LOGINI don't wanna be you anymore - Billie Eilish
"I killed her." I mumbled, staring at my worn out boots. Tears threatened to fall but I held them tight. Isobel was addressing Finneas' wounds and Noah just sat there, smoking. We were in the warehouse and I, was seated on a chair and being interrogated by them.
"Who did you kill Po? Is your name even Po?" Isobel asked and I nodded.
"It's Patricia." I replied. I couldn't face Finneas. I was humiliated and ashamed of myself. He would hate me forever.
"We argued in a car. I brought up something she didn't like to hear. I wanted to know who I really was, my parents. She told me I should forget it and I got so mad. The next minute, I was out of the car and she was inside. The car blew up." I explained. The tears fell anyway. I was so tempted to grab my face and cry forever. Cry for doing something so cruel to her. Cry for making Jack lonely.
"Explain how this power of yours work." Noah demanded and I narrowed my eyes at him. Why would he ask that?
"I get super angry and I hear voices in my head and just like that, I burn people." I shrugged and they gaped at me. Isobel's face softened and she walked closer to me.
"I guess you should leave. We don't need you anymore." Isobel said and my face fell.
"Why?" My voice croaked. Not now. Not when I had people to talk to except Leroy. People who didn't judge me for my look.
"We can't risk your life anymore. We're okay on our own," she said and I furrowed my eyebrows. Didn't she witness what happened. They needed me. They needed my powers.
"But you do need me. I can use my powers to defeat them." I argued.
"We don't need you anymore damnit! You're fucking dangerous. You might kill us." Noah scolded and I was slammed with the painful truth. They were scared of me. Of what I carried inside of me. I nodded slowly and stood up. I glanced at Finneas and he had his eyes glued to the ground. I wanted to scream out. I needed to yell out and cry but instead, I kept on nodding like a fool and pulled myself together.
"I'll leave. It was nice working with you guys," my voice broke and I turned around.
"Do you need a ride home?" Isobel asked and I froze on my steps.
"I might burn you." I shook my head and left, not looking back. I walked to the nearest bus stop and a taxi stopped in front of me.
"Stone groove." I told the driver and got in. The time was 6AM and I was pretty sure Jack would be mad. The driver played a song by Billie Eilish and I found myself sobbing. No one wanted me. I was dangerous to everyone. For minutes, I cried my lungs out until the driver stopped.
"Thank you." I muttered and paid him. He nodded and I stepped out. I walked home really fast.
"Jack." I called rubbing my nose and sniffing. I heard a noise in the kitchen and I made my way there. Jack was asleep and the refrigerator was a mess. I sighed and wheeled him to his room. I helped him out of the wheelchair to his bed. I tucked him in and went back to the kitchen. I cleaned up and went to my room. I went to my bathroom and stripped off all my clothes. I stared at myself at the mirror, particularly my eyes. I looked hideous and ugly. The ugly death skin and the scary scar. My two different colored eyes and my dark brown hair which looked bleached red. I found myself crying again and showered really fast.
I slumped on my bed and turned on my phone.
10 missed calls from Leroy. I chuckled sadly and dialed his number.
"Hey." I heard his voice.
"Hi." I greeted back.
"What's wrong Po? You don't sound happy," he asked and I smiled. He knew me too well.
"I'm not good enough." I cried out and palmed my mouth to block a sob.
"What the fuck happened?" He raised his voice and I filled him with everything that had happened.
"I gotta leave for school but I'll come over after school," he said and I gasped. I totally forgot about school.
"Shit." I muttered.
"No way Po. Don't you dare step your two legs in school. Stay home and sleep. You need it. I'm hanging up now," he said and I heard his mom's voice in the background. He hanged up and I sighed and sinked myself into my bed.
What would happen if I gave up on life?
Leroy would never forgive me and Jack will be all alone. My phone dinged and I turned it on. My heart skipped when I saw a message from Finneas.
*I'm sorry* it read and I my lips trembled when I thought of everything that occurred. I gripped my pillow really tight and cried myself to sleep.
