LOGINThe arm around my waist tighten, I felt like I was about to explode like an over blown balloon due to how hyper I was getting from just this small moment.
"Why did you stop walking?" Silas asked directly into my ears, the heat of his lips on my ear sent shivers down my spine.
"My, um ja- jacket, it's still in the kitchen." I mumbled out incoherently, spluttering around the first two words.
"Oh, wait here, I'll go get it
"It's not your fault he died. It's not."I shook my head in denial as I tried to mentally block out all Silas was saying while I tried focusing on my breathing which suddenly ceased for a few seconds due to how hard I was crying.It was a Monday, three days after the session I had with my therapist. Three days after I spoke with Michael. Three days after I finally admitted to my self that I had somehow fallen in love without even realising it.It was supposed to be just a simple hangout where by I'll get to talk with Silas and maybe kiss and do we other stuff for a little bit before I'll finally head home.It wasn't supposed to have a very emotional talk, it wasn't. It was supposed to be just Netflix and popcorn, a make out session hopefully, and a tight cuddle before I’d finally head home in the evening.Somewhere along the line, I found myself in Silas room. This time, I had ventured into hi
"It's not your fault he died. It's not."I shook my head in denial as I tried to mentally block out all Silas was saying while I tried focusing on my breathing which suddenly ceased for a few seconds due to how hard I was crying.It was a Monday, three days after the session I had with my therapist. Three days after I spoke with Michael. Three days after I finally admitted to my self that I had somehow fallen in love without even realising it.It was supposed to be just a simple hangout where by I'll get to talk with Silas and maybe kiss and do we other stuff for a little bit before I'll finally head home.It wasn't supposed to have a very emotional talk, it wasn't. It was supposed to be just Netflix and popcorn, a make out session hopefully, and a tight cuddle before I’d finally head home in the evening.Somewhere along the line, I found myself in Silas room. This time, I had ventured into hi
"It's not your fault he died. It's not."I shook my head in denial as I tried to mentally block out all Silas was saying while I tried focusing on my breathing which suddenly ceased for a few seconds due to how hard I was crying.It was a Monday, three days after the session I had with my therapist. Three days after I spoke with Michael. Three days after I finally admitted to my self that I had somehow fallen in love without even realising it.It was supposed to be just a simple hangout where by I'll get to talk with Silas and maybe kiss and do we other stuff for a little bit before I'll finally head home.It wasn't supposed to have a very emotional talk, it wasn't. It was supposed to be just Netflix and popcorn, a make out session hopefully, and a tight cuddle before I’d finally head home in the evening.Somewhere along the line, I found myself in Silas room. This time, I had ventured into hi
"It's not your fault he died. It's not."I shook my head in denial as I tried to mentally block out all Silas was saying while I tried focusing on my breathing which suddenly ceased for a few seconds due to how hard I was crying.It was a Monday, three days after the session I had with my therapist. Three days after I spoke with Michael. Three days after I finally admitted to my self that I had somehow fallen in love without even realising it.It was supposed to be just a simple hangout where by I'll get to talk with Silas and maybe kiss and do we other stuff for a little bit before I'll finally head home.It wasn't supposed to have a very emotional talk, it wasn't. It was supposed to be just Netflix and popcorn, a make out session hopefully, and a tight cuddle before I’d finally head home in the evening.Somewhere along the line, I found myself in Silas room. This time, I had ventured into hi
"It's not your fault he died. It's not."I shook my head in denial as I tried to mentally block out all Silas was saying while I tried focusing on my breathing which suddenly ceased for a few seconds due to how hard I was crying.It was a Monday, three days after the session I had with my therapist. Three days after I spoke with Michael. Three days after I finally admitted to my self that I had somehow fallen in love without even realising it.It was supposed to be just a simple hangout where by I'll get to talk with Silas and maybe kiss and do we other stuff for a little bit before I'll finally head home.It wasn't supposed to have a very emotional talk, it wasn't. It was supposed to be just Netflix and popcorn, a make out session hopefully, and a tight cuddle before I’d finally head home in the evening.Somewhere along the line, I found myself in Silas room. This time, I had ventured into hi
"It's not your fault he died. It's not."I shook my head in denial as I tried to mentally block out all Silas was saying while I tried focusing on my breathing which suddenly ceased for a few seconds due to how hard I was crying.It was a Monday, three days after the session I had with my therapist. Three days after I spoke with Michael. Three days after I finally admitted to my self that I had somehow fallen in love without even realising it.It was supposed to be just a simple hangout where by I'll get to talk with Silas and maybe kiss and do we other stuff for a little bit before I'll finally head home.It wasn't supposed to have a very emotional talk, it wasn't. It was supposed to be just Netflix and popcorn, a make out session hopefully, and a tight cuddle before I’d finally head home in the evening.Somewhere along the line, I found myself in Silas room. This time, I had ventured into hi