All Chapters of Help! I'm In Love - Journeys of Love, Life & Lessons: Chapter 121 - Chapter 130

“Marie!” Croaks someone hotter next to me, or is that just a dream? But I don't know anyone named Marie."I love you, Marie." It comes right next to my ear and I open my eyes.I'm lying on the couch with Jan, we're both hugging each

I take off my clothes and briefly wash my underwear so that I can put them back on tomorrow.I should ask Jan about my other things, flashes as a thought in my head chaos, but is quickly overlaid by other thoughts.Absent-mindedly, I unwrap the band

Marcel. Yes, I should think of him. I miss him, not only since I've been here with Jan, since the argument between him and Felix he doesn't let me get close to him, at least not like he used to. How is he now, right now at this moment? Is he thinking of me? Is he looking for me? Is he studying for the high school exams? I don't know exactly what day it is, but my exams will start soon. But can he even learn? I'm sure he's worried about me. I would like to tell him that I'm fine and that he needs to focus on his exams. That I am amazingly happy to be here and have to be clear about my feelings before I can come back. That I'm not being held That I love him.

Two days later, full of sex and caresses, I lie cuddled up to Jan on the couch."Can you bring me back?" I ask quietly.“I mean the time with you was wonderful, but I need to talk to Chris. I know that sounds like you are my second choice

I get up awkwardly. My chair tilts behind me, but I'm not paying attention. Staggering, I move towards the door. Black dots dance in my field of vision and they get bigger and bigger. Before I even reach the door, the blackness takes me and I sink roughly to the ground.