Don't let my hand, love!

“-тебе будет жаль суку”( you gonna pay for that bitch!) The horse’s face men became all red and his eyes burned with a grudge. I didn’t wait for anything and began to run.  I heard as the blond guy shouted something in Russian.

-не дай ей сбежать.!Но и ее тоже не трогай. Если с нее упадет хоть один волос ...сомокесит лично меня! (Don’t let her away! If you drop even one hair from her head you will pay for that, personally to me!) After a blond hair man gave an order, some Russians began to chase me.

 I ran as fast as I could three soldiers were near me, I saw them as I looked back. One was with that huge nose to whom I had kicked and somebody said that he is Boriss, at least I think that somebody called him so, other was a nice looking guy, who touched my lips in a very intimate way, and he was that blond guy’s best friend or his right hand, it made me think so because it looked that they were sharing something personal. I don’t know what, but there was that feeling like two souls in one body. When he was near me and exploring me, it was the feeling that with him was and that blond guy, as if he was preparing to exchange the information about me and give it all to that blond guy. Or like they were reading each other mind.  I don’t know but they had a strong connection.

He had dark hair and dark eyes, he was slim and tall, and if I wouldn’t afraid of him I would defiantly go to date with him…what? What’s wrong with me, I’m married women and think how hot my kidnappers and especially the ones who hit me are. Shit, I will go to hell for that thought. And the third one was with some grey hair, he was the oldest I think; I haven’t looked at him very well.

It was very hard to run with that one shoe on a high heel, but I was glad that it helped me to escape. Then I heard the bullet sound. The sound was so loud that my ears became deaf.  I was uttering a frenzied scream but didn’t stop to run, just put my hands on my ears.

-,, Aaaaaghhh, oh my gods, help me please somebody help me!” I felt like in a nightmare when you running but your moves become very slow. It doesn’t matter how hard I tried they were still faster than me.

-Пиздyк ты, не стреляй придатк! Тебе сказали не трогать ее. (You pussy stop shooting! It was told you not to touch her!) The blond hair’s friend was screaming at Borris.

BAM! One more bullet was pulled.  I felt a huge pain in my leg and fell on the ground at the same moment when it bruised my leg. I turned my head as I saw them a few steps from me. On Borris’s face was a huge smile. Then he suddenly stopped and his smile frozen, I could see his wide eyes which became expressionless. The blood began to flow from his mouth, and he fell on the ground near my legs.

Two other soldiers were speechless like I was. I couldn’t even scream. The blond guy was behind Boriss. In his hand was a knife and it was dirty from Boriss’s blood.  I could smell it. It smelled like puke. I have never in my life seen that much blood. His all back was crossed with the line of knife. It wasn’t just one prick; he had crossed the all fucking line from his backbone to his neck. Quickly I forgot my injury and concentrate only on that smell. I began to feel sick. The smell wasn’t as everybody smells blood from the little injury. From some blood you can feel the metal taste in the mouth, at least I thought so.

But this time it smelled no metal. It was a strong, very strong puke smell. Then I understood what blood for real looks, no, I understood what death looks and how it smells. And it’s not some metaphoric shit where I all the time use.  It was disgusting.

 The blond hair men didn’t look at all at his friends’ dead body he only looked at me. I couldn’t help and puke myself. My breathing became quick and I was saying something or babbling but didn’t understand what I want to say even for myself, I was talking nonsense at that moment. The tears were in my nose, in my mouth and it mixed with my nose’s snots. I was looking in his eyes which was .cold, but also with some concern.

“-Do you really don’t understand in Russian?“ ‘He finally spoke the first one. He knelt on his knees near me that his face was at the same level as mine.  With his one blood hand, he touched my cheek. Who asks about speaking when you just coldly killed your friend, yah he was a pig, but nobody kills a person for bad behavior, normal people call the cops. 

I couldn’t look at him anymore, I couldn’t ask to not kill me I was afraid to talk I just was gazing into the dead body. The blood was flowing as the river flows.  Then the blond guy looked where I was looking, he turns around his head too in the same direction as mine was.

-“He was warned. This is his punishment, be careful with what you say or do, love, I’m not very patient.” ‘He smirked to me.

“It’s sad he was a good soldier. ” He sighed heavily and his gaze never left my eyes, but I still didn’t look at him.

“Don’t be sad he is lucky, I didn’t want you to see him in pain. His death was quick. There was some pause...” ‘He was still trying to speak with me. His voice was chilled and relaxed; it looked like he was having fun.

-” You will come with me.” ‘The last his words made me looked at him. He succeeded to have my attention on him.

-“So you are not deaf. “  ‘He smiled and I could see little dimples on his sharp face. In the distance, I heard some voices. They were shouting something in Russian. The blond hair men stood up and gave me his hand. I took it that I could stand too from the cold ground. I heard some burbling when I took my firsts steps, so I turned around my head. From Borriss’ mouth was still flowing air mixed with blood.

“- Sorry. I lied. His death will be long and painful.” ’ He wasn’t looking at me anymore.

“ Did I mention I’m not patient? “ ‘ He whispered and through my, all body went goosebumps. Why I don’t afraid of him as I should be? Maybe it’s the fault of his sexy face. What? What I just thought?!!!

