LOGINBending over the sink in the kitchen with Silas holding me up with his arms around my waist, I finally retched badly, vomiting out water.
I coughed and spluttered out small more drops before sucking in deep breaths like my life depended on it.
My life actually depends on it now.
So, Silas didn't actually poisoned me, i was just being paranoid out of stupid fear.
Well, good for me,
"It's not your fault he died. It's not."I shook my head in denial as I tried to mentally block out all Silas was saying while I tried focusing on my breathing which suddenly ceased for a few seconds due to how hard I was crying.It was a Monday, three days after the session I had with my therapist. Three days after I spoke with Michael. Three days after I finally admitted to my self that I had somehow fallen in love without even realising it.It was supposed to be just a simple hangout where by I'll get to talk with Silas and maybe kiss and do we other stuff for a little bit before I'll finally head home.It wasn't supposed to have a very emotional talk, it wasn't. It was supposed to be just Netflix and popcorn, a make out session hopefully, and a tight cuddle before I’d finally head home in the evening.Somewhere along the line, I found myself in Silas room. This time, I had ventured into hi
"It's not your fault he died. It's not."I shook my head in denial as I tried to mentally block out all Silas was saying while I tried focusing on my breathing which suddenly ceased for a few seconds due to how hard I was crying.It was a Monday, three days after the session I had with my therapist. Three days after I spoke with Michael. Three days after I finally admitted to my self that I had somehow fallen in love without even realising it.It was supposed to be just a simple hangout where by I'll get to talk with Silas and maybe kiss and do we other stuff for a little bit before I'll finally head home.It wasn't supposed to have a very emotional talk, it wasn't. It was supposed to be just Netflix and popcorn, a make out session hopefully, and a tight cuddle before I’d finally head home in the evening.Somewhere along the line, I found myself in Silas room. This time, I had ventured into hi
"It's not your fault he died. It's not."I shook my head in denial as I tried to mentally block out all Silas was saying while I tried focusing on my breathing which suddenly ceased for a few seconds due to how hard I was crying.It was a Monday, three days after the session I had with my therapist. Three days after I spoke with Michael. Three days after I finally admitted to my self that I had somehow fallen in love without even realising it.It was supposed to be just a simple hangout where by I'll get to talk with Silas and maybe kiss and do we other stuff for a little bit before I'll finally head home.It wasn't supposed to have a very emotional talk, it wasn't. It was supposed to be just Netflix and popcorn, a make out session hopefully, and a tight cuddle before I’d finally head home in the evening.Somewhere along the line, I found myself in Silas room. This time, I had ventured into hi
"It's not your fault he died. It's not."I shook my head in denial as I tried to mentally block out all Silas was saying while I tried focusing on my breathing which suddenly ceased for a few seconds due to how hard I was crying.It was a Monday, three days after the session I had with my therapist. Three days after I spoke with Michael. Three days after I finally admitted to my self that I had somehow fallen in love without even realising it.It was supposed to be just a simple hangout where by I'll get to talk with Silas and maybe kiss and do we other stuff for a little bit before I'll finally head home.It wasn't supposed to have a very emotional talk, it wasn't. It was supposed to be just Netflix and popcorn, a make out session hopefully, and a tight cuddle before I’d finally head home in the evening.Somewhere along the line, I found myself in Silas room. This time, I had ventured into hi
"It's not your fault he died. It's not."I shook my head in denial as I tried to mentally block out all Silas was saying while I tried focusing on my breathing which suddenly ceased for a few seconds due to how hard I was crying.It was a Monday, three days after the session I had with my therapist. Three days after I spoke with Michael. Three days after I finally admitted to my self that I had somehow fallen in love without even realising it.It was supposed to be just a simple hangout where by I'll get to talk with Silas and maybe kiss and do we other stuff for a little bit before I'll finally head home.It wasn't supposed to have a very emotional talk, it wasn't. It was supposed to be just Netflix and popcorn, a make out session hopefully, and a tight cuddle before I’d finally head home in the evening.Somewhere along the line, I found myself in Silas room. This time, I had ventured into hi
"It's not your fault he died. It's not."I shook my head in denial as I tried to mentally block out all Silas was saying while I tried focusing on my breathing which suddenly ceased for a few seconds due to how hard I was crying.It was a Monday, three days after the session I had with my therapist. Three days after I spoke with Michael. Three days after I finally admitted to my self that I had somehow fallen in love without even realising it.It was supposed to be just a simple hangout where by I'll get to talk with Silas and maybe kiss and do we other stuff for a little bit before I'll finally head home.It wasn't supposed to have a very emotional talk, it wasn't. It was supposed to be just Netflix and popcorn, a make out session hopefully, and a tight cuddle before I’d finally head home in the evening.Somewhere along the line, I found myself in Silas room. This time, I had ventured into hi