LOGIN"Let's lie down, savor what we have now and what we will never have again." Luc opened his eyes and let John see the fear in him. This immediately put his arms around him.
"As long as YOU want." He couldn't help stressing the pronoun, because if he was certain with one person in his life, it was that he would never want to be without this closeness. His best friend, current husband, gave him a feeling he had previously looked for in vain. True, unadulterated love. Of course he was aware that his mind and heart were playing tricks on him, but he didn't want to think about it.
Luc turned to him in his arm, looked deeply into his husband's eyes and then at his mouth. "Do you mean ... well you said yesterday ... there would be more ..." He bit his lower lip nervously.
John gently stroked his cheek. "You really want a kiss?"
-Not just one- Luc shot through his head, but his lips stayed motionless. Instead, he approached his friend's face, hoping fervently not to be turned away.
He didn't, John pulled him closer and their lips met for a gentle kiss. Luc closed his eyes in resignation. His stomach rebelled and his head felt like it was wrapped in cotton. If it wasn't his guilty conscience that was making him feel uncomfortable, he would assume that the affection for his friend was more than friendly. He started thinking when he felt John's fingers circling on his hip. So it was Luc, who pressed closer and closer to his husband, let his hands slide over his chest and wanted more.
"Luc ..." John released himself breathlessly and looked at him with lusty eyes. "I don't know if that's a good idea."
"Then find out!" Interrupted Luc and pushed himself over his friend's body. He didn't know where he got the courage to interrupt John and take the initiative, but he didn't want to start thinking either. Instead, he rubbed his groin against that of his husband and once more collected his lips. His body trembled with need and excitement.
John couldn't believe what was happening. The two erect limbs rubbed together, separated only by the fabric of the underwear. He wanted to awaken his mind, but the kisses and rubbing left him willlessly partake of what his husband was offering him. His hands went to his buttocks and set the pace.
Her movements became faster, her breathing more hectic, and her touch more erratic. It wasn't long before they both lost each other in orgasm. Luc's face nestled against John's neck, who enjoyed the feeling that his friend was looking for closeness.
At some point they had to get up, took a shower, got dressed and packed their things. Goosebumps got John every time Luc looked at him with an unfathomable smile. They were silent as they could only together without it becoming overwhelming and uncomfortable. It was an amicable, relaxing silence.
Luc's heart was working more than an hour of overtime and at a pace that was anything but healthy. The night and morning had kindled more than a guilty conscience, which made his stomach rebel. He still felt John's body under his and wished for nothing more than that moment back. He wanted to steal at least one kiss before it was all over.
As he knew his best friend, he already had a plan for the annulment. Which lawyer did it in silence without attracting attention. It was better that way, he was sure of it, and yet, something in his head felt it differently.
What should one do when the head is fighting against the conscience? His heart was clearly showing what it thought of the situation and increased its beating rate again when John accidentally grazed Luc. Sighing inwardly, he wondered if there wasn't some way to convince his best friend that it wasn't in such a hurry to annul the marriage.
