All Chapters of Spurious [On Going]: Chapter 11 - Chapter 20

~Jhade~     I am now fifteen minutes early for my class, my eyes are still puffy so I decided to wear my eyeglasses. Cybelle is finally there, she was talking to someone behind her, I don't know what pushes me to hug her from the back. She looks at me confusingly, and I, myself were also surprised by what I did. "Hey, what's the matter?" She asks me, our face is an inch apart that's why I make sure I won't do anything stupid. I slid my hand through her right arms down to her wrist and search for something but I saw nothing. I stood up properly and pulled her left arms but just like her right arms I saw nothing "What's the matter Jhade?" She asks me confusingly, I irrepressible knit my forehead because of her

"I just don't get it Eris, why the hell she needs to lie at me!?" I complain in annoyance." I don't know if they're just tricking me or what- and fuck them because it's ain't funny! Meeting someone who's suicidal just like you is like burying yourself alive!" I shout and cry, Eris took her step towards me and give me a warm hug."She doesn't deserve your tears Jhade, stop crying" said she while caressing my hair" Why on earth there's a people like them? Why do they like playing someone's feelings?... Fuck her" I complaint in between my tears, she then hugs me even more."Because of that, now I can't help to doubt all of the stories I've heard from her. Is all of it a lie?" I look at her waiting for an answer but she just bites her lips"I-I don't know... I honestly don't know Jhade"" Fuck her..." I said and cry even more, remembering those days where I cried in pityingl

 "I thought you wouldn't come" said she while staring at the window " I-I'm sorry, I just finished something" I said in dishonesty, she just nods her head still not looking at me, I then begin on spinning the ballpen in my hand.  "H-How's your feeling?" I ask and look at her, I don't know why she keeps on looking at the outside but it makes me nervous "Fine, no worries" she answered still not looking at me,  I just nod my head even though she wasn't looking at me.  "If that's the case then, should I go no— "Stay with me a little more please" said she while staring at me, I can't stand on staring at her too that's why I loo

 "How come??" "I-I don't know– I honestly don't know, I didn't know that she had a sister" I said in annoyance and begin to harshly brush my hair. "J-Jhade..." I look at my reflection, and realized how I hate seeing myself drowning from tears. I reach my reflection and tried to touch it, I just bite my lower lip knowing that I am weak, that I am weaker than this voices in my head. "Did... Did Cybelle knows who I am?... Or it's just a coincidence?..." I felt my tears flowing endlessly in my cheeks and I felt annoyed by that. " Fuck it!" I screamed from my stomach, I heard my voice echoing inside our house. My body begins to push aside things beside me, it begins to break every thing around me. "FUCK IT!!! HOW THE HELL–?! FOR ALL PEOPLE?! WHY  DO I HAVE TO MEET ATHENA'S SISTER!? FOR FUCK SAKES!!""Jhade–? Jhade? It's Jhevine–open the d

"JUST FUCKING GET US HERE–!!! I WILL GIVE THE OTHER INFORMATION ONCE YOU ARRIVE!!!"[ Just calm for a minute ma'am, now may I please repeat–? you are at–]"WHAT THE FUCK–?! YES!! WE ARE AT ******** STREET! NOW FUCKING GET US HERE BEFORE THIS GUY COULD DIE!!!" I shout in fear and annoyance because of this fucking woman in the phone, she has a lot of questions what the fuck– it's an emergency for fucking sakes!!! She can ask me anything she wants to once they'd rescue this fucking guy in my arms!I tore up my shirt and use it to compress the fucking neck of this guy trying to stop the bleeding, but fuck it! It's on his pulse that's why ut bleeds like a faucet damn it!  Minutes pass by when I finally heard the siren of an ambulance, I don't know what happens but we finally arrived at the hospital and that guy is now in the emergency room. It took us almost an hour before the doctor finally a