LOGINChapter 4
Princess Pedregosa
"Lagi ka nalang nagmumura. Gusto mo mouthwash na holy water? Hihingi ako sa simbahan," he said, full of concern.
"Thank you for your concern," she sarcastically answered. "Kahit hwag na masunog ka pa sa simbahan," she rolled her eyes.
"At least, your concern about me getting burned inside the church." He smirked.
Renz puts his arm to my shoulder. Naka-akbay siya saming dalawa ni Khylle. Pasimple lang ang loko, sinangkalan pa 'ko.
"Rin, masanay ka na sa dalawa na 'yan," sabi niya para maging aware ako.
"Rin?" Naka-ngiwi na tanong ko.
"Yup," popping the 'p', nobdding, "nickname Cess was commonly used. Or maybe you have second name,"
I shook my head. "I don't have."
Napa-oh nalang siya. At wala ng lumabas na salita sa bibig niya pero yung akbay niya ay hindi pa rin niya tinatanggal hanggang sa makarating kami sa room ng Star Section.
I sat down to my designated chair beside Khylle and a vacant seat on the other side. I can sense something on this vacant seat. This is someone's property. Hindi sila maglalagay ng vacant chair kung walang expected na student na uupo rito.
Pinapasakit ko lang ang ulo ko.
Napag-alaman ko rin na hindi lahat ng parte ng Star Section ay parte ng First rate elites, they just excel in academic stuffs and sports that's why they're here.
Hours had passed before teacher figure out in front holding nothing but herself with a big bright smile. Scary! Scam 'yan.
"Good afternoon, everybody," the good looking slash gorgeous lady stood in front, greeting everyone. "I'm Miss Jane, your teacher for subject Understanding Culture, Society and Politics. This subject need a lot of reading because we are more on words and somehow percentage."
I didn't pay attention to her since it just the first day of class. Puro pakilala lang and other stuff to introduce. I was preoccupied, starring outside, Khylle poked me and point Miss Jane looking at me.
Tinanggal ko ang kamay ko sa ilalim ng aking baba at tumingin sa kaniya. She gestures me to stand up, so I obey. I pressed my lips together. I gulped in nervous.
"What do you expect with our subject this semester?" She asked crossing her arms over her chest.
"As you said awhile ago. It will be more on words," i said in low voice.
"Well said," she sighed and walked roaming the room. "As a warm-up question for our subject, how many religions exist on the seven continents of Earth?"
"Not specifically but it's seven," inunahan ko na siya bago pa siya magsalita ulit. "First, Christian, it holds the highest percentage. Next is Islam, Hinduism, Buddhism, Chinese, No Religion, and lastly, mixed." I stated, head high.
She smirked. "Good, next," she passed at my back. "Socio-economic class of the Philippines."
I tilted remembering those classes. Nag-advance reading ako sa mga subjects ko ngayon. I look at her, I get little bit irritated with her grin but I keep my face with blank emotion.
"Mahirap, sakto lang, medyo mayaman, at mayaman," I answered with bored voice.
She nodded, satisfied. "For my last question before I send you all off for lunch. If you can't answer then we'll be having our first quiz." She gave me her scary sweet smile.
I remain look untroubled. "Get it on,"
She pursed her lips. "All types of genders," her sweet smile turned wicked.
I smirked. "Miss, I had a question."
Her brow rose, "what's that?"
"Can you state all types of genders?" I asked her.
Her lips thinned. "Don't you know that?"
I shrugged. "Magtatanong ba ako kung alam ko?" hissed then she snapped.
All of my classmates made loud noises made me smirked wider. She's irritated with my answer, sumabay pa ang mga kaklase ko na asarin siya.
"You put an ointment on a wound, now it's burning," I heard Khylle whispered, I looked down to her winking.
"Out!" She shouted in unmannered way.
"Sorry, Miss. I will answer the question you didn't know the answers." I smiled, wicked.
Time to shine.