Was Luc wrong or did his best friend get nervous? “I don't even know if they're real. An elevator, you and me and an elderly lady ... "“It's real. Very real, believe me. You made me speechless when you… ”Definitely, John was embarrassed and put a grin on Luc's face.The concerns vanished as quickly as they had come, he pulled his husband to him and robbed him of a short, but thoroughly sensual kiss. Even if the vernacular spoke of butterflies that upset the stomach, with Luc it was certainly bees that maltreated his stomach with their stings. "Did I tell you what I want after the woman got off the elevator?" He licked John's lips."No, not really!" He escaped breathlessly, while he tried not to come to rest with all his weight on him."We should definitely talk more about that, or I'll show you." Luc snapped his lips, ran his hands under John's shirt and stroked his tense back.That was clearly too much for J
What's happening?"Luc was sitting too close to him and almost robbed John of his mind, so that he couldn't answer, but just once again let his body decide to take what it wanted. Soon no sheet of paper would fit between them, their sounds of desire filled the hospital room and they looked at each other with lusty eyes. "This is clearly the wrong place for something like that," panted John and kissed Luc again.This smiled on his lips. "I'll be home again tomorrow, have to spend the whole day in bed ..."Whatever promise his husband made him made his heart pound and then beat at a pace that was clearly record-breaking. "Luc, I don't think so ..."“You are clearly thinking way too much. I think you should show me again how our wedding night went, all that I can't remember. "John prevented a laugh, instead swallowed it and nodded resignedly. If Luc wanted to have their wedding night, that would be the smallest problem, but it would probably ir
When he arrived at the clinic that morning, Luc was sitting on his bed, fully dressed, leafing through some documents. He had a pen between his lips, frowned and screwed up his eyes slightly."Hello!"The coolie fell on the bed in shock and Luc's hands clenched briefly around the papers in his hand. "Jeez, did you scare me!""Excuse me. You look better than yesterday. "Luc put the papers aside and swung his legs out of bed, then grabbed John's hands and pulled him closer. “I'm also much better. The examinations clearly show that my brain survived it and I can go home tomorrow. ”John didn't really know what Luc was up to, who pulled him between his legs and looked at him expectantly. It slowly dawned on him after all, his husband was waiting for a greeting that contained much more than a "good day". So he bent down to him and tasted his lips, which willingly stretched out towards him. "May I come home tomorrow?" Luc asked in a whisper.
"I honestly do not know. Are you really OK?"“At the moment I am convinced that I have never been better. Whatever happened between the two of us, that we took the step, seems to be the best that could have happened to me. "Luc was still out of his mind, John was now sure of that. His friend almost looked at him ... in love, that couldn't be. Luc met him again at this point, which was still his undoing for John, but at the moment he cared very little. Slowly he leaned forward and gently brushed his lips over Luc's cheek. There was no apparent reason in his heart that he wasn't finally getting what he longed for. If Luc was convinced he was in love with him, maybe he could really make him love him. Best before its memory returns.Luc's hand also rose cautiously and lay on his neck. "I have no memory of a kiss between us."John nodded in understanding, kissed his cheek down to his chin and then up to his husband's lips. -Husband-, whisp
John sat down on the guest bed. “We came home and didn't seem to close the door properly. Gregor saw us kissing and lost his nerve. He hit me in the face, Luc thwarted the second blow in my direction ... he has traumatic brain injury, Dad. "“Just a second, are you going to tell me that Gregor hit you because you only kissed? You didn't provoke and attack him? ”John shook his head violently, which caused him a wall of pain because of the broken nose and looked at his father confused. “That bastard. I'll take care of that! ”With these words, Karl left the apartment and left his son alone, who looked after his father blankly.Luc's head throbbed, his eyes wouldn't open, instead he tried to swallow the musty taste in his mouth. Beeping noises penetrated the roar in his head. -Hospital- he sighed inwardly."Mister Stone? Do you hear me? ”A hand touched his shoulder and Luc tried to understand the words. Why did the m
Luc looked at his friend and knew that he didn't believe him. How then, did he not trust his own words. If they still felt right for his heart and mind, his stomach rebelled at the sight of John. His guilty conscience wanted to be heard with all his might, it couldn't be anything else. His stomach had never protested like this, not even when he broke his mother's expensive vase at the age of 10. Only an oppressive feeling had haunted him, which at some point made him go to confession.As if by itself, his hand went to John's cheek and caressed the stubbly skin. "Do you believe me?""You don't even believe yourself, then how am I supposed to do it?"John knew him clearly too well and still he let Luc, who stole a delicate kiss."That mustn't be true!" Startled, John and Luc drove apart and looked at the door, where Gregor Miller stood with his wife Dora and looked at both of them in disgust. "Take your dirty paws off my son!"Luc was f