Lahat ng Kabanata ng Don't fall in love with me yet...: Kabanata 1 - Kabanata 10

Chapter 2~Zafars point of view~"What do you mean I'm going to a boarding school?!" "Zafar if you go to a boarding school, you'll have greater opportunities when you get older.""Father, you always making decisions for me, you never look at things from my perspective," I say rushing out of his office. "Zafar…" he called out to me a few times, but his pride didn't allow him to chase after me.All I thought about was what I would be leaving behind, my only friend, the only happiness I possessed at that time. My father had promised to reunite me with her in the future, that's why I had agreed to leave, and 9 years later he still hasn't kept his promise. My entire life I lived according to how he wanted me to, in hope that he would fulfill the promise he had made to me. No one made me feel the way she did. Every single girl I had been with only made me long for her more.         &nbs

Chapter 4I don't usually go home, after each semester, but since I'll be living there soon, I might as well pretend like I usually do it. Usually, we would have a few assignments to hand in and then the big exam at the end of the year. I spent more time with Zafar then I imagined, and found so much comfort in him. He was oddly the biggest inspiration that I've received in my lifetime, and a lot of purposes was given to my art after meeting him. He would often guide me through my mistakes and always kept my health in check. " sooo, are you headed home after your practical this semester?""that's a funny question, I always go home missy," he said stealing my ice-cream" well I don't," I said pushing him to the road, "by the way you owe me ice-cream now…"" I'll try to remember, for now, the one I stole is mine"" ha-ha, whatever, enjoy it while you can, either way, you'll be meeting your soon to be bride, right?" I ask him a littl

Chapter 6A few months left for the year to end. Soon I will be someone's wife, cooking, cleaning and overall being a woman.Sacrificing the opportunity of finding a Cinderella story…father told me that it was Mr. yacobs son, the boy I picked garden flowers with.I hadn't seen him in years. Mr. Yacob was my fathers biggest shareholder, and any disrespect towards him could cause a huge heap in our family…so even if I wanted to go against everything I couldn't, especially if I slowly feel a piece of me fall in love with Zafar, I begin to die a little at the thought of having to lose him to someone else." it's 4 am, I'm tired and moody why did your competition have to be today of all days?"" Because it can, and you owe me so you have to come with me."" where's the competition either way?"" My dearest cousin, that isn't your biggest concern right now," I say tossing

Chapter 8 ~Elhams clash with zayn~" you'll be discharged tomorrow. "he said handing me my food. " thank you, doctor, please don't forget to give me the therapist address."" noted, and you'll need to see a dietitian as well, your progress is phenomenal… and my apologies for what happened," he said looking me in the eye," oh yes someone's here for you."" it's okay doctor, I'm fine. You can let the person in."I was annoyed with all the sympathy I had been receiving lately, I felt like I was seen as pathetic, and filthy.He walked in and I immediately felt my tummy knot up." what do you want?" I ask him turning my back towards him. " salaams to you as well," he said placing the flowers he had bought on the counter, " your favorite, tulips."" walikumsalam, funny how you remember now only."" I heard what happened, I'm sorry."" Zayn…I don't need your pity or sorry. Please leave me alone."

Chapter 10Four years dedicated to studying art, and this year was the most productive yet challenging one. When I first set foot into campus I was fresh out of matric, I had much planned out for my art career, I was filled with ambition, and a burning passion to succeed …I did not allow what my family had to say get to me, I stood up for myself and my happiness, but, it is sad how now, I have zero control over what's to come.I ranked amongst the top 3 for the first time in 4 years. Zafar as number 1 in his coarse not that I care, it was nothing unusual. The past few weeks were very exhausting, but it was worth it. I can leave knowing I made something out of myself, that I have grown from a shy introvert to an extroverted individual full of confidence. my passion still lived inside of the walls built to protect my soul. That aside, I leave next week and return in January for the annual graduation ceremony. Elham completed her course as well, she