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Chapter two
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2020-09-29 01:12:41SAMANTHA'S P.O.V
Ugh.Can't this stupid curtains understand that I'm too lazy and help me block the sun from entering my room.I stand up annoyed and forcefully shove the curtains to shield my bed from the sun. The room goes darker and it's then I notice that the walls are painted in aqua marine blue with fishes on it. I close the curtain well and sit on the bed to admire this .The room looks cool and feels cool too. It is then I notice Aunt Marcy had actually prepared for me to come here. I stand up to get myself a cup of tea.Gently going outside,I tiptoe to the kitchen . I hear muffled sounds coming from aunt Marcy's room . It sounds like arguing and I ignore it.I walk to the sink to get myself a mug ,before thinking .To make the tea. I would have to boil water,walk to the cupboard to get a bag of tea,get milk in the fridge and ugh ,wash my cup.I just open the fridge and pour myself a glass of water."Come on,the only reason she did that was because she was confused " Aunt Marcy's voice shouts and I tiptoe to her bedroom to eavesdrop.Her door was open ,I could see she was on the phone."You are just a meanie. She is still young . She doesn't understand anything yet" she adds and I'm suddenly curious. "Oh please." A voice says through the speaker and I recognise it as my mom's.Part of me wants to run and speak to her over the phone. Part of me still despises her ."How young is she that she committed such an atrocity? " she adds and by now I realise that the "she" they were talking about was me. I clutch the cup I was holding so hard that my knuckles were really white.I may be black at heart,but I was a really fair person,so fair that you would mistake me for a white woman.I'm an half caste, so that's why. Aunt Marcy and Sara are my dad's sisters."Well,her mother wasn't a responsible one so,Sam is not at fault " Aunt Marcy says. "You know how busy I was with all those issues on my plate .I got her a therapist. That she could voice her a problems to ,but she was an ungrateful little person. Glad she's out of my life now." She says and I roll my eyes at that . She was always too busy,never caring she had a daugher. She really meant me not coming back to her. I walk off to my room and lock myself in the room. I grab my phone and stare at it for a while . It was one of the latest brands . The ones that they would advertise on TV. And you will be like "Who ever buys this has enough money to waste. "I stare at it and I decided to toy around with it . I check my contacts and I see that aunt Marcy had already saved mom ,Rob and her number to the phone. I had some people's number in the pocket of my jeans ,but I decided to save that later. I thought of saving his number and her number as I knew them off heart,but decided against it. I drop the phone and lay down for a nap. I looked at the time before drifting off to sleep. It was one o'clock on the dot. I slept off dreaming of him on that night."Do you miss me?" The voice whispers in my ear and I back off and start running . The whole aura was dark the area was dark too there was no wall , nothing was there. I kept running round in circles. They was no where to run and I knew I was done for. "No. I don't't miss you. You are dead." I tell the voice and it hear it scoff. "Am I ?" It asks me and I nod my head continously. "Yes. You are and stop disturbing me" I say with fear . "If I am dead. How come you can hear me or see me?"It asks. "I can' t see you""Turn around. "It says and I do so ."I'm your problem. Stop running away from me " It says before running towards me and holds me by the neck. " Look at me" I look up and I am met by those striking blue eyes . The ones that carried a lot of emotions. The ones that looked into my eyes with an unspoken expression. The ones that held a painful and shocked expression that night almost three years ago. "You can't run from me . I am you. You are me" He says and fades off. I wake up with beads of sweat on my face. Even after two years. This same dream. I'm freaking out . I stand up and go to the balcony of my room. I look around and notice that I had slept the whole day cause it was night and the city was glowing with lights and the cars sped by. It was Friday night and people were going to parties. I watched a group of drunk teenagers slur and act crazy. I shake my head at the drunkest who is about to run on the express and dance to the song playing in the background . Her stupid friends cheer her on. She doesn't make it past the sidewalk, because a man quickly drags her back and scolds all of them."Sam?" Aunt Marcy called behind me and I turned to look at her. "Aunt" I called her back. "I bought you some food." She said as she set the tray down on the bed and came to meet me in the balcony. "Let's go eat." She held my hand and gently guided me too the room. "Sam." She called me and I looked at her. "I know you are finding it difficult to adjust to all this." She beginsNo. I am not."I want you to know that I'm here for you and if you ever need anything come to me" she says she sets me down on the bed and starts feeding me the food.Aunt? Why does mom not want to see me. I'm I that bad. All I wanted was motherly love ,but she never gave me. Its bad enough that I don't know where dad is ,but she doesn't love me anymore. She doesn't want me. She doesn't want too see me or hear my voice. Am I such a bad child ? I want my mom . I lament not saying it out . I'm suddenly pulled in for a hug. " Don't cry. "She says and I notice the tears are streaming down my face. I hug her back and let out all the tears. I have been holding for a long time back. "I love you Aunt." I whisper . "Shhh. Its mom now and I love you too." She tells me. "Mom." I whisper sniffing. "Yes . Mom." She says and I smile happily.💓
Alright people. That's it second chapter .Hope I am making it interesting for you. And yes ,you will still know why she went to juvie. OK Vote,comment, follow and share please.Jokinglyjinxed 💜
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