LOGINMy heart beat was fast drumming in my ears.
Dear heart what's wrong with you Don't act like this please. I looked down where my heart is and then looked up making weird faces not knowing that Hardin was trying to stop himself from laughing at my overdramatic acts.It was an hour ride. We finally landed at some mansion's helicopter hangar. Hardin stepped out and turned towards me raising his hand for me to take. I looked at his hand and then his waiting face.So much for being a gentleman, I thought and rolled my eyes stepping down on my own. I always embarass myself like this, when I stepped down I tripped again. This time Hardin pulling me up by my arms. I wanted the Earth to split up and swallow me whole. I embarassingly looked up at him who was smirking at me. I looked down and sighed, not again!" Do you like being in my arms that much, that you keep falling?!" Here he goes again. I hate him. I retracted my hand that was placed on his hard chest and composed my self.He forcely took my arm and wrapped it around his and started walking.We were walking down the way when I suddenly remembered that I didn't even ask him, who's party it was. I turned around my head to look at his side profiles, " Who is the host tonight, Hardin?!"He didn't even spare me a glance and kept walking. I guess he is not going to answer. I looked straight ahead and noticed people that were standing a few feets away. Even from here I could see that they were shocked and were talking among themselves in hushed tones glancing at us from time to time.It's going to be a long night, I was mentally preparing myself for this night, "George Wingston of X corporation is the host of party tonight ". His tone was neutral."Ok" I didn't pay attention to what he said but a moment later his words registered in my mind and something clicked. I turned my head so fast towards him that I almost broke my neck. I was shocked hearing this."What, what did you just say?".I squinted my eyes and almost screamed at him while his face was calm as ocean, "You heard me already. Don't pretend to be deaf now". This is not good. This is soo not going. I was shaking my head.This freaking fidgety bapidi boo, what is he trying to do. I squinted my eyes suspiciously at his side profile again. When it clicked in my head. That rat Jack, I wanted to strangle him. Jack definitely informed Hardin about what happened between me and George. I was doubtful that night that someone was watching me and George so I left in a rush. How can I forget that lap dog, Jack.I was getting impatient to know what Hardin really wanted to do now. I looked down, "You know what happened between us, don't you?". Sometimes, I just want to kill myself due to this frustration that I feel with Hardin. That must be all the people around me feeling as well, I guess.We were near the crowd of people, " Ofcourse, I know everything!... I know everything you do and everything that happens to you sweetheart!" He and his nicknames.I suspected people might hear us so I whispered, "Then, just why are we here Hardin. Are you here to show me off as yours like some trophy?". That was honestly what I felt due to his possessiveness.His turned his face towards me anger burning in his eyes, "I am not here to show you off!....I am here to make sure that people know that they shouldn't ever touch someone who belongs to me.". His voice was dangerously low sending shivers down my back. A hint of vengeanance in his eyes.I was afraid that he is going to do something horrible. He was going to ruin it all, " Don't do whatever you are thinking about Hardin" My face was stone hard, my eyes burning with the same vengeanance but our reasons were different. I can't let him ruin everything this time, "Yo--mmmmhhhhhngh"I was going to warn him to not do anything when I felt a pair of hot lips on my cold one's. My eyes were wide with shock, I looked at all the people from the corner of my eyes who were more shocked than me looking at us. I ended up closing my eyes embarassed. I wanted to push him away but his hold was too strong.Just as I closed my eyes, he slided his left hand up my bare back sending chills down my spine and tangled his right hand in my hairs deepening the kiss. His lips were glued to mine unmoving but he slowly sucked my lower lip pulling it between his teeths and stepped back looking at my flustered face and closed eyes.While he kissed me, I almost forgot that people were watching us. I just wanted to feel his lips against mine.When I opened my eyes, I came face to face with his expressional eyes. It meant nothing to him as always.I suddenly remembered about the crowd and looked at that direction noticing people looking at us trying to be less obvious.I looked back at him, now anger taking over me and my voice shaking, " Wha-What did you do?!" My voice was low.I was hurt and as always I was covering it up with anger. He was my husband, I knew that but people didn't. People wouldn't believe even if I say he was my boyfriend because he didn't do serious relationships. He was the person who used to spend just one night with a woman. I still don't get it why he won't let me go.I was not one to give explanations to anyone but I didn't want anyone to call me a whore. People did it often telling me that I must have slept with lots of people to be where I am today just because I am a woman. Just because I was a woman they thought, I was incompetent and incapable of handling such a huge corporation on my own.They are going to add Hardin into the list of people which I am assumed to be sleeping with to gain projects , alliances and he knew it well.He is the only person I don't want my name and character to be trashed with.I hate feeling like this. I was feeling miserable, overthinking clouding my mind and judgement.Whenever I was with him, I always felt a heavy weight on my heart. I always felt like something was crushing my heart constantly making it hard to breath.Maybe he is just punishing me for the decisions I have made in the past. Maybe he is still just taking revenge on me. I felt insecurities gripping my mind again but from outside I looked just as cold and detached as I always looked.....AUTHOR'S NOTE:
