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Amazement
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2020-10-11 17:34:57John was already lying down and was trying to turn on the television. "Can you turn it on, I think I turned it off in the front this morning." Luc nodded in understanding, crawled over the bed and leaned forward. While he propped himself up with his right shaky hand, he pressed the television on with his left. Before he knew it, he was pulled back and landed with his back on John's chest. "What did the message say that made you tremble so?"
“Father wants to talk to me. John, he'll kill me if he hears this. We have married!"
"Take it easy, I'll stop him, I promise." John took him in his arms and stroked him gently.
"That was a mistake, a huge mistake."
“Then we have the marriage annulled. Calm down, please."
Luc shuddered again when John's breath brushed his ear. His stomach rumbled and he cursed his guilty conscience because it felt devilishly good to be held like this. Slowly, tiredness crept into the body and mind that Luc welcomed. Not struggling, he leaned his head back and closed his eyes.
John smiled, so much and yet little had changed between them. A lot went through his head. For example, how Luc came to take his name, why he had insisted on the kiss and now fell asleep in his arms. It wasn't the first time John had held Luc.
They had just been 16 when Luc cried on his shoulder because he thought the world was stupid. He had never revealed to John why that should be so, but they had stayed together one night and he had pulled him to himself and never let go. Luc looked a lot younger than himself. Blonde, brown eyes, and a soft face that was masculine in a certain way. A perfect mix for a man. As hard as John tried to hold back, he couldn't. There were things you didn't do with a friend, like brushing through his hair.
"What are you doing there?" Luc blinked, but then kept his eyes closed.
"Touch you, sorry." Immediately John withdrew his hand and was ashamed. He should have waited until Luc was more asleep.
“Although my stomach rebels against it, I find it extremely pleasant. Do you think we could forget everything for today? "
"What do you want to forget?"
"Our parents, everything that oppresses me."
"And instead you want to think of what?"
"Don't think, enjoy." Luc snuggled closer to John, who then didn't know what to say. Hadn't Luc mentioned a mistake earlier? - Fuck it! - John thought and caressed the neck of his husband until he relaxed and moaned slightly. "You don't want to seduce me, do you?"
“No, I want you to relax and eventually fall asleep gently. Luc, you are my best friend, at the moment my husband, who even took my name, I just want to see you happy. "
Luc doubted he'd ever heard anything like it or felt so comfortable around someone. Then why was his stomach rebelling like that? What felt so good couldn't be wrong and yet his insides wouldn't give up. That was not fair.
"John?"
"Hm?"
"My name is Luc Gregor Stone now, do you realize that?"
"And it sounds a lot better than Miller."
Luc nodded while his eyes closed a second time. "Yes, much better. I'll keep the name. "
John smiled, a cancellation also meant giving up the name again, but he really didn't want to keep Luc from sleeping. Slowly he slid down and pulled his husband next to him, who immediately snuggled up to him again. John wanted to treat himself to this closeness for one night, tomorrow it would be over again.
The morning came too quickly and made John feel uncomfortable. Luc was still asleep in his arms, but soon he would part with him and find out that he had made the mistake of his life. John drew in the scent of his husband deeply, enjoying the tell-tale tingling sensation in his stomach, which shouldn't be there. -Just a few more seconds- he swore to himself, and had wanted to follow suit. But when he broke away, Luc moved closer to him. John looked at his best friend in amazement, who only lifted his eyelids briefly.
"Our flight doesn't leave until noon today ... I don't want to go back to reality yet."
"This means?"
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