Novels by Zenara

School life is a torture for me.....why?? bullies??stalkers??drug dealers??No. it's because of my one and only best friend.......my life has been turned upside down after i had fall in love with him..if this is like a tiny crushes i have felt before i would have just ignored it..but in this case i can't do it , i'm completely head over heels for him..is this really love or just an attraction??even i don't know what it is called..cause i have never felt something like this beforeno matter what i do , no matter where i go , every minute, every second he is the only one in my mind?should i risk our friendship for love?orkeep this bottled up myself?

I looked up at xander after what felt like hours....'H-Hi' I said grinning.'Hi' Xander greeted back'Mm.....So? ‘I asked hoping to break the awkward silence.'Soo...Senara yest-' xander started.'Look xander! I'm sorry for yesterday. I was a bit off because I drank some wine before coming. I’m really sorry...i need to go to the washroom' I said in a single breath and ran out.'Zenara!!!' I heard xander shouting.I ran off and ended up in the cafeteria.

We were having lectures due to our upcoming midterm exams. So we sneaked into the lecture hall and for our luck today morning lecture was Mrs. Lexi's biology lesson (not to mention that she is a very boring and a slow person).We sat at the far end of the lecture hall by the window as it was packed with students. Some students were on their phones and while some were gossiping, and most of the girls doing makeup and on their nails.Alex sat in the window seat as I sat next to him. As usual he got out his phone and started playing video games as sleeping is a bit uncomfortable in the current position. I just sighed at the sight and got my books out.'

I suddenly woke up to my familiar ring intone....Who the hell is calling me early in the morning.....?I lazily grabbed my phone and answered the call.'Hello' I muttered sleepily still keeping my eyes shut.'Hello sweety' my mom sang through the phone.'Mom..... Why are you calling me?' I asked.'Are you still sleeping dear? I thought you have school today 'My mom said.'Hmm' I replied.

It was a perfect Wednesday evening till I went to hang out with my friends as planned.Kaci said she got an appointment with doctor....which is a really bad excuse, we both pretend to fall for when we are too bored to hang out.So as Kaci wasn't coming with me, I had to go alone to the Starbucks -our usual hangout spot.But when I went in my mind went blank by the sight in front of me.Kaci!!!Why aren't you here when I need you the most !!!!

His Sun kissed big brown eyes shined from the morning sunlight. He looked at me and smiled while passing the football to another boy. He mumbled something under his breath, cursing the sun as I guess . I was too mesmerized by his beauty to even realize my best friend Kaci talking to me.'What are you looking at so obsessed' she asked me.'It's just nothing. Omg this sun is going to damage my skin, let's go.' I replied back shrugging off the fact I just stared.'Xander!! Aren't you coming? She want to go' Kaci shouted at Xander.'Dude, get going. I'll come later with Alex' we both shouted an ‘OK’, and went to the classroom.