LOGINWe went into the house together, I went to the guest room and put on my own things, even if I was freezing at night, I don't want to take the things she gave me, they belonged to her daughter, I don't want to ruin them. I now only had one problem with my boots, the sole was too high for long hikes. Even if I could run very well in them and they were very comfortable, they were not suitable for hiking. Then I had an idea, I asked Amalia for two larger towels that I could wrap around my feet. Amalia apparently understood what I was doing and brought me two black cloths of the same size made of heavy material.
"You can use it to wrap your feet so you can walk better."
I said thank you and took the towels.
When I finished wrapping them around my feet, I noticed that they were big enough to wrap my calves as well. Then I looked down at myself, I liked that kind of footwear. I said goodbye to Amalia and hugged her very tightly, I probably won't see her again for a while, she asked me if I really wanted to go like this.
“I am not really interested in what others think of me, because I am not allowed to come back anyway, it's a shame, but I have to live with that now. I'll leave now too, the dark elves are waiting for me outside. You want to accompany me for a while. "
"Take good care of yourself and goodbye."
I smiled at her one last time, then walked out of the house, looked around and walked towards the three dark elves who were waiting for me outside.
Everyone looked at me confused because they didn't know me like that, but I didn't care now. Even if it got colder at night and my clothes didn't give off much warmth, I still had to get used to it.
"Don't you want to put on another coat?", Moran asked me confused when he saw that I was coming out of the house lightly dressed.
"No, I don't have one, this is all I have."
"Well, we should leave before the soldiers change their mind," Sirez interjected and pointed in the direction we are going to go.
"Just a moment!" Someone shouted far behind us, the voice sounded familiar, when I turned around I saw Mayor Lathol approaching us and he had the reins of a horse in his hand and led the horse to me, it was pitch black, even the saddle and the rest of the harness were black.
“Here, take her, I have no use for this horse and you will need it, her name is Storm. I once got it from a very good friend, but since I ride so rarely, you should get it. I think you will like each other. I wish you the best of luck on your journey. "
He gave the four of us a friendly smile and walked away from us again. I stood in front of the horse, rooted to the spot, I really hadn't expected that. She stared at me for a while, then sniffed me and gave me a little nudge. Then I took her reins and got on, hopefully I won't fall down, in my home country you don't really have the time to ride, let alone the money, the space for the horse and its care.
Even Mayor Lathol didn't seem to have anything against the dark elves, that was a sign for me that I could blindly trust the three. What worried me, however, was the giant's target, because I didn't have one, I didn't even know how long they wanted to accompany me. I didn't know anyone in this world for that, so there was no one to go to.
The three of them could just ride home, just not me, I had no home, no refuge, nothing. And since they only want to accompany me for a while, I would have to manage all by myself, how am I supposed to do that? I haven't had any experience in the great outdoors, I don't know anything about it, if I were lucky I wouldn't even recognize a toadstool if it were right in front of me. I would even think it looks delicious and I would probably put it in my mouth and eat it right away. Either I'll come up with something or I'm lost and will soon die in the wilderness.
The three dark elves sat on their horses and rode off slowly, only I was still helpless. Something so stupid, it can only happen to me, because I'm one of those people who can't afford a horse or, better said, can't ride and have no idea about it. So I couldn't ride after them the way I wanted to, but Storm didn't do anything I wanted. I told her to run after them, but she just stopped. I didn't want to yell at her either, then she might have thrown me off and ran away.
That was very annoying and embarrassing, at first I had a big mouth, absolutely had to save the dark elves from certain death and can't even do something as simple as riding. But why does it have to be so complicated to tell a horse to do what you want? I gave up because there was only one thing left to do, I had to ask her for help, even if it was difficult for me because I didn't want to be a block on their legs, but that's exactly what I was now.
"Um, guys? Could you help me handle this horse? She doesn't do what I want. "
And at that moment I put on my dachshund look, hoping that they wouldn't just keep riding and just leave me standing here. But to judge Odim's look, he would just let me stand just because of that look, so that I could go to sleep. Sirez didn't seem to be enthusiastic either and would have liked to pierce me with an arrow. Moran rolled his eyes and reluctantly rode back to me, then took Storm's reins.
"Hold on tight, otherwise you will fall down."
He pulled me behind him, I know how stupid it had to look, I'm embarrassed too, but what should I do?
So we rode off and since I was only being pulled, they couldn't ride very fast either, because I slowed them down. Since I couldn't ride, I had no idea how to hold on without hurting Storm. The dark elves were silent the whole time, it was an oppressive silence, I would have liked to break it, but what should I have said? If I should have talked about myself, they would have had enough of me very quickly. If I should have asked them if they could tell me something about themselves, Moran might have let go of Storm's reins and left me to my fate because they were annoyed with me.
