LOGINShe nodded with a smile and I turned back around. I noticed that she was still looking after me. Until I was around the corner.
When I got back to the hotel I met Lara in the hallway.
"Are you going to see Sven right away?" I stop for a moment.
" How so?"
"We want to have a drink there, it's the last evening for us. Nick already knows." I nodded and when she wanted to go on I looked after her and waited until I could no longer see her and went to Nick's room.
Knocked. I didn't hear so I knocked again. Two times in a row. Nick opened the door for me and went back inside without saying anything. I followed him and closed the door behind me. He sat on the bed. Immediately I saw that he had thrown something. Great.
"What was that?" I wanted to know pissed off. He just looked at me for a brief moment.
"I had to go." I nodded
"Yes, I noticed that." Nick nodded and then said with a sigh,
"That was my mother. My real one."
"Yes, I know that now too." Nick looked at me again.
"You talked to her?" He wanted to be upset.
"She just asked me who I am. And then I asked her who she is." Nick gave me a funny look. I sat down next to him on the bed.
"Otherwise you didn't talk?" What was that supposed to mean?
"No!" I confirmed when the phone rang. Nick answered it and I heard Nick say loudly:
"No, I can't be reached today. Yes, thanks." He hung up and got up from the bed.
"You told her where we are?" I shook my head.
"There are probably not that many hotels here in this small town and she saw in which direction we were going." I saw Nick nod thoughtfully.
"Great, now she knows where I am." I didn't understand what was so bad about it.
"It's not bad ... I don't even know what you got, she seemed nice enough." I shouldn't have said that now. Nick looked at me with wide eyes.
"She. Is. Not. Nice. You shouldn't have talked to her." I raised an eyebrow.
"How should I know that she is your mother and that I shouldn't speak to her. You just ran away. You never tell anything about her. Then maybe I would have known and would have followed you right after you, but like this . " I said really angry now.
"You didn't have to know that." I shook my head.
"Wieos you don't talk to me." He shrugged his shoulders.
"Why should I. What was the point of that." I shook my head again, I couldn't believe it.
"Now I also know why you didn't think it was good to come here and know the city so well. I didn't even know her name."
"I don't want to talk about her." He interrupted me.
"It's my business, it's nobody's business. Besides, be quiet, you never told me what your parents are called and why they push you to Ines and John every weekend." I looked up at him because he was getting closer.
"You never asked me. I thought you didn't care. But you can't say that to me because I asked you about your parents once."
"But I didn't want to talk about it." He answered angrily and I nodded.
"But you have to talk about it sometime. Apparently it burdens you." He was just laughing.
" But not with you!" Thank you very much.
"I didn't say that either." I hissed and got up.
"Don't go now." I heard him say and stopped.
" Why not?" I wanted to know. and looked at him.
" Because I do not want to!" He took my hand and pulled me to his bed. So I sat down again.
"We don't have to let her spoil our last evening here together, do we?" He asked me lovingly.
"No." I almost whisper and he nodded in agreement.
There was a knock on the door. Nick hesitated just before he got up. He went to the door and opened it.
"Hey Jess." I hear relief in his voice.
"Hey is Jolina with you?" I heard him ask. He moved to one side so Jess could see me.
"Hey, aren't you coming to see Sven?" She looked from me to Nick.
" But." When I heard that I got up.
" Everything OK?" She asked me and Nick looked at me so that I smiled and nodded.
"Yeah sure." I came up to the two of them.
"Then let's go." The three of us went out of the room.
After more than an hour Nick, Sven, Noah and Jonas were already really full and Sven said:
"We need new music." He looked at Nick, who nodded and stood up. The joint that he had in his hand gave Sven when he pulled it again and walked towards the exit and said,
"See you soon." When he went around the corner he looked at me and wunk me to himself. I looked at him confused. He waved again and smiled so I went to him. He took my hand.
" Come along." He whispered and opened the door. I let myself be dragged along. I looked at him in the hallway.
" Where are we going?" I wanted to know interested and smiled.
"I have to get CDs." I nodded and Nick let go of my hand and put his arm around me and we went to his room. When he wanted to close the door I noticed that he was already pretty drunk because it took him a while to get the door open.
