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" Yes, you get involved with him every time. You are super nice to him. Help him , you're there for him. You go to his mother's. And then the saying I'll take care of you. Blah, blah. Nick told me about it. And when he arrives you block again if things get serious. You know what the others all think of it? "She was really getting meaner!

" What others? "What did she mean now?

" Well Noah, Jonas, Sven and David they all break their mouths about Nick and he knows that and doesn't say anything everyone thinks that he is stupid, that he lets himself be carried away by you. You don't want him and he still tries again and again with you and doesn't meet other girls. "

" They don't even know what exactly is I'm angry now.

"No, because Nick doesn't say anything. He just lets her talk and listens to her Things like insulting him and he didn't deserve it. ”Jess stood up.

“Put an end to Jolina, just leave him alone if you can't do it. Don't play with him. ”

“ That .. I don't. ”How could she say such a thing. Now I got tears in my eyes. I couldn't do anything about it. I was sad that she thought of me that way and angry too.

"But you do, you will play with him until you are one hundred percent sure and you have to stop!" That was not true.

"I don't play with him, he knows what I'm thinking." I got louder now and Jess got up with a sigh.

“And what was that while dancing earlier? you turned on him so that afterwards he apparently went into the room with you and what if I hadn't called you, would you have slept with him then? I do not think so! You would have blocked again shortly beforehand and rejected him. ”She said angrily and I couldn't stop a tear from running down my face.

"Don't be mad at me," said Jess.

"Just because I'm telling you the truth ... I think I was wrong. I think you don't love him, you just hope that you will one day and that's why you can't say it. So tell him that and then leave him alone.

"Jess." I interrupted her loudly and got up too and then I started crying in front of her.

"You know me, you know how I feel about him. I love him." I sobbed and then suddenly the door opened. Nick and Sven stood in front of the door and looked at us both.

"What's going on?" Nick asked when he saw me. I quickly turned my head and heard Jess.

"Nothing that concerns you." Of course Nick didn't let himself get rid of that easily.

"Who loves whom" he asked now and I saw out of the corner of my eye that Jess was looking at Sven. I quickly wiped away my tears.

"I told her." She continued to look at Sven.

"What did you tell her?" Nick asked, looking at the two of them.

"Me and Sven." Nick looks at her confused.

"You ... love Sven?" He asked and looked at the two of them. Then he looks over at me. Great!

"I mean that I heard Jolina said that."

"No." Jess said immediately.

"Yes." I heard Nick angry now.

"You ... you know Jolina wouldn't say that." Another stab in the heart when Jess said that to him so coldly. Nick continued to look at Jess.

"So did you say it?" Jess nodded.

"Nick.-" Sven now interfered.

"I didn't want to tell you until later. I and Jess we met and ... I love her." I almost had to smile when I told Sven that heard, but I couldn't.

"How nice for you!" Nick didn't seem to think that was so great.

"And why does Jolina cry then?" He said angrily.

"She ... was happy for me." I turned I turned to Jess, my gaze wandered briefly to the mirror next to her. Fortunately, you could hardly see that I had been crying. Jess went to Sven and stood next to him, so that I looked at the two and brought a smile to stand without Nick see

to. "Yes, I'm happy for you." I went on the two and they both hugged her at the same time and said softly to

Sven. "I could I really imagine a better friend for my Jess." I noticed he grinned.

"Thank you." said he quietly back and then I let go of

them. "I'll go have a drink." Jess

nodded. "Come with me, since we're all sober now. ”We both left the boys standing and went into the kitchen.

When Jess noticed that nobody was in the kitchen and dining room, she looked at me.

“There are only a few left here. The others have all left. We were gone for a long time. ”I looked at her and nodded slightly so that Jess kept looking at me.

"I'll talk to him in the morning when everyone is gone." I sighed and Jess nodded, suddenly hugging me.

“I didn't mean to sniff at you. I love you, you know that. ”

“ Yes, I know, you were right about everything. ”Jess nodded.

"Except ..." I said quickly.

"Except what?" She let go of me and looked at me.

“I really love him. I've never felt this way for anyone and I just can't imagine what it will be like when I don't see him and all of you again. "Jess nodded sadly.

"It's a shame that you can't tell him that. But that doesn't change the fact that we're still friends. ”I nodded. We both just looked at each other.

“Well, let's stop. I don't want to ruin Nick's birthday now. ”Jess took two glasses that were on the table and I grabbed the best bottle and poured something to drink.

"Put in more. I have to get back to my level. ”I had to smile at her and just added a little more to her glass. Sven came in there.

"Hey." He said, looking at both of us.

"Are you okay?" Jess and I nodded and Sven looked at Jess, who took her glass and took a sip from it.

