11_ the beginning of lust

Candy"

"fucking shit bastard I hate him!"

I was repeating that word over and over. I consumed so much wine, knowing that I just got inside a while ago. 

And because I'm not used to it. I think I got drunk that fast, I couldn't stop my tears from falling

"Did the guy who made you cry know the proverb, that women made by god, to be loved not to make them cry?" 

I lifted my head and looked at the guy beside me. I couldn't see him clearly due to my vision being blurred. So I just answer the male voice that sounds so familiar and so sexy not to mention.

"Maybe he wouldn't know.." 

He gave me a drink and I quickly accepted it. 

He introduced himself and I instantly shut him up by saying.

"I'm not here to meet people, actually I'm here to forget everything and to drown myself with so much alcohol to shrink all my problems and throw it away in the trash bin.

"same here, I want to forget all about my father's stupid wishes... At least for tonight." 

I raise my eyebrow 

"Family problems are bullshit."

I said then I ignored him again.

I stand up. And grabbed the guy into the dance floor.

"Let's dance!" I yelled I don't know but I feel safe when I hold his hand. And I could feel that he's going to protect me if some perv would touch me. I can feel his hot body and his good scent trail down to my nose.

Even his breath smells like mint and wine. Gives a tingling sensation within me. I dance and grind in front of him. 

That was the last feature that I remember that night.

The last thing I remember is I was talking to some beautiful stranger, at least that was I saw because my sight is blurring. We talk, we drink, we dance... 

"waaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhh!!!!!!" I shouted when I woke up. The first thing I saw was a guy.taking a big handful of my breast! A sexy handsome guy. Shit! He's not moving but still, the voltage of his warm hand gives me a strange feeling.

I shout nonstop and I even throw him whatever things I grab.

He covers his ears and keeps on trying to stop me. But I couldn't stop myself, I'm hysterical, who's not if you woke up and some guy is beside you. Clasping your breast like nothing!

But when he lets me understand and explains everything. I sigh in relief And I want to bang my head because of all the shameless things I did. As he made me feel what I've done last night. 

"I want to go" I can't look him in the eye. I walked quickly down the stairs. But when I reached the living room I saw my father standing there.

I tried to explain but he wouldn't listen. Instead, he introduced me to the guy, I was beyond shocked. I want to shout but when I look at him, his eyes that as it was smiling and to his sexy body all I could do is to gulp mine on saliva. 

When my dad said that he was the guy that I was going to marry I couldn't stop myself. I hysterically shout.

"What!!"

We look at each other. And both stepped far away from each other as if we have a serious illness. 

Is he the guy? That Mr. Henderson's son?

this is not happening... I pleaded with dad but I guess I couldn't stop this anymore. My life would be messed up. And that was where my story started... 

___________

Simon"

I look around and I see that there's a lot of guests. I couldn't blame them. Our beach is the most famous one all over the country. 

"Wow! Are you sure this beach is yours? Simon? I can't believe it." 

I nod while smiling. I can't help it, seeing her smile like that is a charmer. 

"wanna swim? now?" 

"Can I?" 

"Of course, I would bring this luggage to our cottage first then I will join you. 

"Ok" 

she replied only and turned around to look at the sea. 

After that, I left her and went straight to my favorite cottage but first I informed my staff that I was here. 

*******

Candy"

I take off my summer dress and leave the two-piece red bikini and walk first in the seashore and feel the seawater on my feet. It's cold but refreshing.

I smile again. Simon is surely amazing and cool.

Maybe sometimes I couldn't understand him but I know he's doing that because of me. Just like last night, he got mad because Kian kissed me. Maybe he only cares about me. I found a really good friend to him. 

******

Simon"

I looked for Candy after I finished taking care of our luggage But as I walked Not far away I saw her.

She's walking while beside her is some guy. And take note she's wearing only two-pieces red painstakingly bikini. I grit my teeth. 

Why did I leave her alone again? 

