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2020-08-30 21:16:26On a shelf was a small make-up mirror and a mug with a powder brush.
When I looked at the sink, I saw two perfume bottles on the shelf. A women's perfume and a men's perfume. You could really think that the two were still a couple and lived here together. But there was only one toothbrush and one towel. Luckily!
I turned back to my portfolio and took out my syringe. I've had diabetes for a few years. I was diabetic, but that wasn't very bad. I could handle it well and live with it. In the hospital I had met a woman who had a much worse type of diabetes than me and had to watch her diet very carefully. Therefore she always looked very sick and emaciated. Fortunately, it wasn't that bad for me. I just had to inject insulin regularly and couldn't eat everything I wanted. But from year to year I got along better and better and now it was no longer a problem for me.
I put the syringe on my stomach and pushed it in, then I packed everything up again and washed my hands. After doing this, I went back out into the hallway.
"Hey," I heard a low voice say and immediately I turned around.
"Oh man, did you scare me." Nick came over to me.
"I got the cards." I nodded, tucked my portfolio between my legs and took my hair clip out of my trouser pockets. Then I tied them in a wild knot so that strands fell out all over the front.
"Sorry, I didn't mean to scare you." He smiled at me.
"I know," I said to him and picked up my portfolio again.
Nick came closer to me. We both looked each other in the eye. How I loved his eyes - from day one I had been fascinated by them.
He very slowly brushed a strand behind my ear and let his hand lie there.
He slowly leaned down to me without breaking eye contact.
Then he put his lips on mine. Actually, I didn't like it when he kissed me after taking drugs, because then he kissed me differently than usual. So I had the feeling that he was no longer in control of his senses. Then he let himself be guided only by his instincts. He kissed me more urgently, more aggressively and even more possessively - as if he was going to lose control at any moment and fall upon me if I didn't stop him and THAT scared me.
But of course it was nice anyway and I could never have enough of him. But when he was sober it felt twice as nice because then he was more loving to me. But he hadn't kissed me like this in ages. Sometimes I felt like I was losing myself in his kisses. I was still trying to think clearly and not give in to my feelings because I was sure it wasn't going to turn out well.
I felt him push me against the wall behind me and then slide his leg between mine. I had to get him to take a step back again.
I pulled away from the kiss, put my hands on his chest and gently pushed him away from me.
"Nick, where are you?" Sven called for him, so that Nick pulled away from me with a loud sigh and looked at me. With rapid breathing, I pushed him further away from me. He ran his hand through his hair and shook his head, still looking at me. At some point he turned away from me and went back into the living room. I knew he was mad now because I had stopped him again.
I followed him into the living room, put my portfolio away and sat down next to Nick on the sofa, very close to him. I watched him out of the corner of my eye, but he just took his glass off the table and emptied it in one gulp. Then he filled his glass again, this time only with whiskey.
I looked at him, but he didn't look at me.
After Sven explained the rules of the game to us again, he dealt the cards and we started to play. Nick lost the first lap, then Jess, then Sven and I a few times and in the end only Sven lost.
When we finished the last game, Jess checked his watch.
"Wow ... it's already three thirty." She was amazed.
"Really?" I asked just as astonished.
Jess nodded, got up, put the deck of cards together, and finished her glass.
"It was really fun, but now I have to make my way home ... sleep!" She smiled and I nodded.
"But that's definitely worth repeating." Nick agreed.
"Next time, when there is another lame party, we know. where we're going. ”
Jess and I smiled.
"Yes," said Jess with a laugh, then put on her shoes and jacket.
Meanwhile, Sven took the backpack.
"I'll leave the drink here." Nick nodded, got up and Sven did the same. Jess gave me my shoes and my vest and I put them on. Sven went to Nick and gave him his hand and Jess hugged him. Then she waited until I got up and gave me my bag.
"Thanks." She nodded and followed Sven into the hall.
I went to Nick, who just looked at me coldly.
"Ciao," I said quietly. I leaned over to him, kissed him briefly on his cheek and went into the hallway - without looking at him again. Then the three of us left the apartment.
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