Is it became hotter in the bathroom?

. All the time I felt those goosebumps when he was near me. I didn’t want to show him, how deeply I was affected by him, by his appearance, so I just casually took my eraser and slowly began to clean the mirror. It was a bad idea because now I could see his muscular body, and my heart began to beat quickly and loudly. I think he could hear it. Because now I could see a small smile on the corner of his lips like he knew my secret.

 He stands right behind me, three times taller, four times bigger, that behind him I just disappear.

His eyes lustfully look at mine feminine lines, but his hands do not dare to touch my body, fearing that I may disappear right in front of him, like a fog. I wiped through my long hair with a towel, so carefully and slowly, as if still enjoying that moment of serenity I had enjoyed while was in the hot bath.

I tried to ignore the sharp all-scanning gaze, which was instilled in me.

-“About what are you thinking all the time?” Kai’s smile was on his face, and his eyes on me all the time.

-“About cactus” ‘ I quickly answered…my voice was strange even for myself” why the fuck I just said that”? I was shaking my head.

But he just chuckled, and then he bent over my hair and breathes it.

 From the mirror, I could see his black shirts, which was expansive and suited him so damn good. He was wearing black dress pants and his messy hair was brushed to the back now. He was without a tie but still looked like some businessmen. A hot, powerful, confident, businessman.  And I know that he dressed in that way, because of me. Casually he was wearing some t-shirts with a black jacket and jeans, like some biker. I rarely saw him in a suit well technically it didn’t suit but only a shirt without the jacket but he looks official, just in Kai's way. My heart softened a little bit of thinking that he is trying because of me.

I looked at his huge arm, his shirts were stripped to the elbow and they were buttoned up there. I knew I can’t look to his sexy grey eyes, it’s the same as to make a contract with the devil, and I would just give him my soul with any fight; they were so light that even in the dark everybody could see them. He was like a wolf, like a vampire from those fantasy movies…Oh my gods, who does have those fucking beautiful eyes. I just couldn’t look, because I knew that the same moment I would be again wet. And I wouldn’t able to hold my fingers from his dark hair, where my fingers would try to brush his disobedient hairs. Gods just stop thinking all the time. Can you stop dreaming for one minute?

- “You are so beautiful; you do not even realize how perfect you are.”

‘He leaned against my ear and whispered in a husky voice. My hair stood on my arms and my neck. My head became light as a feather; he was making ASMR( sounds or whispers which gives pleasure from brain to body) to me. Shit, just please don’t stop talking in my ear…

How is impossible to get the pleasure who vibrated to all my body from one his sentence? My body was pierced with shivers.

He watched me for a few minutes when I felt so calm and cold in some way, his chest touched my back, and he closed the distance between us and pulled a strand of my hair from my cheek, to my back. My breath quickened for a little bit.

 I can feel his erection behind my hips, and it is very hard I feel as it pulsates by me and the warm pleasure goes through my core. Both of us were breathing heavily when he gently pushed his hips one more time. The smell of smoke, coffee, and expensive, refreshing perfume weakened my knees. This scent is toxic for me, it makes me weak. But it is like a drug for me. I wanted more and more.

 He raised his big hand towards my shoulders and without touching my skin, he slowly stroked it up and down, I could feel his body’s heat without touch. He knew what he was doing; he was calm, but so damn confidence. His silver eyes darkened, and when I saw it in the mirror, I stopped breathing. I blushed from his look. My all hair stood up from him. He was playing with me. I felt like I soon will come and he even didn’t touch me yet. Now I was red as a tomato, I was so angry at myself, that I became helpless.

-“Say that you want me”. ‘ His husky voice whispered to my ear. I couldn’t say anything I just stood and watched him. I feel that I’m fighting with myself, and my heart is shouting on me just forget everything and take him what he gives! What he knows how good he is, and how bad you want to see his controlling. Fuck, I’m so wet and horny and his words make me miserable even more. I’m loosening my control, my cool.

-“Say it” ‘He commended now louder.

 And he pushed his manhood to my ass, harder and stronger in a sudden move. I couldn’t help and moaned. He was taking away liberty from me, his dominance aura was too strong, and I wanted to give up so damn bad, the feeling of his big, hard dick which squeezed my ass made my legs to shiver. And those big strong hands, he could put me up with one his hand, as easily as he would hold a pussycat. I wanted drown in them. The thought, that I made him so hard, was making me crazy.  I wanted that he would pull that towel off from my body and would come inside me. But I didn’t say anything and tried to stay cool.