“You should go see Nick before he gets completely drunk. Jess looked at me briefly, but then nodded and Sven sgate:

"I'll stay with Jolina for a moment." Jess nodded again and when she wanted to pass Sven she stopped again and the two looked at each other so that Sven pulled her to him and the two kissed. First I looked at the two of them until they broadened the kiss. Hmm ... okay. I took my glass and took a long sip and looked in another direction. Until I noticed that Jess was leaving the kitchen. I was still looking in a different direction until Sven spoke to me.

“You said in the bathroom: I love him. Right? ”I hesitated for a moment, but then nodded.

"Does Nick know that you love him?" He wanted to know.

"No." I shook my head.

"Did you cry because of that or because I'm with Jess?" I had to talk to Sven about it now. Never mind!

"Jess told me to end it with Nick because I can't tell him that I love him and that I'm not with him anymore." Sven nodded.

“Why can't you tell him? you told Jess and you just told me. ”I shrugged.

“I don't know, I can't do it in front of him.”

“At some point the right moment will come and it will just come out of you. Believe me, don't put yourself under pressure, okay? ”A little confused that he had just told me that, I nodded slightly.

"I won't do that anyway." He didn't let me talk any more.

"But ... don't let him go." I looked at him confused and he just sgate:

"Jenna."

"Jenna?" Sven nodded.

"She uses every opportunity she can get, as soon as she notices something with you she is attached to him. "I knew that myself.

" I know! But I don't want him to think that I'm just doing something about Jenna. "Sven sighed in annoyance.

" It doesn't matter! She 'll still be him today ask if he is going to her home tomorrow with her to visit friends. Nick knows from before. With whom he has started taking drugs.

"What? How do you know?" I asked him, horrified.

"I have her Earlier I heard talking in the kitchen when you were in the bathroom. "I had to sigh. If he really was going to go with her, then he would be with her and I wouldn't see him for a few days, whether it was vacation now and he would come back into contact with drugs. I took another sip.

"Why is everything so confusing and complicated." I asked rather myself.

"Because life is not a request, honey." He laughed and put his arm around me.

“Let's go to the others and continue celebrating. Just make the best of it tonight, or rather night. ”I rolled my eyes.

When we went into the hallway. I looked at him from the side. Since he still had his arm around my shoulder.

"By the way, I think it's really great that you are finally together." He smiles at me.

"And me first." I had to laugh and then we were in the living room.

Nick was sitting with Jess on the sofa and had a whiskey bottle in his hand and let the brown liquid run straight into the glass until it was full to the brim. He had only drunk beer the whole evening and a few shorts with us and now he switched to the harder alcohol. Now I could probably forget that he would stay sober. He took a sip of it as we both walked up to her, but I heard him laugh when Jess said something to him. I let my eyes wander through the living room and saw Jenna with Tara in the back, who had said something to Tara and was looking at Nick. I turned to Sven.

“You distract Jess. I have to ask Nick something. ”I smiled so that Sven smiled too. In no case would I let Nick drive over to her. We walked up to the sofa so Jess looked up and smiled. Then Sven took his arm from me so that I could sit down. I sat outside next to Nick. Sven bent down and picked up a bottle and then sat down next to Jess. That grinned at him. I looked at Nick. When I saw Jenna approaching us. Now or never. I took a quick breath.

"Nick?" He didn't react, just took another sip. Great!

"Nick, do you have time tomorrow? I would like to do something with you. If you feel like it. ”How stupid I felt right now. He slowly turned to me. And then I heard Jess too.

"Jolina!" I looked at her and saw that she was glaring at me, but luckily Sven helped me, who turned her head to him, whispered something in her ear and then kissed her and she seemed to be distracted. Because she didn't turn back to me.

"I mean a date." Nick looked at me and then Jenna was already at the table and had a drink, but then stopped when she heard what Nick said to me.

" A date? That's not what the men actually ask. ”Fortunately, he said that with a smile and I shrugged my shoulders.

"I thought I seemed to be too."

"Ah-yes." He just said.

" So? Tomorrow evening? ”My heart was racing. If he would give me a basket in front of Jenna now, I would sink into the ground. Fortunately, he nodded.

"I don't mind." I smiled at him.

Shortly after six most of them had left. Jenna and Tara were still there and Jonas said to them:

"If you want you can stay here." Jenna looked at Tara and nodded.

She said with a smile and then went to Nick, who was standing at the system.

“Nick, we're staying here today. Jonas invited us, of course only if you have nothing against it. It's always your birthday. "She smiled at him and Jess heard that and then came to the two of them and Nick said:

" No, no problem. "

" Yes. "Jess interfered and put her arm on Nick's shoulder. Who looked at her.

"We're staying here today, so much the funnier, right." She smiled and Nick looked at her again and then put his arm around her waist and Jess saw Jenna was staring straight at his hand and then said:

"Who is yours?"