All Chapters of Finding Myself: Chapter 21 - Chapter 30

Leo woke up in a large, white bed, which was decorated with gold. Above her was a canopy, also white . She looked around in amazement, the whole room was white . At first she didn't know where she was, but then slowly her memory began again. There was the burning pain on her left shoulder that the rain was cooling. And a disgusting smelly rag had been pressed onto her face , after which everything was black around her. The next thing she remembered was that large, dome-shaped room where she lay tied to a cold stone table or whatever . Then there was this old woman who, with an incomprehensible murmur, poured some liquid into her that made her body glow inside and relaxed her completely. The old woman then had signs painted on her legs and stomach. And then this tall, wild-looking person had appeared who had ranted something about ' My Bride' and 'The Mother of My Son' . The old woman had taken the cloths from her body and said to the man: 'Take it, it is ready.' What ready for, Leo

Lumina covered Leo again and turned to the healer."And?" She asked curtly."Your internal sex organs are perfectly fine, as are your external organs ," he reported. “But we should use the hormone treatment over a longer period of time. And we should start with the maximum dose , at least until her breasts grow and she has her first period. Then your blood would have to be examined again and also your internal organs. ""So be it." Lumina nodded. “We should give her pills if possible. Look at her arms and you will understand why. "Leo had listened but understood nothing. Only that she should take medication again."Pills and injections again?" She asked desperately."Yes, unfortunately, little one." Lumina comforted her. “But it won't be long before you can stop again. And we will do without syringes entirely. ""But remember, Your Highness, it will take longer with pills, " the healer pointed out. "And the syringe

In the meantime it was quite dark and Leo closed his eyes. She fell into a restless sleep. In the middle of the night she woke up thinking she heard voices, but there was no one to be seen. Believing it was just a dream, she closed her eyes again and tried to go back to sleep. And she fell back into her dream ..."So that's it," said a dark male voice.“Yes, that's si.e” confirmed a female voice."She's so small, so narrow, so petite," the man muttered . "What were you thinking?""I don't know," replied the woman. "When I think of the woman who gave you your son.""Yes, my chosen one," the man sighed sadly. “I still don't understand why she died in childbirth. Actually, she should have survived. ""Unfortunately I can't tell you either." The woman regretted . “She left us shortly before the birth in the fog and night . We can only assume that Daleira was behind it, that it was her plan back then to create an evil god

When Leo was alone again, she thought of her parents. Not that she would miss them very much, they had always remained too foreign to her for that. At home there was no tender touch or kiss, even if it had only been breathed on the forehead . She had never felt anything in her parents' feelings, so that she could not develop any herself . In retrospect, her home seemed cold and heartless to her. In contrast to here. Lumina was so very different, she openly showed her joy as well as her sadness or anger. Vanya was also very different to her here, he kept touching her cheek or stroking her arm. Only Draco was the same as always, cold and dismissive. He had never touched her body before.There was a knock on the door inside her thoughts. Glad for a change, Leo called in the visitor. It was Vanya who entered the room with a happy smile."Hey, little one," he greeted happily. "You also have no other hobbies than lying in bed all the time.""Ha, ha." Leo made and made

To decide that, Leo would have to know. And I don't have the impression. ”Draco replied."She doesn't know either," Candle confirmed . “But Lieu, our last god, was here with Lumina and talked to her about it. Lumina has been assigned to tell Leo and ask for her decision. Even if Lumina would then lose the position of sole guardian . "'Leo as guardian of the crystal of light' thought Draco."I hope she refuses," he said spontaneously. "As you have already noticed, I love Leo and I don't just want it platonic."Candle looked at Draco questioningly, at first she didn't understand what he meant, but then it dawned on her."Oh, now I know what you mean." She laughed softly. Her laugh sounded like the trickling of a stream. “If she becomes a guardian, that doesn't mean she can't have sex . She will then live like a real woman, only she will not age anymore, not even up on earth. ""But until a real woman will be, it will take." Draco said. "And that's