Fuck! Who is that other guy again? How many guys does she have by the way? 

He saw the guy walk close and cling to her too much. And another two behind her seems like they're teasing her. And instantly my blood boiled.  

I walked immediately close to them. They haven't seen me because I'm in the northeast while they stay in the north position. 

"Miss can I get your number"

I hear the guy asking for her number. But I couldn't hear her voice so low, compared to the voice of the guy. 

"I want to be friends with you" 

The guy said and laughed. 

He saw Candy smile cutely. At least that was what I saw. 

"Sorry, I'm not into friends" 

The guy laughed again, this time much louder. That makes me wanna wring his neck. 

"How about instead of a friend to be a future boyfriend. How's that babe?" 

I couldn't hear Candy's voice much more when the guy behind her was teasing in a loud voice.

Shit! What answer does she give? Why are they cheering?

I'm maybe foolish because I easily fall for her but surely I'm no masochist. 

I turned around to go somewhere instantly.

But I just make a few steps when I hear her voice calling my name. 

"Simon! hey, I'm here!"

Fuck! I heard nothing. I haven't heard her calling me! 

I ignore her. But I did not last long. 

aarrgghh. 

I turned around again just to see her charming smiling face.  

She did it again. My mind lost what my heart desired. 

But at least my frustrated face is always visible. Thank God it saved me from so much embarrassment. 

She's waving at me with a smiling face. She is so happy. Did she make that guy her boyfriend so that's why she's so happy?

That thought made me so furious. 

She ran close to me. 

"What took you so long?"

I stay silent 

"Do you have a problem? Let's swim. I'm waiting for you because I'm afraid that you wouldn't see me if I swim."

I stay silent and don't say any words. I just look at her pretty face and calm myself. 

She grabbed me and pulled me to the sea. 

"Come on Simon stop being so grumpy let's go and do what we came here for." 

"Who's with you earlier? 

I ask calmer." 

She turned to look at the guys behind us. 

They are a little bit far away now and I still want to run after them just to punch them. 

Fuck! I'm having a murderous mind now. 

"hehe, actually I don't know them." 

I look at her again smiling at me so cute. 

"You didn't know? but still, talk to them?"

I raged within me aroused more. 

She pouted sexily. 

"FYI they speak to me. So I talk to them. It's different Simon."

"Still, you talk to them,"I  said irritated.

"Of course why not. They want to be friends and ask for my number. I'm not rude so I talk a bit. Just to entertain me while waiting for you." 

I frustratedly turn around. 

Seriously my fault now? I murmur. 

"I said I don't want to be friends with them."

I turned back to her and raised my eyebrow. 

"You don't want to be friends with them huh?" 

"Yes" 

"So you made him a boyfriend?"

"Of course not, why would I do that?"

Tsk I turned around again and walked stomping. 

But she grabbed the edge of my shirt. 

"Hey! Where are you going?" 

"Get some drinks. I suddenly want one." 

"huh? I thought we were going to swim?" 

I walk still. And ignore her

"Hey, I'm still talking to you. What if they come back and ask me where my boyfriend is!"

I instantly face her. 

"What did you say?"

"I told them I already have a boyfriend hehe..."

"You have what?" 

"Are you deaf Simon I said I have a boyfriend?" 

I look at her with not only an annoyed face but so frustrated. 

"I told him I have one so they would stop following me." 

"What? Do you already have a boyfriend?" 

"Yes, why? Is it bad to tell the truth now?" 

I close my eyes. 

"And who's that boyfriend of yours?" 

She seems so confused. 

"Are you saying should I lie instead?" 

"Stop talking Candy and call that boyfriend of yours. I want to talk to him." 

"You don't get it, don't you?" 

"The what? can you enlighten me?" 

"hahaha of course you don't get it because you're not my boyfriend. Stupid me...

I forgot you're already my fiance." hahaha...

She's laughing for a minute before I get what she was talking about. 

She wanted me to go crazy, didn't she?