10: Love to have y*u

I broke into sobs as Damien placed a kiss to my lips then he drew back and looked at me in the eyes.

"Jay I love you" he repeated. I flung my arms round his shoulder, sighing into his neck. His hands rubbed my back gently. How long has it been that I've been waiting to hear that from him.

"You mean it?" My voice was highly squeaky but who cares. Damien just said he loves me.

He placed his hand on my still flat tummy. "You and this baby are my life now" he smiled and drew me to him hugging me tight. I relaxed into him inhaling his scent. It didn't matter to me that I and Damien where seating naked on our bed discussing and making out. Oh the joy that's ringing through my head right now.

Damien capture my face in his hands rubbing my chin. His eyes for the first time since I've known him, full of love and adoration. Full of sincerity and commitment. Full of happiness and peace. I kissed his Palm. "I love you too Damien"

"Don't say too" he said with a frown. "It's like you're just agreeing with me. I chuckled.

"I love you Damien"

He sighed. "Much better" he pulled me to him so I was straddling him. Damien gripped my neck pulling my face to him. I didn't hold back as our lips connected in a delicious sense. I wrapped my arms round his neck drawing us so close there was no space left for doubt or fear.

Damien encircled my thighs drawing small circles all over it. I cringed in delight at his awareness. He was goodly turned on as much as I was. Who wouldn't be after we've just had a heart talk naked. Damien's hand left my thighs moving to grip my butt. We both pulled apart for air.

"Aren't we bathing again?" I asked him with a grin.

"Of course we will" he said and disappointment washed all over my face. Damien smirked at my reaction. "But right after I show you how much I love you" he finished. A huge grin was plastered on my face. He lifted me in his arms and laid me properly on the bed resuming our kiss. His hands kneaded my breast softly and I craved so much more of his touch. I lifted my hips so my body could make good contact with his. I craved friction. A wonderful one but Damien moved his body away each time I tried. It was like he was teasing me, in the most frustrating but sexy way.

"Damien" I sighed when I couldn't take it anymore.

"Yes love" he said making my eyes pool up again. Why I was being such a weepy baby was beyond me. Probably pregnancy hormones..

"Baby, why are you crying again" there he goes again with those endearments. He touched my cheeks softly.

"I'm pregnant Damien" I snapped and he chuckled.

"How could I forget" he grinned kissing my neck. I gripped his hair making him stay longer on nibbling my neck.

"Strange how my hormones are acting up now" I sniffed.

"It'll only get worse in time" he said and I cringed with a frown. "Get better" he corrected immediately.

"How do you know that?" I asked him.

"I know all things" he teased and kissed my neck then my breast and then my stomach. "I love you Jay and as much as I want to take my time with you, I need to have you right now"

I encircled my legs round his waist. Not wasting any second. I needed him too. There was really nothing much to do cause our clothes were already off. I giggled at the thought.

"I need you too Damien and if you tease me, I'll see you never have to do it again" I scold making him chuckle.

"Oh trust me baby, I won't tease"

*******

It wasn't necessary but Damien wanted  me to have a check up with the doctor again. He's probably scared I got a cold or something and he doesn't want the baby affected. Now I think about it, I was pretty stupid staying under that rain. What if Damien hadn't come or it was too late and I caught a cold. What would I have done.

I groaned out loud making Damien look at me. We were recently waiting in the doctors office. I did an ultrasound and I sobbed knowing for the thousandth time that I was carrying a living being. I feel so alive.

"Babe, what's wrong?" Damien stroke my cheek softly.

"I'm going to be a shitty mother Damien" I said.

"Where's this coming from?"

"I almost harmed our baby, your baby. Aren't you mad at me or something?" I probably feel stupid right now while saying this thing but Damien was looking at me with so much love, I almost broke down. Stupid hormones.

"You made a mistake love, but it's in the past. The baby's ok and so are you" he cupped my cheek. "I love you" he said and immediately, the doctor came in handling me a paper. It was the picture of the foetus in me. I grinned.

"That's a miracle. Our miracle" Damien said and kissed me hard and long. Every thought of me not being good enough, flew out the window. I'll be a great mom and love this baby like my mom love me. And judging by Damien's attitude, he sure is going to be a great dad, even though he's trying to hide how scared and nervous he is.

We got back to our suite in time for us to prepare for Chloe's fashion show tonight. I brought a dress with me to Paris but Damien insisted on taking me shopping. The dress, he hasn't seen it on me and staring at myself in the mirror right now, I'm not sure how he'd handle me all night.

"Babe, you done!" Damien called from the other side of the dressing room.

"Yeah!" I did a final touch up on my make-up. And then added more pins to my hair to hold it up nice and perfect.  I glared at me standing in the silver dress. It had a low front showing little cleavage but the back was cut low to my waist line. Good thing the gown wasn't short or I'll be looking like a porn star.

I stepped out of the dressing room. Damien's back was to me but when he turned around, I'm not sure I've ever seen someone as striking and handsome as he is. He looked gorgeous in his suit. His shirt was opened by two buttons and he wasn't wearing a tie. He looked sexy and the way his pants hung on  him perfectly made him look much more sexy. I grinned at him and spinned around.

"So....what do you think?" I asked.

" Holy fuck!"