 As soon as his fingertips touched my back than the neck, he slowly goes to my breast and turns me around; I was overwhelmed with indescribable pleasure. I found his face near my neck, then near my colour bone. I couldn’t help and silently moan or maybe gasped.

“You know, I’m not going to touch you if you won’t say it to me” Damn he was the devil,

-“I…I…Please” finally I said. And breathed easily like, the stone on my chest was ridden off.

-“What please… little girl?” ‘He raised one eyebrow and insisted more words from me.

-“Kai” I whispered his name…It was hard for me to talk, when his lips hardly touched my shoulders, he was teasing with his lips.

-“Please, I want you.”  Finally, I gave up my all control. He grabbed my hair and pulls my face closer to his lips. I gasped a little bit from his quick movement which I didn’t expect.

 –“Good girl” Then his lips touched mine, he kissed me with all his passion. He has bitten my lower lip and I opened my mouth for him. Kai slipped his tongue to my mouth, it explored me, so soft, so powerful, it knows how to dance with my tongue, I moaned...Then he pulled away and I was left breathless.

He grabbed me from my throat, aggressively but it didn’t hurt, it just made my blood boil. 

“-Fuck…” 'He whispered as he would hold himself, he tried to control himself. “You don’t even imagine what you are doing to me” His eyes darkened with possession to have me.

-“What am I doing to you”? 'I wanted that he would say to me loud, but it’s so hard to even ask one question, for me…Somehow I didn’t want to talk so my voice sounded weak, especially when I didn’t move as he was holding my through with one of his hand and another took my ass and pulled me and my legs, around his waist like a snake. My back crashed softly in the mirror. He slowly brushed his fingers from my neck to my chest, the towel slid off from his movements too easily.

-“You fucking makes me lose control” ‘He moans when push his hips to mine lady part. ”You make me angry as nobody does. And jealous, I’m so fucking jealous Matheia, God…” His eyes burned from hunger, I saw all his emotions in it.

‘He tastes my mouth again so sweet his lips are so soft, his kiss is slowly like he would enjoy all corners of my lips, then stops and looks to my eyes, his gaze is so deep like he was searching my mind through my eyes. Sometimes I think that he has the ability to read minds. And there again that smile. Yep, he knows that I’m miserable of him. My heart is beating so fast even in other rooms he could hear it.

I didn’t recognize that I was staring at his zipper too long than with burning cheeks I slowly unzip his pants. Shit, I feel the same as in school when I first met him. Our gaze is on each other… He waits for my next action…I pull it out. He tenses and all his muscles become hard as a rock, from the slightest movement it ripples like a sea, my second-hand goes under his shirts, then he stops me. I feel his power his dominant power, I feel helpless and just waiting for what he wants to do or to take from me. His eyes made him want to give him everything even I could give my life to him.

“-Don’t you know in real? What are you doing to me?” His eyes are dark even if they are silver and a little bit angry. Like he would be angry because I don’t know why he loves me…And I really don’t.

“-I..I” I was babbling, because didn’t know how to express myself. He interrupted me like he didn’t want to know any answer, just wanted that I would hear him.

-“I can’t sleep at night, because all the time in my mind is your skin, your little boobs which I want to suck, to taste." ' He breathed heavily in my ear..." You make me better I wanna be better because of you...and you making me crazy, weak, but…I can’t…” He kissed me hard. “I can’t exist without you. “  His fingers went down to me.

I blushed and breathed deeply  ….

”You are fucking so gorgeous…’ His eyes went down, as fingers touched me. She’s gorgeous mmm that little pussy”.

“Kai “I was now screaming his name.

-“Yes baby, say it “ ’He pulled out his fingers then take one my leg, and with the fast move, he welcomed to me.

“ - And you are so sweet, all things you do, those crazy things what you are…All about you is sweet” He didn’t stop to whisper in my ear and I didn’t saw his eyes anymore but his husky voice it was breathless.

-“Aghh.. …mmm…fuck” I tried to be silently, but couldn’t.I couldn’t control myself just had to bite my louver lip.