" Well finally." He said when we went into the room. He ran to a drawer and I sat down on the bed while he was rummaging around loudly.I took the room service card and left a few things when I noticed it was becoming quieter. I looked up from the map and saw Nick sit down next to me and look at me. Put the CDs aside and took the card out of my hand.
" What is?" I asked him smiling because he was looking at me so strangely. It took a while until he answered me.
"Did you tell my mother that you were my friend?" Why did he want to know now?
" Why?" I asked him confused. He suddenly leaned over to me and kissed me. But only briefly and then looked into my eyes.
"She definitely thought I had a lovely girlfriend." I didn't know what to say to that. Was he just going to make me a copliment? He came closer again and gave me another quick kiss.
"You are just so horny." And immediately I was back in reality.
"Nick." I admonished him.
"I just can't have enough of you." He said rough on my ear. Then kissed me again but this time he started moving his lips with mine and put his hand on my hip and then slowly pulled up my top. I withdrew from our kiss. Nick looked at me for a moment and smiled, leaned over and kissed me again and then tried to open my pants. When I realized that I roughly pushed him away.
"Nick."
" What?" It was clear that he asked that again.
" You're drunk." What I got to hear was,
"So what ?"
"Not so what." I said annoyed and got up.
" I go to bed now." He got up too and I turned around.
"Yeah, stay here." I turned back to him and he came to me.
"It's a perfect evening for it. The way you wanted it." I sighed loudly.
"No, it's not. You still haven't understood, as long as you're full of something, I'll never go any further." He shook his head.
"You can stay here, what's the matter. Even Jess and Andy share a room and I have to listen to stupid sayings about why I share a room with David and have to hear the shit that you won't let me do it." I looked at him in shock.
"Well ... that has nothing to do with us."
"Then stay." He interrupted me.
"No." I turned back and went to the door.
"Man Jo, you make a big fuss out of this sex thing. It will never be what you imagine anyway. You rate it all over." I turned around to him.
"If I overestimate that, then it doesn't give a shit that I don't do it with you! And if you are so keen on it, then find yourself some other stupid ones that you can get around with your shit comments." I glared at him.
"I'm going to go sheep now and you should do that too." I turned back to the door and opened it, and behind me I heard Nick mutter softly:
"Definitely not." With that I closed the door behind me.
I went to my room angry and almost threw the door open and then looked into a puzzled face.
"Hey," said Jess, smiling slightly.
" What are you doing here?" I asked softly and closed the door and walked over to her and rubbed her arm, she looked the way I felt.
"Can I sleep here? I fought with Andy again and well Lara and I thought that you would stay with Nick tonight because you both suddenly disappeared and Sven, Nick just sent Cds to get him. Is he back with the others?" I nodded with a sigh.
"What a fucking weekend." Jess said with a smile.
" You said it." We lay down on the bed and talked briefly until Jess fell asleep and I went into the bathroom.
The next morning at nine thirty, Lara, Jess and I were down in the hotel lobby. Sven and another guy who was with us and Andy came with Jonas and they all said goodbye to us girls.
"What about David, Nick and Noah?" Lara asked the group. Sven looked at her.
"Are still sleeping. They're in the ass." Sven's eyes drove to me.
" Why that?" I wanted to know pissed off, because I thought it really sucks that Nick couldn't even come after yesterday to say goodbye.
"They continued drinking for a long time yesterday and then went to a bar as far as I know." That was really great again. Jess looked at me and then said:
"Come on, let's go, I don't feel like standing around here any longer. The goodbye was cool and quick. Jess wanted to go home as quickly as I did.
"I just wanted to tell you ... thank you ... yes okay .... when are you coming? .... just like that .... we wanted to leave again because of this friend of David .... okay then we'll see you tomorrow ... yes, I'm on time and well rested there .... me too. ”I had to smile and hung up.Nick still looked at me interested, but I checked my cell phone because David had already sent me a text message with the address of the bar and the time. In brackets it read (I hope you slept well for you, I heard you, you :-))Oh no! How embarrassing, I wiped my heated face."What's going on?" Nick asked and I handed him my cell phone.“David wrote to me. We should be there by eight. ”Nick took my cell phone and read the text message and started to laugh and put it down."You don't have to be embarrassed Jolie." Of course, he saw that again. He crawled up to me on the bed and wrapped his arms around me."Don't worry, you listen to hammer."
