12_ jealous

Simon"

She forcefully grabbed and pulled me into the water because I'm still gawking.

I couldn't able to move if she shouldn't pull me. Her words always repeated all over my brain. 

I just keep on analyzing it over and over again. and it comes only in one single word. She's proudly saying that I'm her fiance. I can't imagine her answering the boys earlier that she already has a boyfriend. And I'm the one that she was thinking of at that time. 

Fuck what is this feeling inside of me I couldn't explain, I felted my chest has a bomb that wants to explode. Although it's not technically explosive because it's like a happy bomb that wants to go out and fill up my sad life. 

I'm not here just her boyfriend because she forgot that we skip that thing and jump to the next level. And that was I'm her fiance... 

her fiance... For Pete's sake, I want to shout! 

My heart wanted to dance and party in happiness. Is this the feeling of being in love? It's like you are soon going to be crazy and you don't know what to do next. 

"Simon comes on let's swim I want to go there." 

Candy said while pushing me and you can see how difficult for her to do that because I'm too big for her. 

If she's standing like this, She's up to my shoulder only. I'm six feet tall so she's only five flat maybe or so. 

I shook my head. She's cute and impatient. 

We don't reach the seawater but still, I made my feet wet already. That was my hint to go back from my sanity. 

A lot of people are watching us. Especially her, and they have been looking at her with so much admiration.

I take off my sleeveless shirt and put it on her. I don't care for what others should say. I'm possessive yes I admit it. 

She protests but doesn't win. 

tsk, I look at her body. She looks like a model calling so much attention plus her beautiful angel face that seems she's come from the heaven's above. 

I think I'm so lucky to have her soon to be my wife. 

When she gets tired we got up immediately and find some restaurants. 

We have a lot of choices. My hotel is surrounded by a lot of different restaurants

inside, of course, so let her decided. Which one she likes. 

And when she tells me she wants a barbecue 

We choose the nearest BBQ restaurant. 

As we eat it doesn't change. People are starting at us still 

Is this the first time they saw a beautiful couple like us? 

I tilted my head And shook it.

"So Simon, where is our next destination?" She asks 

"Give me some activity that you know. You're the owner of this beautiful place so you must know it better" 

Candy asks and looks so excited so I suggest her. 

"Well, maybe we can go boating and go to the famous cave near here and diving as well." 

She smiled wider and said

"It sounds fun. Let's do that Simon."

I nod and reply

"OK if that's what my future wife wants why not." 

I laughed when I saw her cheek blush. 

"Stop teasing me"

"I'm not teasing you I was telling the truth. It's indeed your soon to be wife."

"nonsense tsk.." she says but still blushing so I laughed louder 

After we eat we rest a little bit before heading to the boat that already waiting for us that who brings us to the entrance of the di Vista cave

The entrance of the cave is a bit tight and it's hard to get inside but once you enter you'll see how huge it is inside. A bit darker but still my soon to be wife managed it perfectly. 

With a little bit of my help of course. 

She's not losing her grip on me and I hold her tight too  it's so slippery. But I like it this way.

"hold tight pretty babe ok"

she nods

Even if it looks like I took advantage of our position she still manages to smile. 

It's indeed slippery so I was extra careful in every step I made while holding her. 

I memorized this place but still, I bring some expert stuff for safety.

As we reached the middle, We already saw the water of the cave; it's less rock also in this part. 

Candy on the other side goes down into the inviting water and swim 

"Simon comes on faster the water is a bit warmer try it." 

Candy happily said

Well of course I'm a good boy. I immediately joined her swim and played too. The water is so relaxing. 

while doing that I can't help to stare at her. So she always splashes some water in my face every time I do that. 

And she will laugh. 

I take my revenge by lifting her and I move circles. But instead of being scared for what I did, she laughs and cheerfully says one more time Simon. 

"Let's do it again!" I shake my head god unbelievable 

We stroll all over the place until the afternoon then we eat dinner. When we stepped at our cottage it was already dark outside and you could see how bright the moon was. 

"This is the amazing day ever" I murmured 

I'm busy thinking about all day when suddenly a girl jump on me and hug me

"Simon!"

the girl shouted... 

I immediately look at Candy of course I don't want her to be jealous of some random girl. She's tilted her head. 

"I just noticed Simon a lot of girls doing that to you." 

She said sarcastically 

I pull away from the girl who hugs me and looked at her to recognize her. 

"Simon, it's me Jessica remember?" I'm the daughter of your family hotel manager. 

I instantly gape in surprise. 

"Jesse woow your big girl now."

Jessica laughed at my surprise expression. 

"The last time I saw you your a high schooler and so small really" 

I suddenly think how long did I not visited this place? Well, I can blame myself. I don't wanna come here often because I'm missing my mother. This is her favorite place. 

We sit on the sofa and talk more. I learn that she's the one to replace her father as a manager of the hotel. 

That she's there at my father's funeral but she chose not to interrupt my mourning for my father. 

My eyes found Candy. She suddenly disappeared. 

Shit, why did I forget about her? 

"Jessica wait. Candy is missing. I'm going to look for her. It's already dark outside."

"The girl with you?" 

Jessica ask

"My fiance," I said proudly 

"Ah, she went outside a minute ago I thought you saw." 

Jessica said in a low tone but I ignored her. All I think is Candy I'm so damn worried. 

Our beach resort has a lot of guests, mostly tourists. What if someone saw her and hit on her. 

I feel so rage I want to kill aarrgghh 

I immediately run outside after I said to Jessica we will talk again tomorrow 

I wander around to look for her until hours pass with nothing but a single hint of where she is. 

Where are you, pretty babe. 

I'm so tense and nervous my heart is pumping, not normal. 

I reach the darkest part of the beach. I'm nervous but I pursued myself as I heard someone crying. 

And I recognize her voice so I come close immediately. But she's shouting all alone. 

"I hate you, I hate you so much! Why would I choose to love for all people in this fucking world! Why you? 

After shouting the last part she sat in the sand looking lifeless. Crying and crying. 

Did she remember her ex again? We we're just happy not long ago. I thought I made her happy. I guess I was wrong. 

When was the time I could erase Kian in her mind and will be replaced his place with the girl who enslaves my heart slowly each day? 

I sit not far away from her enough to see her, enough to guard her, enough to love her in distance. 

The night is silent and the moon is bright and reflected my sad and lonely heart.