Well that was sad
What do you think of Noah?Do you think Isobel did the right thing?Vote and comment.I love you all ✨✨✨Ouija, a fistful of Vinyl - Harley PoeTick tock, tick tock, tick tock, tick tock, tick tock.I stared at my old wall clock as I sat on my old bed. Nothing had changed except the room felt smaller. Not because it was bigger than my room at Jack and I's rented apartment, but because I had noticed that things had changed the moment I got sent out of the mansion. I wasn't the old Po anymore who relied on hiding my powers from the world and keeping shut when I was insulted. I was the new Po that killed innocent and non innocent people to save the people that were close to me."We'll be going out now," I flinched when I heard Aunt Rory's voice and I glared at the smug smile she had on her face as she peeked into my room. "Behave yourself till we get back Aye? Your new parents will be arriving with us." She shut the door and I sighed in tiredness. I heard noises outside a
Moral of the story - Ashe ft Niall Horan10 years ago"Patricia," mommy called me and I looked up from my homework and stared at her as she kept the neat plates into the rank. "Go find out what your father is doing." She ordered and I nodded and jumped down from the high chair before leaving the kitchen to find Jack. I dreaded going to his room. He was so mean to me."Jack?" I nodded on the door of the room and heard no reply from him. I didn't want to be rude and open his door without any permission so I leaned my ear against the door so I could hear what was going on inside. I heard his voice finally, but he sounded like he was crying. My eyebrows furrowed in worry so I opened the door and g
Raging fire - Philip Philips "Edana," a voice whispered and I opened my eyes slowly to face Jada. She had a big smile on her face and I stood up straight and wiped the invisible drool of the side of my lips. I raised an eyebrow at her and her smile seemed to increase. "Daddy is back." She said and my eyes widened in shock."Shit." I muttered when I heard the roaring of an engine go off. I reached for the handle of her wheelchair, and wheeled her into her kitchen after turning of the light in the living room which her father must have never failed to notice. I set the mini laptop I had in my coat pocket on the counter in the middle of the kitchen, and turned off the light. I motioned for her not to make any noise with my index finger across my lips and waited for him to show his face.
If I killed someone for you - Alec BenjaminThe day had gone to rest and the night took over, enveloping me with its darkness. I liked the night, it hid my ugliness, the scar on my flesh, and the sad and depressed expression on my face. My boots were the only sounds I heard as I walked cautiously on the lane, making my way to the black car that waited for me in the front. I got closer to the passenger door of the car and looked skyward at the canopy of luminous stars that designed the black canvas of the night. It had no moon.I opened the door and got in, slamming the door hard to control myself from scratching the smug look on his face and burning his ear with the cigarette in between his fingers."Took you long enough," his deep voice filled the silence and I rolled my eyes and unbuttoned the tight dark gray coat I wore."Jack needed me." I crypted and ignored the warning glare
Lash out - Alice Merton"Finn, they're staring." I whispered to him as we stood in the middle of a big bar called REGALS. It looked sleek, almost formal but at the same time old fashioned. I stared at the fancy drinks arranged behind the lanky blonde haired bartender who Finneas was negotiating something I knew nothing of. I needed to leave immediately. This wasn't the 'bunking' I expected. Old men that sat on the big sofas with brown tables filling up the spaces all stared at me. I guess they didn't expect two teenagers with their backpacks hung on their backs to be in a dangerous place like this."You owe me one Finn. You're lucky my boss isn't in town," the blonde haired punched Finneas on his shoulder and he gave off a laugh, one I knew very much to be fake. He handed Finneas a bottle of alcohol and I narrowed my eyes at the drink. What was he up to?"Thanks Cal. C'mon Po," he tugged my hand t
Let's hurt tonight - One RepublicSad, sounds childish, like something flimsy, something one should be able to cast off with a happy reflection or with at least a smile. It sits inside like the seed of depression, just waiting for the right condition to grow, to send out roots to choke the hope of your heart.Sadness and internal pain was what I felt when Leroy passed me by this morning, not even sparing me a glance. I had woken up early so I could get to school and be the first and maybe only person to wish him a happy return. Just as I stood in front of the gate, I plastered a grin on my face the moment I saw his mom's beetle pull up in front of the school. He got out with gray loose hoodie and black jeans on. He never wore dark colored clothes and that drew my attention. His expression was emotionless and dull."Leroy!" I jumped, "welcome back." I smiled at him. He walked past