Farewell for troubles.

***MATURE CONTENT WARNING***

I didn’t know how such big hands could be so gentle, and caressed my flushed hot skin with exquisite tenderness, his fingertips sliding over it featherlight, tickling and arousing, making me gasp. He laid me back on the mattress, his body toppling over me, and taking one of my breasts in his mouth, leisurely worshiping each of them, sucking and nibbling, bringing them into hard pebbles, as he explored my body, massaging my inner thighs and finding my moist center, caressing my folds, pressing and circling the little button there, sending electricity to my whole body.

“Teague!” I screamed, writhing underneath his wicked touch. “I love when you do that,” he smiled at me, his pupils dilated with desire to the point they resembled two obsidian stones.

I grabbed at his hair pulling him closer, while my other hand moved over his back, racking my nails on that lustful golden skin, forcing him to move on top of me, and when I got to his waist my naughty hand hit a barrier, and I remembered he was still in his working pants. Sneaking my hand inside, I cupped his gorgeous, toned butt, squeezing and kneading those round mounds. 

“Puppy…” he groaned on my breasts, grinding himself on me, and I felt how hard he was, I let go of his hair going for the button of his pants, pulling them down altogether with his boxers, and his massive length burst free settling close to my entrance. “Let’s make tonight unforgettable, puppy…” 

Wrapping my legs around his hips, I pulled him to me, I didn’t want to think about the future, neither the hurt it would cause, mostly on him. I just wanted to feel him, wrap Teague around my heart and safe-guard him there. I wanted this beautiful memory of us in my mind forever. He had been my friend, my haven and my lover for as long as I remember, and I loved him, in a different light, but we loved each other dearly. 

“Teague,” I whispered to him when he captured my lips, kissing me with passion, as he thrust his throbbing shaft into me, filling me up, making me arch back. He was beautiful, and his love making was sensual and lazy, paying attention to all my needs. 

He started moving, long, deep and sure strokes, taking his time, as I moved with him, both of us in total tandem, building the pressure that would take us into a whirlwind of emotions. My walls started clenching around him, gripping him harder. He groaned on my neck, and my nails dug in his back, as I came around him, screaming his name, as lights burst behind my eyes, and I convulsed beneath him. Soon after, he thickened and twitched inside my channel, and with a loud growl, Teague joined me in rapture, then falling on top of me exhausted. Cradling me to him, he kissed all over my face, putting away my dump sweaty hair. I hugged him, kissing him back and hiding myself in the warmth of his body. A cozy silence fell upon us while we waited our erratic heart beat go back to normal, and we could talk without gasping. 

“You’re beautiful.” he whispered, his warm breath bathing my neck, making a shiver run down my back, curling my toes again. 

“And you’re the best thing that happened to me…” I inhaled deeply his scent to never forget that wild forestry perfume, lingering a soft touch of honey in the end. 

We were there, holding each other in a comfortable silence for a while. He was resting with his arms entangled on my waist and head on top of my stomach, while I caressed his shaggy strands. Why did life need to be complicated? Simple things were much more rewarding. I wished we could stay here in this room for the rest of our lives, but unfortunately life was not the way we’d like it to be, and sometimes it hurt.

“You met him, didn’t you?” the question was a casual one, and even though he tried to hide them, the hurt and sadness in his tone were there, pained. Out of nowhere all the despair consuming me came to the surface, and sobs broke out from my lips, as tears flowed from my eyes to my ears, disappearing into my hair. 

“Why are you crying, puppy?” he raised his head looking at me sorrowful. 

“I’m so sorry, Teague!” what else could I say? I averted my gaze from him, ashamed of myself.

“Don’t cry, we knew one day it would come to this,” he tried to console me. “There's no need for crying.” he kissed my belly, nuzzling his face on my skin. And when I saw, I was in his lap, his arms around me. Comforting me. “I don’t understand your sorrow, puppy. You should be happy, excited. Your wolf is, I’ve never felt her so out of her grounds.”

“I know, but I don’t wanna hurt you, Tea.” 

“Don’t worry about me, I’ll be fine. I’ll get over it.” he hugged me tighter, bringing me closer, and I could hear the steady rhythm of his heart, so calm and soothing, just like him. “Look, give five days, and I’m out of here, ok.”

“What do you mean?” I stared at him puzzled.

“Vicky, I can’t stay here anymore. I just need five days to arrange everything, then I’ll move out.” his voice faltered, I didn’t miss the emotion there. It would be hard for him, for both of us.

“No! Where are you going?” 

“Find my own place, I can stay in the district if you think it is better.”

“No Tea! You can stay here as long as you need, this is also your home.” how come I could feel so thrilled and aroused, but also heartbroken, frightened and hurt. I hated the way I was feeling. And Teague? I felt his distress, his pain, he tried to mask them, but he couldn’t. It radiated from him. 

“Puppy, look at me. We both know, there's no place for me here anymore. I have to go. Don’t hurt so much.” his silver eyes glinted, looking at me. 

“I’m afraid, Tea. I know it’s crazy, but I’m afraid, and a lot of things will change, and I don’t know if the pack will accept him.”

“Of course they will, you’re their alpha, you found your mate. They have no choice, you’ll be stronger, why wouldn’t they accept him?”

“He’s human, Tea! He’s a freaking human!” my tone was anguished, I had nothing against humans, here in town we lived happily with them, never had a problem, but…

“Who cares, Vicky. He is the one, and wolves mated with humans, it’s not against any code. Look Reid and Sarah, for example,” Sarah… A pang of pain hit my chest just to think about her. Was she ok, suffering? This lack of information was adding even more to my distress. 

“But I’m the alpha! I’m afraid they will see it as a weakness.” I didn’t know if I was being dramatic, or unreasonable, I didn’t know, and I behaved like a whiny baby in his arms. And it was so awkward for us, being there after such a beautiful moment, discussing my future mate. 

“Who is he?” he asked me after a few minutes. I didn’t catch a drop of resentment in his tone, only hurt, but not anger or contempt, I wish his mate would show up soon.

“I think his name is Killian… Duncan?” I’m not sure.” I told him, hiding my face in his chest.

“Him?” I snapped my head up at the way he said ‘him’, all my alarms going off at once.

“Why?”

“That boy has some attitude going on there. And puppy, I don’t want to be a party pooper here, but brace yourself for trouble, his back in town, but with a wife and two kids.”