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2020-08-30 21:30:30Nick only looked at me then he nodded.
"Okay, I see." So I nodded and we looked at each other again.
"Come here," he whispered and hugged me.
"I'm sorry, I didn't see it that blatantly." I knew that. I nodded in his embrace. Then I looked up into his beautiful golden eyes. He smiled and then kissed me. At first only very tentatively and then I returned the kiss so that he pulled me even closer and wandered his hand from my back up to my neck and ran into my hair. I was glad he was sober. That was how I liked him best, that was how he was tender. He just pushed me very lightly with his body so that I slowly let myself fall on the bed. My heart was beating faster and faster. He went very slowly down my arms and I felt his hand on my hip. Then when he peeled his lips from mine. Down my neck and then with his hand went from my hip down to my thigh and back up, towards my inner thigh and then stroked my middle. It pushed my Pully up a bit. I read from him. We looked at each other with quick breaths.
"What's that going to be?" I asked quietly and Nick grinned mischievously at me.
"What?" Then he pressed his lips to mine again and ran his hand down again until I held it tight. Nick looked at me again.
"What is it?" He wanted to know.
"We just had a fight and you're thinking of that?" Nick grinned.
"That turns me on when you're angry." I stared at him in disbelief without saying anything and he pulled his hand away again and sighed in annoyance.
“I'm gone for a few days now. We won't see each other next weekend. "
" I know. But it's still too early for me. "Nick straightened up.
" I just thought because nothing has happened and we've been meeting for a while now. "
" WHAT? " I upset him and straighten up.
"So for you we are ... only together when we have had sex? Did I get that right, so we are not together?" Then he also shrugged his shoulder. It was like a stab in my heart and it reacted immediately and hammered even harder on my chest. We weren't together for him the whole time. Did that mean he was too had with others when he thought he wasn't in a relationship?
"What did you think all along, that I was good enough that you could make out with me every weekend and nothing more? Did you have a few others during the week with whom you could then have fun? you actually me. ”I got up angry and went to the door and yanked it open.
“I haven't had another since I know you. Now don't exaggerate. I have needs too. I'm not sixteen anymore. Besides, we never talked about being together, so I didn't assume that either. ”I shook my head, stunned and angry.
"Get out!" I shouted and at the same moment his cell phone rang. He answered but continued to look at me. Talk to someone for a moment and then hang up. Got up from the bed and fixed me with his gaze as he approached me.
"I'll write to you before I come back." I shrugged my shoulders indifferently.
"Do what you can not do." I said snapped and he walked past me. I slammed the door behind him and locked it. I was just feeling like a stupid naive cow. How could I assume all the time that he really liked me and we were together. He was right we had never talked about it, for me it was just that. I was so stupid. Now I also realized why he had hesitated in front of Carissa to say that he was my friend. Because he wasn't!
I grabbed my things with trembling hands and in anger and half an hour later I was taking the train home and thinking about it all the time and talking to Jess and telling her everything. Which was another slap in the face, because Jess thought the whole time that we weren't together, she would have noticed that I was into him, but she didn't think that we were seriously together because I never talked about anything told him or about my feelings, what you do with her opinion when you are in love and with someone. But that she would like it if we were together. When I didn't know what to say anymore, we ended the conversation and I felt worse than before. I definitely decided not to go again the next weekend. I wanted to stay home.
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