LOGINI really didn't go to David's place for the weekend. I told him I was sick, so he told the others that I hadn't come because of it. Of course, Jess knew better.
On Sunday evening Jess called me and we talked briefly and she apologized to me for the conversation last Sunday and was sad that I hadn't come this weekend. That she missed me and that I would definitely have to come next because it was Lara’s birthday. I didn't really want to go because I hadn't heard from Nick all week. I was still mad, but more at myself. But for him the subject had apparently already been settled.
I promised Jess to call her again this week. Until then, I could calmly consider whether I would stay at home.
Shortly after eleven on Wednesday my cell phone rang because I had received a text message. I opened my eyes sleepily because I was already in bed and then got up, went to the desk and took my cell phone and lay back in bed and opened the text message and saw that it was from Nick. I was expecting Jess. I thought for a moment before letting her.
Hey Jolie, I have to write something to you.
I just wanted to tell you that I was the day we first kissed, in the snow, do you remember?
Actually think that we are together.
I saw it that way for myself, even if I didn't say it,
And that I think I can still wait, if you're ready.
Sleep well my sweet til the days.
N.
When I had read the SMS through I still looked unbelievably at the cell phone and then let it through again before I put it away. He thought we were together in the snow since the kiss. That's exactly what I thought. Now I could only hope that he wasn't too boozy while he was writing the sms and couldn't remember it on the weekend. I thought about him for a while.
Had he still had something with other girls next to me because I hadn't slept with him yet. I was aware that he was no longer a little boy and would never have to do without it before me, but why could he not understand me that I was not ready for it yet. For me everything would have to be perfect if he would just stop the fucking drugs. Because most of the time he came up with it anyway when he was too drunk. I was also afraid that it would change everything. Maybe then he would not be interested in me anymore when he got what he wanted. Maybe he wouldn't like it and he would break up ....
So much spat around in my head, but I was happy that he had written to me. That was the last thought before I fell asleep.
Now I was looking forward to the weekend.
Nick came back on Saturday. He was getting out of his car when I came up the driveway. I had been in town with Jess to buy a present for Lara who is celebrating her birthday tonight. My heart immediately jumped when he smiled at me. We hadn't seen each other in so long that it felt like forever. So I ran up to him, slightly nervous, into his arms, so that he hugged me and picked me up and laughed.
"Hey, so stormy?" He laughed again. I loved to laugh and I nodded in his embrace. Then he let me down again and we looked deeply into each other's eyes. I could easily forget myself in his eyes.
"How are you?" He asked and I smiled.
"Now, good again." He smiled back and leaned over to me, placing his warm lips gently on mine. But before we could widen the kiss, we heard someone clear their throat. It was my aunt. She looked at us both with a smile.
"Hey Ines." Nick greet her as if there was nothing and I looked embarrassed at the floor. I didn't know if my aunt had noticed that Nick and me ... were together.
"And how was the work?" My aunt asked him. How did she know?
"Tiring but good." My aunt nodded.
"Let's go in." I then Sgate. Nick smiled and then nodded and we went into the house together.
Lara celebrated her birthday in a little house. What stood in a huge garden next to a very old property with a huge house that belongs to her uncle. He had allowed her to celebrate in the small guest house. The garden had a small grill place. Below is a small pond and a table tennis table and a basketball basket. The house had a small living area with a small bar in a corner on the left and a small kitchen in the next room. Through that you could get into a small bathroom. It was ideal for such a celebration.
I came with Jess, Nick, Sven and David. Jonas and Noah were already there. We greeted Lara and gave her our present. Fortunately for me, your friend Ron wasn't there. How I couldn't stand him! But for Lara it was of course stupid that her boyfriend wasn't there. It was really weird that he wasn't there for his own girlfriend's birthday. But I didn't tell her that.
A while later Lara was standing with a guy I had taken for Ron at first, he looked a lot like him. I wanted to ask her nice white girl for Ron because her brother Andy had told me that they had quarreled and that he hadn't come and she was very sad about it.
"Hey Lara, where is Ron, is he really not coming?" Lara shook her head.
"Long story ... let's not talk about it." I nodded. Then she looked at the guy next to her and pointed at him.
"By the way, that's Jan, Ron's brother." I looked at him and he let his gaze wander over my body. Yes, Ron's brother! you noticed that immediately.
"Jan, this is my friend Jolina." He nodded and gave me his hand, which I took in a more friendly white.
"Nice to meet you," he said with a smile.
"Likewise." I just said. Let go of his hand again. Then Jess called for me with two glasses in hand and I walked away from them.
Later I sat down at the bar where Andy was standing drinking.
"Can you make me a delicious cocktail?" I asked him and he nodded with a smile.
"Sure." He took a glass from the shelf and turned back to me.
"But only a little alcohol and nice and fruity." Andy nodded knowingly. He knew that I didn't like alcohol that much. Then suddenly this Jan sat down with me.
"Hey," I looked at him. What did he want now?
"Hi." I replied back. Then he turned to Andy.
"Will you give me a beer?" Andy nodded and handed him a bottle of beer.
"So you know my brother?" I shrugged.
“Knowing would be saying too much. I've seen him a couple of times, that's all. ”Jan grinned at me.
"Sounds like you don't think it's great." I shrugged again. I couldn't tell him that I found his brother totally annoying.
"It's okay, I know how my brother is." Now he laughed.
"As I said, I don't know him very well, just how he is to Lara and sometimes I find that really awesome." Jan nodded.
“Yes, that's how he is, always wants to be the boss. The old macho. “Just as I was about to say something, Andy put a large glass in front of me.