So I was in a quandary, I had to let myself be pulled and that is why we didn't make any progress. For a long time I heard the laughter of the soldiers as they made fun of us. I knew I wasn't looking good on the horse, but that's the way it was, it wasn't my fault that I couldn't ride. But I couldn't tell them that, because then the laughter would get louder and I didn't want to embarrass the dark elves any more than I had already done.
After a long silence, something started to shake me and I heard someone shout my name over and over again. The voice looked familiar to me, but I still couldn't place it. I didn't know what they wanted from me or who wanted something from me. In any case, I just wanted my peace and quiet, but I wasn't allowed it. The shaking grew a little stronger, the screams louder, but I didn't want to react. Who would have ever expected that your mother would see to it that you were buried? If I was so wrong about her, would I ever find out why she took this step? The shaking got stronger again and the screaming louder, now it was too loud for me, the shaking too strong, it was increasingly annoying me, so I opened my eyes to see who couldn't leave me alone.I saw two horrified golden eyes.“Moran? What the hell is going on? ”Were my first annoyed words, then he looked at me in amazement.“I wanted to ask you that, you cried in your sleep and kept asking wh
We rode through the forest for a while, I saw a few foxes, rabbits, deer, we even rode past wolves. Beautiful animals. With Moran, the forest is only half as scary, which may also be due to the fact that it was bright day and not night. I felt very comfortable in his arm, I barely felt the pain in my throat. After a while I even fell asleep in his arms, hugging him very closely, I dreamed of kissing him for the first time, telling him about my feelings, just having him to myself. I don't know how long I slept, but it was already dark again, so we rode through the whole day, but further ahead there is a light, no, a campfire.I slowly woke up when we got closer to the campfire and when we got there I also saw Odim and Sirez sitting around the fire and grilling a wild boar over the fire. Only now did I notice that I had eaten the last thing since yesterday morning; if I were alone, then I could have eaten the whole pig, the hunger was so great.When Odim saw us he said:
Why was my life going so bad? First everyone hates me, then I find people who like me and who want to help me, then I also meet dark elves, including a very nice one and then exactly this one killed me in his anger. I no longer feel anything, no sensations, such as feelings or physical nature, I am weightless and outlawed. I feel good here in this nothing, because it is dark so that nothing could be seen, but it wasn't cold either. It felt nice to be here where nothing could happen to you anymore.Somehow my consciousness still seems to persist, what would I give to see Moran now, but maybe it's better that way, because he wouldn't be able to see me, only my dead shell, which is now at his feet. But I would still be interested in whether he finally recognized me, even if it is too late. But something is in nowhere, I can't describe it, it's warm. I always thought that the dark nothing is cold and then you go into the warm light, because that's how it was always described. But
We sat in silence by the campfire for a long time until we lay down to sleep, tomorrow will be a long day because we still have to catch up with Odim and Sirez so we can ride on together. I suspected that I would wake up alone the next day, but then there was this trust that I couldn't explain to myself. Also this night passed me dreamlessly, but still something was different, I felt something warm and soft on my cheek, but could not assign it, so I had to open my eyes for better or worse to find out what it was.Then I saw two golden eyes and a charming smile.“Good morning, I hope you slept well? I would let you sleep longer, but we should leave. We won't catch up with Odim and my brother, but we shouldn't stay too long in one place, if the soldiers only gave us a hangover. I found a little stream over there, so you can freshen up a little. I'll pack up then so we can go when you're done. "Now a moment has come when I would love to give him the fatal bl
Great, the thunderstorm not only hit my insides, but also my whole body, but how do I explain that to him now. I can hardly tell him that I suspected I was in love with him. He went to his horse, took something out of one of the bags that hung on the saddle and brought it to me. It was black fur, he put it around my shoulders, I was touched, so he's worried about me, even if only a little. Somehow I had the feeling that I could trust him with everything, he was so kind-hearted, I couldn't believe that they wanted to kill him. He was a wonderful creature."What are you looking at me, is everything okay, why are you crying?"I cry? Now I feel a tear running down my cheek, can I believe it, there is actually someone who is worried about me, not just Amalia but Moran too. He wiped the tear from my cheek. At this moment I could be described as happy and sad at the same time, because I had to leave Amalia behind.Suddenly I felt a pressure on my shoulders, when I look
So I dismounted, which didn't look particularly graceful, as I had never sat on a horse and was therefore unable to dismount. He looked deep into my eyes, a few seconds longer and I would have lost myself in them."I can do without dragging you behind me, so you're just a block on our leg that we can't use."Great, I should have become a clairvoyant by profession, that means saying goodbye. I am allowed to move on by myself, that had to come to this.“So I'll teach you to ride in a hurry, show you a few tricks on how to defend yourself, should someone attack you and I am not there, and then we'll ride after them. Do you agree? "But now I've misheard, right? Is he only doing this because I saved his life? A simple thank you would have been enough, but it can't hurt, maybe I'll get to know him that way and he'll get a different opinion of me. If I'm lucky, he even likes me, but I'm not that lucky, because I've rarely been lucky, if not to say not at