Were you here the whole time?" I asked him and he nodded after a moment's hesitation."Then why didn't you open up?" Nick asked."I was busy!" Was all he said. Nick and I looked at each other again and Nick grinned at me."I see." David just nodded."Danni is showering, we're going to town in a minute." He informed us. We both just nodded at the same time.“And what are you doing here. Over the party? ”Nick nodded."Nick stays with me today." I said to David who looked between us and then nodded with a smile."Okaayyyy." He said drawn out. I was about to move Nick on when David spoke to us again.“Are you coming to a bar tonight? I also ask the others. Tomorrow is Danni's last evening here, then she will fly back to Spain. That's why we wanted to do something today and tomorrow she will be out with her friends. ”Nick looked at me."Sure, we're coming." I then said to David, who smiled at me.
Noah unlocked the front door and it was quiet. Nothing was heard! I looked at him and he walked up to Nick's room with me, waved to me and then disappeared into his when I knocked on Nick's room. I waited but didn't hear anything. Knocked again. But he still didn't answer. So I opened the door very slowly and looked inside. It was dark in the room and it looked like nothing had happened in there. Even the bedside table was right next to the bed again, only the lamp was missing on it. I continued walking into the room and turned on the light and kept looking around. He was not there! I felt a slight panic. Where could he be? I took my cell phone out of my pocket and called a taxi. Then I went out of his room and looked into all the other rooms. except in Noah's and Jonah's bedroom. For a second I thought about letting Noah know. But he couldn't change that Nick was gone either. I ran my hair through my hair in despair. Picked up my cell phone again and called Nick. But heard his cell
When we got downstairs, Noah and I overheard a conversation between a very angry Jess and a very relaxed Jenna.“You lousy snake. You'll regret that. ”Sven tried to calm her down. But she didn't listen to him. Until Tara pushed her aside a little and Jess glared at her and then she said something for the first time.“Jenna, you've gone too far. Jonas told me that Nick was addicted. Do you understand? He quit for Jolina and was gone for a couple of weeks trying to get away from it. He's been able to hold out for so long and now he's taken something because of you. What if he relapses now? Then it's your fault. ”She looked intently at Jenna and Jenna even listened to her.“It was his pills, as if he hadn't taken anything the whole time, you don't really think Tara that. You know him as well as I do. ”Tara nodded.“Exactly, and that's why I know he didn't take anything. I saw him today and so did you. He was fine. Yo
"We'll wait until you come back into the living room." Jenna informed him and I nodded. Nick looked back and forth between us. His gaze stayed on Jenna, so I looked at her and she turned to me."Jolina can we talk?""With me?" I asked amazed and Jenna nodded."Alone." I looked at Nick. Because I didn't know what to think of it, but he just said:"Go to my room, nobody will bother you." Thanks nick! So I nodded and followed Jenna when Nick stopped me for a moment."May I have your drink?" I turned to him and nodded. He must have noticed the look on my face because I wasn't exactly sure how to feel about talking to Jenna."Be nice to her." Nick whispered to me and left......When Jenna closed the door behind us, I sat on the bed and she sat in the chair at the desk, across from me. We just stared at each other. At some point that got too stupid for me!"So?" I asked. It took a while before she started."I ... wante
"Don't worry ... she's into Jonas." Jess looked at me incredulously."Jonas, really?" She didn't really want to believe that. I nodded."So what do you think?""I don't know, do you think he stands up like that ... hm .. wallflower?" She tilted her head and looked at me.“I have no idea, how should I know. You know him better than I do. But it's going to be a try. ”I smiled."Why do you want to pair them up?" She asked me.“I don't know… Jonas is always alone. I've never seen him with a girl before. ”Jess looked at me thoughtfully." Right. It can't do any harm. ”I agreed with her and agreed."And they actually seem to be quite alright." When I had said that, Jonas and Nick came with another guy from the dining room into the kitchen. Jess looked at me."When you speak of the devil," she whispered to me with a smile. I smiled back and then looked at Jonas who was walking to a closet an