"Heterosexual, homosexual, asexual, polysexual, pansexual, transgender, and transsexual," I brought back my blank face. "Can we now go out?" I demanded.
"Okay. Class Dismiss," she irritatedly announced.
My classmates cheered in triumphant. I shook my head sitting back to my chair and continue what I was daydreaming when she called me.
Nagsi-uwian na halos lahat ng kaklase ko sa Star Section. Nang mag-walkout si Miss Jane, pati sila nakasunod sa paglabas nito sa silid bitbit ang mga mamahalin nilang mga bag.
Nanatili kami sa room kasama ang first rate elites. Lima palang sila na nakikilala ko na parte ng elite group. How 'bout the others? Who are they?
"Let's go na," aya ni Yassi, everyone nodded.
We stood up from our seats, hindi ko na rin naman natuloy ang daydreaming kong naudlot dahil nakalimutan ko kung saan ako nahinto. So, I better go with them instead of staying here, with no one.
We started walking, nakasunod lang ako sa kanila na parang buntot. I felt guilty on what happen awhile ago. Hindi namana ako gano'n kasama na tao para hindi makonsensiya.
We walked on the different path — not the way to the parking lot but somewhere else, I think.
"Saan ba ang punta natin?" I asked.
Renz looked at me, wide eyes. "Rin, nandyan ka pa pala. 'Kala ko umuwi ka na," biro niya.
I faced him, poker face. "Duh," I almost whispered.
"Joke lang, Rin. Binibiro lang kita. Hwag ka ng poker face," pinag-hiwalay niya yung middle finger at hintuturo niya itinapat niya ito sa pisngi ko kapantay ng labi ko. He moved up his fingers on my chubby cheeks made me smile, manually like a robot.
"Tama na 'yang loving-loving na yan.." Yassi paused, "may nasasaktan dito," pabulong na sambit ni Yassi pero narinig ko. She gazed at Khylle's side.
"Tara na nga," Lauren tsked. "Mamaya niyo na nga gawin 'yan, doon sa HQ," aniya.
We are all shocked when Peter pulled Yassi on the corridor — way to the HQ building.
Ngayon ko lang napagmasdan ang building kung saan matatagpuan ang HQ. It's a three story building with a huge space for just only six rooms. From outside it may looks like it was build at medieval times and the rooms were filled with modern things.
"Hoy, Peter! Bitawan mo nga ako. Iniwan na natin sila, oh," rinig kong reklamo ni Yassi kay Peter.
Peter looks like he doesn't here anything from Yassi's loud mouth. Kahit malayo na sila rinig na rinig ko ang bangayan nila ngunit hindi ko maintindihan.
Then, they vanished like a bubble in the mid air.
Nakita kong napa-iling nalang si Renz sa gilid ko habang nakatanaw sa dalawang parang aso't pusa kung awayin ang isa't-isa. We walked in silence.
Nang makarating na kami sa HQ. Tumambad sa 'kin ang sobrang daming pagkain na nakahanda sa kitchen. Their a lot of craving foods I want.
"Anong meron?" I faced them.
"Nothing," Lauren shook her head, "ganito lang talaga kami everyday sabay-sabay kaming nagmi-meryenda dito sa HQ." She explained.
"To filled my curiosity, I have a question. Matagal na ba kayong magkaka-kilala?" I said, sitting down to the chair on the dining table.
"Curiosity kills the cat. Nonetheless, to filled your curiosity, matagal-tagal na rin," ani Khylle.
Sumingit si Renz sa usapan naming dalawa ni Khylle habang kunot ang noo na napatingin samin.
"Matagal-tagal na din?" he blurted, "since birth nga magkaka-kilala na tayo, eh. Mula kindergarten, pre-school, elementary, Junior high tapos ngayon Senior high magkaka-kaklase tayo. 'Yan ba ang tawag ngayon na matagal-tagal? Sounded so recent." He's voice was hoarse mad, nevertheless, he still smile picking some fries on the bowl.
