Finding Love Again
Buddha_lover
Why can't I get her out of my head? I haven't seen her for 6 full weeks and still thought of her at least once a day. Seeing her again today was like an apparition. She beamed and greeted us all with a hug. When she briefly hugged me, I would have loved to never let go of her. But I just can't allow these feelings for her. Can't love her because I do.
What would the others say when I was with her? They are friends of both of us, but they would certainly laugh at me. My best friend Micha would ask me, shaking my head, if I couldn't smile at the prettier one. But Linda is beautiful. She is beautiful. Not in the classical sense, but in Rubens' time she would have been idolized. Yes, Linda is overweight and not just a little.
I have to tear myself out of my thoughts to avoid swimming against the wall. I puff, shake off my thoughts that are not going to help me and look at our trainer, who tells me to get out of the pool, which I do immediately.