All Chapters of Together Forever: Chapter 11 - Chapter 20

I look up, put my index finger on his lips. "We are friends and always will be." I breath, take my finger down and kiss it gently. "Let's go to bed. I can't stand another night on a couch. ”I get up, pull on my T-shirt and slip into my hot pants while he puts on his shorts. Then I give him my hand and we go up to my bedroom.He lies down in bed and I snuggle up to him. Suddenly the pain and the trust roll over me like a wave and I try to suppress the rising tears."My star." He whispers.I sob softly and he turns me around in his arms."It's okay." He whispers and I lean against him, exhausted.My tears run down my cheeks in silence and I hold on to him.My body is shaking and I am unable to control it, he strokes my back soothingly and when I look up I see that he is crying too.We hold on to each other, weep softly and each try to deal with it in his own way. At some point I fall asleep exhausted in his arms ...When I

"Would you like something to eat now?" Carl looks at me questioningly while I put the last things in the fridge."No thanks." I wave off. "I'll just go to the horses, feed them and bring them to the stable." I pull my sweater on and walk past him outside.I fetch Clover and Hornet from the pasture, take time for them, groom and feed them before I put them in their boxes.Clover nudges me over and over again and I look into his beautiful dark brown eyes.“I know my big one. I miss him too. ”I whisper and rest my head on his.I can feel hands on my hips and slowly turn around, but instead of saying something, Taylor leans over and kisses me deeply. He picks me up and I hold on to him as we walk to the stacked hay bales and he sets me down. He fiddles with his jeans and I help him slide mine down so that he can penetrate me. It's angry, stormy, and this really doesn't have anything to do with love. When he reached his climax he looks at me

My knight in shining armor ..."Okay." I say quietly and take my coat from the cloakroom. I'm exhausted from this week, as much as I wish Taylor would finally open up and talk to me about his feelings, so little do I know if I can handle them.We get to his car and he briefly strokes the dark blue paint. He and Jake loved this car. It's actually nothing special, a Volvo V70 station wagon, but the two of them put a lot of work into making it special in their own way. This car is equipped with all sorts of bells and whistles and in my eyes has more buttons like the cockpit of an airplane, but since I've never seen the cockpit of an airplane, I can be wrong. In any case, there are a lot of buttons.She had planned that Jake would buy one of those cars and they could finish it off, but ...Jake is no longer there.He will be buried today.I get in on the passenger side and Taylor silently takes the wheel.I can't stand the silence, I put

"Taylor." I admit grudgingly."You see." He nods triumphantly and I roll my eyes."I'm a big girl." I type in my password. "Now let me work, after all, you're paying me for it."It's really true, I've only fought once in my life and that was because of Taylor.God, today when I see Amber Valentin, my fingers tingle. She took advantage of Taylor and then dumped him. I mean, I couldn't let her get away with that, could I? After all, Taylor defended my honor at one point or another, as did Jake, and for a while it was difficult for me and Ava to even find a male who was willing to take the risk of dating us. I like to admit that it was a while ago since my last relationship, but Luke sees fantasies.Taylor and I are friends.With sex.But without deep feelings.Or?!I shake myself and then finally focus on my work. A lot has been left behind in the last week and I am happy when I finally have a system in everything in the e

"He's like a son to me." My dad admits after a few seconds, "He helped make sure that you and Ava were fine when your mum died.""I know and that's why I have my eyes on him." I nod to him and he briefly pulls me into his arms."I'm proud of you." He mumbles and I look up at him with a smile."Thanks daddy."I take the three Guinness and bring them to the table."Can you sit down with us for a moment?" Ava looks at me with a grin.At that moment the door opens and a group of fishermen come in."Maybe later." I put her off and go back to the bar.Finally, less than an hour later, it's a little quieter and I let myself fall on the chair next to Ava with a sigh."Well, what are you talking about?" I look around."Ava just wants to tell me through the flower that she thinks I'm drinking too much." Taylor looks at Ava and then at me."Taylor ..." starts this now."No Ava, I understand you." Taylor waves o