-“Language!” ‘He pushes harder and harder…How many times…” ‘He moaned when push himself in and out, then he began to do it slowly because for him it also was hard to speak.” I’m going to repeat that. Little. Beautiful. Mouth. Can’t curse. You are too good…. for this. My little girl“

Then as punishment he quickly and hard pushes himself into me, I have bitten into his shoulder, to make myself control for screaming.

-“Yes baby…mmm..you...Maia… so good.. so.. fucking goo ..mm”

-“Mom! Sofia just came!” From behind bathroom doors, we heard a little boys’ voice and we could hear how quickly he ran downstairs.

-“Fuck” he whispered but didn’t stop moving just slowdown it a little bit. I feel he is so close…

-“We…need.. to s..mmm stop” I don’t want I hoped he won’t listen to me.

-“I can’t…” ‘He was breathing hardly” I don’t care…. about anything, I don’t care if they can hear us. I need you, all of you. She can watch...”, ’ He gave me his devilish smile

-“Kai mm oh fu….” He put his hand on my mouth. I feel jealous and it hurts and at the same time, it gives me pleasure. He began fuck me fast and hard until the pleasure occupied my all blood. His hardly trying to be quiet and it made more pleasing to me, more sensual when I felt my orgasm with the stars in my eyes, and his body slowly calmed on me, his head was relaxing by my neck, while he was breathing deeply in my ear. 

 He kissed my forehead then seriously looked to my eyes. With his hand, he took my face and I could see his concern, with his thumbs touched my cheek like he was stroke soothe them. And I felt so safe at that moment. I believed him, I believed in his emotion which was shown by his deep eyes. I tried to keep tears from my eyes. I felt pain in my chest, I felt alive again, and that pain told me that I was living.

“Shh…I know, I know baby, its ok…everything will be all right” I hugged him and I tried to hide those stupid tears which I couldn’t control. I was hiding them into his chest.

-“Mom, dad!” The boy was shouting from downstairs…

I smiled from hearing from my son. And Kai’s gaze softened, he looked calmer, happier when he saw my smile.

-“He will destroy all houses if we don’t go to him…You know it right? “ I said with happiness and my shy smile to him.

-“Son is as well as her mother.” ‘He smiled at me; His words warmed my heart, even as I rolled my eyes to him. I was so proud of my son and also he was as well, his words were also a compliment for me. I felt cool and naughty like my boy was.

 He went to open the door of the bathroom, but stopped and turns around his head to me, some seconds he was looking at me, but I just turn around, pretending like he wasn’t here anymore and began to look at myself in the mirror as before.

–“You know, I am not your enemy, you do not have to defend yourself against me, no matter what happens I’m on your side. You will never be alone even if it seems like I’m not around you. You will always be… protected. You belong to me and I for you no one can change that, not even you. I love you insanely understand this? No one else makes me happy like being with you. Maia. I. LOVE. YOU. “    ‘He whispered the last sentence as if he was talking to himself….

” I always will, even if you don’t.”

I didn’t breath and didn’t look at him while he spoke at the doorway, just waited till he will go, and then he left, I closed my eyes and my shoulders relaxed, I began to breathe again. To hear this…It was insane, he isn’t a romantic person, he almost never says I love you, I just feel his love. But know something had changed in him, now he looks softer, and I’m so afraid that he always make me shake from his breathing and voice, not even his body is sexy but that all the time he is not open book to me…I want to read him because you never know what you can find here.

I stayed in the bathroom to prepare for myself, my cheeks pierced, I felt like a small child who would like to fool around and be baptized after receiving a gift, but unable to do so because of my parent’s discipline to behave properly. I wanted to smile and put in it all my happiness but felt that everything would disappear for me if I do so and my happiness stays only in my memories as some dream, so I suppressed emotions into duty: to get serious and finally not to fly in the sky, and to prepare for the upcoming evening, stay still on the ground with any pink glasses on my nose. As my mother would say.

The mirror, which had already been cleaned, wrote again after sex as if no one had touched it before. So I scratched the mist with my palm, which was hiding my image in it. When I shrugged and calmed down, I directed my gaze to the door like maybe I could see him or his shadow at least. Even I knew that he already left, instead, I heard girls laugh.

 And the magic was gone in my heart. But the hope, that stupid hopes. It made me all the time to go crazy. A light laugh spread from below, it made me burn from angry at myself, of being so happy, so naive, so in love. I approached the open doors and closed them roughly with a deep breath in my lungs, it seemed as if the air was stuck somewhere in it.