Ngiti na may halong pang-aasar. Nakita ko na ngumiti lang ng pilit si Khylle, walang ngipin na nakalabas — ngiti ng inis na inis. "Very sarcastic, Hernandez."
"Fantastic," naka-ngiti pa din si Renz na parang tanga.
"Nasa harap tayo ng mesa," saway ni Lauren sa dawala, "mamaya na yan." Naka-poker face lang si Lauren.
"Bitter," they said in unison.
I was busy eating some of my cravings silently while they are chitchatting with some nonsense stuff but still I listened to their topic.
When their conversation is getting out off grid, I stepped outside the kitchen and went to the salas but I wasn't shocked anymore to see them talking aloud.
Hindi nila ako napansin na dumaan sa likod ng sofa para makaupo sa couch ng tahimik. Sayang yung kuryente, nakabukas yung TV pero walang nanonood.
I keep myself busy with the movie on the screen but their voice was all I can here. I decided na kumain nalang ng tahimik habang nakikinig sa kanila.
"Para ka namang tanga Peter, eh. Alam mo yun?" Yassi asked sarcastically. "Hahatakin mo ko papunta rito tapos ngayon ayaw mong bitawan yung kamay ko. Nagugutom na ako," galit na sigaw sa kaniya ni Yassi.
Peter keep silent, contemplating deeply. "Hoy, Peter Ace Velonia! Magsalita ka nga napipi ka na ba?" Halos umusok na yung ilong ni Yassi pero hindi alintana ni Peter dahil nakatahimik lang ito at mukhang wala sa Earth ang kaluluwa.
Maya-maya nakita ko ang pagluwag nang pagkakahawak ni Peter sa wrist ni Yassi. "I don't really get you, Peter. I was thinking now if you're a bipolar."
Naka-alis na si Yassi sa sala at dumeretso papunta sa kusina kung nasan sila. Peter left here with me without prior notice.
"Ba't ba ang torpe ko? Ang tanga ko, pakshet yan!" I heard him whispered.
Sumandal siya sa sofa at pumikit. I saw a crystal like liquid trail down to his cheeks. He's crying as fall. Oh my, this is my first time seeing a guy cry for a girl.
I stood up, "You were broken. Torpe kasi," patting his shoulder.
He opened his eyes, widened to see me in shock. "You heard everything?"
"Sorry," I gave him a peace sign. "Nandon kasi ako nakaupo habang nanonood ng TV kaso yung boses ni Yassi ang naririnig ko." I pointed the couch.
I walked inside the kitchen without saying goodbye to Peter who I stopped his crying shit stuff. I found Yassi standing on the side of wooden divider.
"Oh, Yassi nasa'n si Peter?" Takang tanong ni Renz. Pinanlakihan ko siya ng mata. I know he already knew the situation.
"Nandun sa sala, naiwan," she answered in low voice.
"Puntahan ko lang si Peter, ah," then, he passed to me like he didn't saw me at all. He's friend needs him, I'm just a human body filled with nothing.
"So, what happen?" bungad na tanong ni Khylle.
Yassi walked straight to the chair and sat down. She gave us a weak smile, "what's up with you guys? Looking at me like I did a crime was inhumane." Yassi defend herself.
"Wala naman," Lauren shrugged.
I sat down beside Khylle and shrugged like I know nothing. Wala naman talaga akong alam sa istorya nila kaya mananahimik muna ako. If they need testimony of witness, I'm willing to unveil the truth.
"Totoo ba yan?" Khylle keeping her bombarding with questions.
Yassi acted like a clueless person. Oh, I forgot she doesn't anything that's why she acted nothing. Nakalimutan ko ang katorpehan ni Peter.
"May dapat ba akong malaman?" Yassi asked, filling her curiosity. Khylle just shrugged while Lauren and I enjoying our meal. "Then, why are you smiling like an idiot?"
"I'm just happy," was all Khylle said.
Kumain na lang kami ng maayos at wala ni isa man ang balak magsalita dahil mukhang ayaw talagang magsalita ni Yassi.
