame me." I breathed out heavily. 

Don't blame me while growing up I didn't have anyone to play the guessing game with me. I felt neglected after mom left me on dad's request.

"Anyways,my boyfriend made reservations at the biggest club in town,so he asked me to bring my friends. Would you like to hang out with us at the club tonight?"

I stopped abruptly to look at her. I didn't see that coming if not I would have just tell her to leave politely.

"I don't think -"

"I can make it." Cecilia interrupted my intended statement.

Exactly! I don't have anything doing tonight but I can't make it! And this isn't the first time am turning Cecila down. She always asked me to club with her every friday but my response has always been a big NO and why is that? I would rather lay in my bed and have a good night rest and possibly dream of my mom reading younger me a bedtime story than partying all night in a dark room.

"Come on Cassy! Today is your birthday so I thought we should party at the club!" She exclaimed.

And I still don't think it's a good idea to celebrate my birthday at the club after the good day with my students. Moreover Cassidy doesn't club or even celebrate birthdays!

Cassidy doesn't have anyone to send her a greeting card,no boyfriend to take her out on a date. In a nutshell,she have always had a boring birthday.

Every year I wake up,sing myself a birthday song in the shower,(the same one mom would sing to me at the first light of the morning with a cake and teddy bear as a gift.) before setting out to have a good day at work. My life has been like a routine. Wake up,pray, shower,prepare for work,eat and then head out.

"Loosen up a bit Cassy!" She snapped at me.

"Cecilia -"

"Why do you always turn down my requests of hanging out with me? Retreats, Concerts...you say No all the time. Why?"

I am simply hiding from the world because I am biracial whose family despised when she was young. The hatred from my family towards me shut my self esteem out completely. I became used to the fact that no one wanted me. I shut myself out of "association" completely and embraced loneliness. I took solitude in Me, Myself and I.

I can't tell all these things to anyone so I said the next word that came to my mind. "I don't have the perfect body to club." Hoping that would discouraged Cecilia but it sounded dumb.

"Gosh! Your body is perfect!" She exclaimed. "You're gorgeous Cassy! I wish I have your figures so I would be able to cause traffic on the highway!" She added.

I shook my head in disagreement. My body is what you can describe as a  "mommy body" Big boobs and ass that is as big as a truck! I was the striking image of my mom. I assumed that I constantly reminded Grandma of my mom that's why she hated me even as a little girl.

My friends in high school called me all sort of names because I was the biggest girl In class. At 12,I was already looking 16 and at 16 I was looking like a lady in her twenties. I was called a Pumpkin,fatty, tractor and so on just because of my big size. So I started working out and eating less just to be like one of those slim girls you see in beauty magazine,a girl any boy would be willing to call his own. I lost few pounds by just eating once a day but trust me Starvation didn't take away the fact that I was called names. I hate being called an old baby dollface by the school bully because I have the body of a big woman and a facial look of a young child.

At some point, I started to hate myself for being odd so accepted the fact that I wasn't supposed to be born into this world.

"Listen I have planned this evening..and you must come Cassy!" She coaxed.

One look at Cecilia,I knew she would get angrier and never talk to me again if I turn her down and I don't want that to happen. Cecilia has been a good friend to me even though I have built this strong walls around my life. She wants to get to know me but I constantly shut her out. I don't want to trust her too much because I know she would end up leaving me like everyone else.

Having such a rough childhood, I've learnt to not expect too much from people and I don't trust anyone.

"It is not bad to have fun."

"Okay..okay..."

"You're coming?"

"Yes."

She jumped in excitement. "So what are you wearing?"

"I can't say now..." Cecilia eyed me suspiciously because I sounded like I wasn't going to come.

"Swear to God that you'll come Cassy."

"Fine..fine.. I'll come..I don't need to swear to God..so stop being dramatic."

Cecilia smiled deviously and I pictured what was going on in her small head.

"No hookups!" I pointed out and she laughed.

"When was the last time you got laid?" She asked.

"The kids are here.." I cautioned her with a glare.

