All Chapters of The Heartbreaker (Completed): Chapter 41 - Chapter 50

I did it. There is no turning back, no possibility of doing anything differently. My thesis is finished and must now be read, checked and assessed. I can only hope and pray that I will convince with the content, because even after the most infinite time of improvement I was not satisfied, so I finally gave it up and gave it up. Someone sits down next to me, and before I even look, I know it's Jake. Its utterly unmistakable scent wafts around me and my body reacts instinctively to its proximity. "So how are you feeling?" He asks, examining my face. I wrote him a message earlier and told him what I was going to do.“Don't know exactly. I could go nuts at any moment, ”I confess.He smiles and reaches for my hand, and his touch only upsets me. But in a very positive way. I feel the connection between us, not just physically, and I wish, like so often lately, that I didn't have to hide what I feel.Here on the university campus w

The corners of my mouth should be slowly sore, as often as I smile to myself that day. I guess that's because I'm spending it with Jake. Just the two of us, far from the people who know us and shouldn't know that something is going on between us. Already in the morning I slipped away with an excuse and drove to him. We had breakfast together, packed a large picnic basket full of goodies and then we drove off to his lake. After a few creative jumps into the water, lots of laughter and fun, we finally lay down on the blanket we had brought with us and let the sun dry us off.Jake's fingers circle over my back, again and again he presses his lips on my shoulder and leaves a tingling warmth there. In some way, our bodies are always touching , and I wish so much that it could be, if we didn't hide from our friends. I want to show everyone that he belongs to me. I constantly make up my mind to talk to Jake about whether we don't want to make it official, but pinch at the last momen

Damn. Why did I say that now? I am probably not fully awake yet and therefore have no control over my mouth.“She's waiting for us there. Better hurry up before she gets impatient. " I grab his earlobe and pull on it before gently biting his chin. "You're an idiot."Jake laughs and rolls off the couch. Then he pulls me up by the hands and lifts me onto his hips. "I'll kidnap you now, whether you want it or not," he says and carries me over to my room. “Take what you need with you. And hurry up. "After he has let me down, I go to my bed and grab the rucksack that I had with me that morning and which still contains some clothes. When I turn back to Jake, I stop moving. He's looking at me in a way that causes the silly butterflies in my stomach to be caught in a real tornado. Honestly, maybe I'll go into flames at any moment, his gaze burns mine so damn hot. Who was Katie again? Or Jill? Or any other woman on this planet.

It doesn't," he replies.My smile is getting bigger. "No, it doesn't." I slide up his torso and kiss his lips. "And neither do you.""You can bite me anytime and anywhere, Evy." There is a deep tenderness in his gaze that makes my heart swell.I kiss him for a long time and without any haste, even if my need for him never seems to subside. It pulsates in me like an independent, powerful being, always ready to take what it desires. "Jake ..." I straighten up a little and fix the birthmark on his collarbone. I have a question in my head and I just can't get rid of it. Not even from my desire. “Do you think your parents might ... like me? I mean, not that it matters in any way, because we're officially just pretending I'm your girlfriend, but ... how much aversion do I have to expect? "His fingers gently lift my chin so that I look back at him. "You will mainly express your displeasure with me, don't worry," he explains, and the minimally

When we finally return to his parents' house, the ease that had built up during our excursion evaporates almost immediately. And Jake's tension also returns, which I can see very clearly in his stoic demeanor and the closed expression that transforms his beautiful face into a rigid mask. I don't like it when Jake is like this because it makes him seem like a stranger to me.We are greeted in the hall by his mother, who is very good at hiding her displeasure with our disappearance when she senses it. However, there is sadness in her eyes the moment she looks at her son, and while she tries to speak normally to us, her voice also sounds tense and hesitant, as if she is weighing each word first before uttering it. “It would be nice if you could join us. We have been waiting for you to eat, ”she tells us.“Great,” Jake replies as he slips off his shoes. "Then I can hear something from Dad right away.""Jake ..." The sadness is fo