But, I heard her murmuring words under her breath. "Shit! Why he is messing up with my heart like this. Damnit."
I was associated and befriend with some cursing machine. Mukhang sa kanila ako matuto na magmura. Tsk.
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Renz Jarius Hernandez
"Awit ka p're, anong nagyari?" Bungad ko kay Peter dahilan para mapaayos siya ng upo.
Ngumiti lang siya ng mapait sa 'kin. Pait, mukhang ampalaya na mukha ng loko. Kawawa naman ang kaibigan ko. Kunwari may care ako.
"'di ko alam ang gagawin ko," napahilamos siya ng mukha. "I fucked up."
"Wala akong alam na comforting word pero ito lang masasabi ko, sabihin mo na bago pa mahuli ang lahat." Tinignan lang niya ako. Inuusisa kung ako ba talaga ang kausap niya.
"Ang hirap naman kasi ng sitwasyon ko e. Tang'na 'di ko alam na ganito pala kahirap magtapat ng feeling sa isang tao," nakita ko ang panunubig ng mata niya.
Iiyak ang loko. Iyakin ka pala, eh. Sarap mong i-bash.
"E, 'di kung alam mo lang sana hindi ka nalang nagmahal," I snapped, "kasama yan kapag nagmahal ka." I acted seriously though I'm serious.
"Kaya para sa'yo ang kanta na ito.
Iiyak mo na ang lahat sa akin~Iiyak mo na ang lahat sa akin~" I tried to sing a song to make his tears go away.Peter laughed while almost crying. "Tang'na 'tol patulo na yung luha ko e. Umatras, eh," he's laughing with sadness in his eyes.
"Oh, diba galing kong magbigay ng advice tumatawa ka na ulit. Bilis naka-move on," I joked.
Lumungkot muli ang mukha s
ni Peter. "Mukhang wala na talaga akong pag-asa. Should I say goodbye?""Eh, 'di wow sa 'yo." i hissed, stood up from my seat. "Sama ka sa 'kin?"
"Saan punta mo?" Takang tanong niya.
I shrugged. "'Di ko alam, kahit saan."
I went to the kitchen to look and bid goodbye to the girls on the kitchen, "Alis lang kami ni Peter. Kaya niyo na 'yan, ah. Malalaki na kayo," tinanguan ko sila.
"Oo kaya na namin 'to kaya lumayas ka na kung lalayas ka at hwag ka nang babalik," inis sabi ni Khylle.
Init ng dugo sa 'kin ng babaeng 'yon. Parang hindi ako mahal. Best friend ko ba 'yon?
"Nako, alam ko naman na mamimiss mo ako. Kunyare ka pa," i teased her.
I saw her blushed with my simple teased. I bite my lower lip to stifle my smile.
"Shut up," she throw me some kettle corn bits, "and out."
"Akala ko, shut up and dance with me," I sang the lyrics, shut up and dance with. "Payag naman ako pero sa susunod nalang. I'll make time just for you." I winked.