"Ok..okay..but I might get you laid tonight."

"You're joking right?"

"I'm serious."

"No you won't do that.."

"What about a threesome?" She mouthed.

"Then I am not coming."

She laughed out. "You're disgusting Cecilia."

"I think I am cute." She winked. "I'll come pick you up by 7.." She walked out of the class.

I heaved a sigh of relief. She's such a talker..but also adorable.

Cecilia and her boyfriend Liam showed up at 7:00pm. Cecilia rolled her eyes when she took in my outfit. I had opted into a casual Jeans and purple top that I recently bought at the mall. She had me wondering if a casual jeans and top isn't meant for  a club. Cecilia said I should have wore something more revealing which I don't have in my closet. Safe the lectures!

Cecila wore a crimson knee length dress that made her look sexy and amazing! She's beautiful..no doubt about that.

We stopped at two different areas to pick up Cecilia's friends. She introduced them as Emily, Nicole and Matilda. They each looked amazing in their cirisom dresses. I don't like dresses because they make me look like an old lady, My thoughts! So I prefer to wear Jeans,slacks,shirts and tops to look normal.

Right now,I was in a dark room a loud club with way too many people in it. We all sat at the table for five while Liam sat with four of his friends we met at the club. I listened to the girls making a conversation over the loud music..something about boys and sex talks. 

Nicole was already undressing one of Liam's friends, throwing seductive looks at him and he also had eyes on her too. 

Cecilia shouts at the Waiter to bring more drinks to celebrate my birthday. The girls wished me before Matty suggested a dance. The part I don't wanna hear because I don't even know how to dance.

"I'll just wait here." I said.

"Come on,loosen up girl!" Emily tried to pull me up but my weight won't let her have her way.

"Don't force her..." Cecilia said. They let me be and walked to the dance floor.

What time are we to leave this club? I totally forgot to ask Cecilia before agreeing to come here. The time was already 11:20pm Geez! I haven't stayed out this late in my life. I don't keep late nights! 5:00pm,I am back in my apartment preparing dinner if there was no teacher's meeting at school or traffic on the highway. My life is boring...you don't need to tell me..I know.

I looked at the dance floor,the girls were enjoying themselves. Emily,Nicole and Matilda already hooked up with three of Liam's friends. Good for Nicole she got her dream man tonight.

I was thirsty so I motioned towards the bar to get water. 

"Water please.." I said to the bartender. He nodded and handed me a cold bottle water. 

"Thanks.." I opened the cap and gulped down the whole bottle as I leaned against the bar.

"You smell so fucking good and your ass is so hot!" A masculine voice whistled behind me. I turned my head to see the last of Liam's friend.

"It looks like peach emoji and I love peaches Gorgeous!" He leaned in and placed a kiss at the side of my neck.

Did he just do that?! I froze on the spot when he leaned against the counter with a smirk on his face.

"I love what I am seeing.."

"What?!" His eyes did a slow crawl on my body before looking at my face again.

I slapped his hands away when he began to trace my lips lightly with his fingertip. 

"This is a bit rude Mister.." I said.

I figured what sort of guy he was by his flirtatious gestures. He was tall and handsome but definitely not my type.

I am used to men falling for my body instead of me. All they ever wanted was to get down with me and I don't feel loved by such attitudes. Every soul I knew always end up leaving me,making me feel like I don't deserve to be loved.

"My name is Jack." He smiled.

Blockhead! He should have introduced himself before laying his filthy hands on me.

"Can I buy you a drink?" He asked.

A gentleman should have asked for that before touching a woman.

"No thanks,I have had enough." I stopped his hands before it touched my thighs. I should get the hell out of this club.

"Don't tell me you're leaving.." he grabbed my upper arm.

"Yes, I'm leaving."

"You didn't tell me your name."

"Joanna.." I lied.

He chuckled. "Your friend over there told me Cassidy." He pointed to Cecilia.

"Oh really?" I said feeling embarrassed. 

I thought I made it clear to Cecilia that no hookups! Shit! I should have expected it Tonight.