More voices in distance and some guns’ shots. BANG>BANG>BANG… He shouted something in Russian to his friends; I only understood that somebody was attacking us. He was gesturing with one hand to his man and with another was holding my waist. He smelled like soap. Maybe mint shampoo too.

 I was all shivering but for some reason I let him hold me. My head and eyes were lowered to the ground it made my head had less dizziness,  but when he didn’t look at me, I was looking at him…Then I saw a smile on his corner lip. I began to feel some red in my cheeks again. I understood that somehow he knew I was looking at him, even when his gaze was somewhere else. He knew like he was having more than two eyes. I lowered my head in shame, then he smiled even more.  Somebody said to him something in Russian and his face darkened.

“-Despite what will happen, be near me, do you understand me?! I will protect you.” He whispered in my ear and compressed me tighter.

” What’s your name butterfly?” His Questions made me feel a little bit calmer because all man looked alarmed; they were running to their trucks somebody was shooting in distance. A few man-made positions near us they were like bodyguards.

“-I…I’m Maya. Maya Snow- Wingsman “ ‘My voice was weak. I hated it when I felt weak when I was afraid to speak… This is the most horrible feeling. Be afraid to speak.  I hated being surrounded by fear, because, in school, the fear was my best friend…Well my ex-friend, and now that feeling came back to me. The blond guy raised his one eyebrow when he heard my full name.

“-What? Wingsman?” He whispered with disbelief and then stopped walking, he turned his head to mine and looked at my eyes, and his face was just inches from me. In his eyes, I could see so many questions, but also and strange feeling of wanting to taste his lips. I was holding my breath it looked like he wanted that too. He louvered his head near my face. His lips almost touched mine. But then he stopped and turned away. I was left breathless and all red. Today my face had changed colours as the chameleon.

He shouted again something in Russian to his soldiers and on the right side gestured with his hand while also was holding his gun. I was so red in shame that I just hit my lower lip so hard that I tasted the blood of it.

-“Gaius we need to clear the road”  ‘Blond hair guy said it to,, his right-hand friend”. I almost forgot that all the time he was here. He was like a shadow, he didn’t talk almost at all. I don’t say that I need conversation from him, but with him, I felt like he is a lonely one, who doesn’t like to speak. So yes I forgot that he was with us and watched us. He watched as I almost was kissed by the stranger. And I don’t know if I would kiss him back… I certainly shouldn’t think about kissing when bullets are in the distance. What is wrong with you girl? I was shaking my head

“-Эта девушка опасна. Я знаю, о чем ты думаешь ... оставь это.. (This girl is dangerous. I know what you're thinking ... leave it…) Sexy men with dark hair who hit me, had said something and his suspicious gaze as well as never left my eyes. I think his name is Gaius.

“-Черт, я сказал это по-литовски?” (shit... I told that in Lithuanian didn’t I?) He looked around if anybody heard him and brushed his blond hair through his fingers.

“Нам нужно чистый проход .”(I said we need to be cleared the road)He was continuing with his gritted teeth.

“-Бля.. ты, если не уйдешь. или не?”(fuck, you not gonna leave her, do you?)’ He sighed and put his hands in the air, as the gesture of surrendering.

“-We have to hurry. They will be here soon.” ‘He put his hand around my waist and we began to walk again.

“Remember, don’t let my hand love.” He sounded like an angel with that beautiful smile… And some butterflies ran to my belly… Nobody especially the stranger didn’t call me in such words. Well if some boy called in school I began to feel angry, it’s childish and you know.. I have my name and I’m not as some dolly girl, or baby, ohhhh this is the worst baby doll….wow like somebody bought you in the shop and would say hey I wanna play with you…what a nice toy. But when HE spoke to me, all sounded different. It sounded sexy to me.

“-We have to hurry up. They will be here very soon. Just… Remember, don’t let my hand love.” ‘Now he was serious, his one warm hand was holding me tighter, than before. Accidentally my one hand came on his chest that it would be easier to walk and keep my balance, my injured leg keep us in slowly way and I almost lost my balance, as soon as I understood, that I touched him, I wanted to pull away from it, but he stopped me and put his hand on mine, that I couldn’t put it away. I immediately blushed like a tomato.

“-What will come?” I tried to push my thoughts from embarrassment.

“-Little party…” He looked into my eyes, now I could see so clearly his green eyes, he had also serious gaze maybe a little bit sad, but not sharp as Kai’s is, his light eyebrows made an image of it, his sharp chin was covered with a little blond beard as he wouldn’t shave for three days, my eyes traveled from his beard to his full lips and it made my mouth water.  He was much taller than me and his body was strong but not muscular…well he was muscular but a little bit less than my husband.

 I feel so strange in his arms but also I liked being near him, he didn’t scare me but my brains said me that I’m also stupid, so, so stupid girl. He just five minutes ago brutally killed his friend in my eyes, as other his friends tried to rape me and his best friend hit me and I was thinking about his sexy face. Oh, Maia, you are just amazing with your stupidity.

If Kai could see me now I’m so certain that he would kill me and that blond man too. Well, I’m not cheating him as he was…I didn’t do any wrong yet, but somehow I felt like I did. This is the first unknown man who had this strong effect on me and it feared me a lot.

BAM BAM BAM BAM.

My heart was racing at a huge speed. Somebody was shooting at us. The cloud covered us of smokes and dirty ground.