Chapter 10Princess PedregosaI woke up this morning without bringing any heavy in my heart. I felt contented that I knew his name and thank him already. That guy is ready something.Today is Friday, nakakatamad man na bumangon mula sa higaan. Kakambal ng Sabado ang Biyernes kaya nakatamad bumangon.I'm already done with my morning workout and all sweats vanished damping towel to my face. I cooled down my body when I heard my mom voice calling out."Anak gising na," That's how my morning always starts. That's something I really like the most waking up in the morning. She never forget to bombard my door to wake me up.Tumayo na na ako mula sa pagkakaupo sa sahig ng kwarto ko. I must go early. Halos buong linggo akong late sa klase ko. Lagi nalang.I went out of my room lugging my towel to dried up my hair after I took a bath also
Chapter 9Princess PedregosaI woke up to bed felt dizzy and my world is whirling, can't even balance myself standing up from my bed.Sumilay ako sa bintana ng kwarto ko, mataas na ang araw. I reached for my phone on the study table to look for the time at the screen.I was shook, almost jump into my place when I saw the time on the screen. It's almost 8 o'clock in the morning.My first class is already starting a moment had passed. I walked down to the kitchen to rinse my face and saw my Mom walking with her corporate office attire. She might be going to work.I went directly to the bathroom to take a quick cold shower. Wala na akong oras para magpakulo ng tubig sa kalan. Mas gugustuhin ko magtiis kesa dumating ako sa school ng 3rd class na.I went out the bathroom, embracing my towel around my body. I used face towel drying my
Chapter 8Princess Pedregosa"Why you were still standing?" He scoffed.I was stunned for a moment, I am now appreciating his handsome features with roughly attitude attached to his face."Ah! Thanks nga pala," I thanked him lowered my head into bow.When I upped my head, looking at him. He looked away and scowled. "You're not welcome tho. I almost waited here outside for an hour. I got bored and looked stupid waiting. You need to pay me exchange for those things I exert much effort to brought."Napa-tanga ako sa sinabi niya. Kung may kapalit lang din ang tulong niya. Then, I must call anyone and that's not him. Kung hindi lang siya ang taong pumasok sa isip ko sana hindi na siya pumunta sa hypermarket para bumili."Wet wipes lang naman ang kailangan kong bayaran, ah," I scowled, rolling my eyes to him. "Anong kailangan kong gaw
Chapter 7Renz Jarius HernandezWalking out after saying those words were like shit. Wala ng mas hahangin sa 'kin kundi ang sarili ko mismo kung meron man magkahamunan na.Naglakad ako patungo sa tambayan namin magkakaibigan. Iniisip ko baka nandoon sila nakatambay ngayon. Lalo na si Peter, dahil gustong mapag-isa. Doon 'yon tatambay, walang halong biro.I entered to an opened gate with an archway with a name on it. Labyrinth Fountain. When you enter the place, a maze of different flowers welcomes you.Hanggang dibdib ko ang taas ng mga bonsai na halaman dito. Pinasadya namin 'yan para walang pumasok na estudyante rito. Kami lang ang nakaka-alam ng daan papunta sa mga bench sa ilalim ng puno.I walked on the maze without any hassle. Akala ko hindi ko na alam 'yung daan, ilang taon na rin kasi akong hi
Chapter 6Princess PedregosaI heard my phone rang for multiple times. I kept on turning it off pero walang nangyayari. It still ringing. I sighed in annoyance and grief.Ayoko pang gumising. Pwede bang gabi nalang ulit? Kulang pa tulog ko. Bitin."Another day, shall be fine," I stood up from bed and stretch muscles — moving side to side.Moving to my morning workout routine. I started to warming up my muscles, stretching. Thirty seconds jumping jacks, thirty reps of squats, thirty seconds high stepping, and additional, 30 reps of sit-ups.After a couple of minutes doing my routine. Sweats trailed down from forehead to cheeks. Time to cool down.I heard someone knocking unto my door. "Princess, gising ka na ba? Bumaba ka na," tawag ni Mama."Cooling down," I answered, panting ang catching my breath.
Chapter 5Princess PedregosaRenz Jarius' POV"Ba't ba hindi mo pa kasi sabihin sa kaniya yung nararamdaman mo?" I ranted, "hindi yung nagmumukmok ka dito sa loob ng condo mo."Inaya ko siya na pumunta ng condo. Magkakatabi lang naman ang condominium units namin. Less hassle, kapag tatambay.Kaso rito kami napunta sa unit niya. Gusto daw niya mag-inom, hindi ko siyang samahan na tumagay ng beer kaso unang araw palang ng klase."Hindi naman kasi ganon kadaling umamin. It's so fuckin' damn hard as fuck, dude," he shook his head, drink the can of beer — bottoms up.Isinandal niya ang likod niya sa sandalan ng sofa at pumikit. I gazed the can of beer I'm holding, kanina ko 'to hawak pero kaunti palang ang bawas.Katahimikan ang bumalot sa loob ng condo. Walang gustong magsalita sa aming dalawa