"Here you go." I smiled at Andy.
"Thanks," he nodded.
“All complaints to me, please.” I had to laugh.
"Definitely." I said then and then tried a sip.
“Very tasty, you did very well. I don't taste alcohol. Thanks. "Andy nodded. Then Nick came to us.
"Well, you." We all looked at him.
"Well," Sgate Jan, back as the only one of us.
"That we'll see each other here again." I now heard Jan say and looked at Nick confused.
“Yes, nobody would have thought that. Just like I saw Ron at some sixteen year old girl's birthday party. ”He laughed. I was totally confused.
"You know each other?" Nick and Jan nodded to me.
"Yes from before, I got to know him through Ron." Jan nodded again.
"Yes, we spent a couple of really weird days together, fully blasted to the top." Now he looked at me.
“I used to get him his material.” Great!
"I just wanted to tell you ... thank you ... yes okay .... when are you coming? .... just like that .... we wanted to leave again because of this friend of David .... okay then we'll see you tomorrow ... yes, I'm on time and well rested there .... me too. ”I had to smile and hung up.Nick still looked at me interested, but I checked my cell phone because David had already sent me a text message with the address of the bar and the time. In brackets it read (I hope you slept well for you, I heard you, you :-))Oh no! How embarrassing, I wiped my heated face."What's going on?" Nick asked and I handed him my cell phone.“David wrote to me. We should be there by eight. ”Nick took my cell phone and read the text message and started to laugh and put it down."You don't have to be embarrassed Jolie." Of course, he saw that again. He crawled up to me on the bed and wrapped his arms around me."Don't worry, you listen to hammer."
Were you here the whole time?" I asked him and he nodded after a moment's hesitation."Then why didn't you open up?" Nick asked."I was busy!" Was all he said. Nick and I looked at each other again and Nick grinned at me."I see." David just nodded."Danni is showering, we're going to town in a minute." He informed us. We both just nodded at the same time.“And what are you doing here. Over the party? ”Nick nodded."Nick stays with me today." I said to David who looked between us and then nodded with a smile."Okaayyyy." He said drawn out. I was about to move Nick on when David spoke to us again.“Are you coming to a bar tonight? I also ask the others. Tomorrow is Danni's last evening here, then she will fly back to Spain. That's why we wanted to do something today and tomorrow she will be out with her friends. ”Nick looked at me."Sure, we're coming." I then said to David, who smiled at me.
Noah unlocked the front door and it was quiet. Nothing was heard! I looked at him and he walked up to Nick's room with me, waved to me and then disappeared into his when I knocked on Nick's room. I waited but didn't hear anything. Knocked again. But he still didn't answer. So I opened the door very slowly and looked inside. It was dark in the room and it looked like nothing had happened in there. Even the bedside table was right next to the bed again, only the lamp was missing on it. I continued walking into the room and turned on the light and kept looking around. He was not there! I felt a slight panic. Where could he be? I took my cell phone out of my pocket and called a taxi. Then I went out of his room and looked into all the other rooms. except in Noah's and Jonah's bedroom. For a second I thought about letting Noah know. But he couldn't change that Nick was gone either. I ran my hair through my hair in despair. Picked up my cell phone again and called Nick. But heard his cell
When we got downstairs, Noah and I overheard a conversation between a very angry Jess and a very relaxed Jenna.“You lousy snake. You'll regret that. ”Sven tried to calm her down. But she didn't listen to him. Until Tara pushed her aside a little and Jess glared at her and then she said something for the first time.“Jenna, you've gone too far. Jonas told me that Nick was addicted. Do you understand? He quit for Jolina and was gone for a couple of weeks trying to get away from it. He's been able to hold out for so long and now he's taken something because of you. What if he relapses now? Then it's your fault. ”She looked intently at Jenna and Jenna even listened to her.“It was his pills, as if he hadn't taken anything the whole time, you don't really think Tara that. You know him as well as I do. ”Tara nodded.“Exactly, and that's why I know he didn't take anything. I saw him today and so did you. He was fine. Yo
"We'll wait until you come back into the living room." Jenna informed him and I nodded. Nick looked back and forth between us. His gaze stayed on Jenna, so I looked at her and she turned to me."Jolina can we talk?""With me?" I asked amazed and Jenna nodded."Alone." I looked at Nick. Because I didn't know what to think of it, but he just said:"Go to my room, nobody will bother you." Thanks nick! So I nodded and followed Jenna when Nick stopped me for a moment."May I have your drink?" I turned to him and nodded. He must have noticed the look on my face because I wasn't exactly sure how to feel about talking to Jenna."Be nice to her." Nick whispered to me and left......When Jenna closed the door behind us, I sat on the bed and she sat in the chair at the desk, across from me. We just stared at each other. At some point that got too stupid for me!"So?" I asked. It took a while before she started."I ... wante
"Don't worry ... she's into Jonas." Jess looked at me incredulously."Jonas, really?" She didn't really want to believe that. I nodded."So what do you think?""I don't know, do you think he stands up like that ... hm .. wallflower?" She tilted her head and looked at me.“I have no idea, how should I know. You know him better than I do. But it's going to be a try. ”I smiled."Why do you want to pair them up?" She asked me.“I don't know… Jonas is always alone. I've never seen him with a girl before. ”Jess looked at me thoughtfully." Right. It can't do any harm. ”I agreed with her and agreed."And they actually seem to be quite alright." When I had said that, Jonas and Nick came with another guy from the dining room into the kitchen. Jess looked at me."When you speak of the devil," she whispered to me with a smile. I smiled back and then looked at Jonas who was walking to a closet an