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SIA'S POVI was walking towards the elevator, while everyone was greeting me. I was ignoring all of them and just heading straight, the same stoic expressions present on my face. I was supposed to go to the meeting room where all the directors, shareholders and investors were waiting for me patiently.What am I doing here when I took 3 days off, you all must be thinking.After that little moment with Mrs. De'souza, I went to my room to lock myself up like I always did, when I wanted to hide from the world. My right hand instantly went to the only thing that could comfort me me at a like this, to the place where my heart pendant was supposed to be. But there was no pendant around my neck. I again remembered painfully, that I lost my precious heart pendant. That was the only thing I had on me, when I was left at the orphanage. I guess I was bound to lose everything. I sighed,
SIA'S POVSunlight was peeking in from the door length windows in my room, giving the signal that it's morning already. I was still sitting with my back against the side of my queen size bed, looking blankly at the wall in front of me. My eyes were swollen but void of any kind of emotion now. People failed to undertand me.They thought my eyes were cold, but that was not true. My eyes were dead, just like my dead heart. I often had to place my hand on my heart to assure myself, that it was still beating and I was still alive. But knowing that I was still alive, was more painful. I had to endure everything and still stay alive. It my cruel fate.I looked down at my hands. People said that the lines on your hands can describe, what is in your fate, but the lines on my hand have always been so dull. I guess it's true then. I smirked sadly.I heard a knock at my door and glanced towards it, sighing. It was time to go back to my usual s
I was roaming around in the garden with slow steps looking at the sky, while closing my eyes from time to time inhaling the fresh air. My heels were hanging in my right hand. After getting my nerves under control, I thought everything through. I know whats going to happen now, I must be prepared.I took a last long breath and finally decided to go find Hardin. I wanted him to send me to my house.I didn't know that someone was watching me the whole time. Just as I turned around, I almost bumped into someone with a familiar scent. God knows how long he has been here. He sometimes scares the hell out of me. My hand was placed at my heart trying to calm it down.I lazily looked up at him with startled eyes but, covered it up immediately with a cough, "I want to go home" I directly got to the point avoiding eye contact with him. I didn't want to confront him about what he did today because, I knew it was going to be in vain.
SIA'S POVIts been an hour we have been to this party. People were everywhere, giving me side looks being cautious of me. Hardin after causing the little drama left me standing there all alone making me feel more horrible. Only God knows where he went, I spent an hour looking for him but still couldn't find him. I didn't saw George either which was good, but suspicious as well because he was the host of the party. He was supposed to be the most noticeable here, but he was not even present. His wife was greeting everyone and was apologizing on his behalf. She seemed like a good woman. After finally giving up on finding Hardin and worrying about what he is going to do, I decided to relax and let the events unfold.I went to the bar that was in the corner of the hall and sat down on the stool. My back was facing the crowd now.I grabbed an already opened wine bottle and poured
My heart beat was fast drumming in my ears.Dear heart what's wrong with you Don't act like this please. I looked down where my heart is and then looked up making weird faces not knowing that Hardin was trying to stop himself from laughing at my overdramatic acts.It was an hour ride. We finally landed at some mansion's helicopter hangar. Hardin stepped out and turned towards me raising his hand for me to take. I looked at his hand and then his waiting face. So much for being a gentleman, I thought and rolled my eyes stepping down on my own. I always embarass myself like this, when I stepped down I tripped again. This time Hardin pulling me up by my arms. I wanted the Earth to split up and swallow me whole. I embarassingly looked up at him who was smirking at me. I looked down and sighed, not again!" Do you like being in my arms that much, that you keep falling?!" Here he goes again. I hate him. I retracted
SIA'S POV:Awestruck would be an uderstatemnet if I say that's what I felt after seeing the dress. To say that it was the most beautiful and elegant black dress I have ever seen in my life would be least of the praise. I also took notice that black was my only favourite colour. After trying my hardest to look away from the dress, I noticed the makeup artist standing by front of the dressing mirror. I looked at her and she greeted me quite enthusiastically, " Miss Sia! It's so nice to see you in person.... I am Natalia your makeup artist for today. If you hurry up and wear the dress I will get your makeup and hair finished within time" She was talking like a robot and smiling at me.Ugh! She is too cheesy! I thought, grabbed the dress and went towards the dressing room ignoring her all the way. When I turned around to close the dressing room's door behind me, I saw her coming inside as well. She was so annoying. I almost wanted to ask her