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2020-10-11 17:53:16That will be really nice. You'll see, ”Wilhelm was sure.
“For you maybe. You got on well with pretty much everyone. I have absolutely nothing positive about these idiots and I don't know any good reason why I shouldn't just let the past rest. That's why I won't go there either. Sorry. "
Wilhelm scratched his beard.
“This is a little inconvenient now. I've already promised Bianca that we will both come. "
"Are you crazy ?!", Sabine briefly indigned, "You can't just decide that over my head!"
“There's nothing to it”, Wilhelm didn't understand the vortex and shrugged his shoulders, “I thought you were happy. That will be fun. I'll take care of you. In addition, these Honks are all older and some may even have become more mature. "
He gave a short laugh. Sabine, on the other hand, exhaled very clearly audibly.
“When is this unnecessary gathering of the insane actually going to take place? Certainly I can't do that anyway or I'll get sick spontaneously. "
“On Saturday in six weeks. They don't quite agree on the location yet. They want to try to secure a separate area in the beach bar for us. "
"Then the fun also costs admission?", She listened up with little enthusiasm.
"Nothing in this world is free," replied Wilhelm unmoved, which only elicited a mocking sound from Sabine.
"Well, I still have a little time now to come up with a good excuse for not showing up."
Because the fact that she would most certainly not be present at this meeting was as certain as the amen in church. Why should she also voluntarily ruin a Saturday night with people she had suffered from for years? Of course there were also a few she had fondly remembered. But if the friendships fell asleep over time, there was always a good reason. In any case, she couldn't say she missed anyone badly. At least none of those who would definitely be there on an evening like this.
.......
Her eyes saw the glowing letters above the beach bar entrance. Sabine couldn't believe that she actually went with them. Wilhelm had really managed to talk to her all day long until she finally gave in. She was still firmly convinced that it was a very bad idea and that she would regret it after a few minutes.
And of course she got a new pimple under her nose on time as ordered, which everyone who talked to her that evening would surely stare at all the time.
“If I hear even one hateful word in my direction, I will start my journey home immediately. With you or without you, ”she clarified again to be on the safe side.
Wilhelm gave her words no value and waved them off indifferently. She followed him into the bar and used his back as a protective shield. After they paid admission, the person at the entrance briefly explained to them which area had been reserved for their group. Since they were really lucky with the weather, they would of course be outside. There was plenty of sand, palm trees and other undergrowth here, as well as several paddling pools sunk into the ground where you could cool your feet. In between there were a few sun loungers, as well as high tables and various seating options. Cheerful summer music came from the speakers.
It was still early in the evening, so there were only a few guests there, which would certainly change in the course of time.
They finally found three familiar faces in an area marked out with tape strips.
“We're way too early. There's no tail here yet, ”Wilhelm hissed at her.
“6 o'clock was agreed. And now we have shortly after. So we are optimally on time. "
"When do you finally learn that the cool kids are always late?" He shook his head hopelessly.
Sabine was always over-punctual and preferred to be far too early than just a touch too late. She had made sure of that today and urged Wilhelm to hurry accordingly. She just couldn't understand this bad habit of coming later. Why should you set a time if everyone came in as they pleased?
A young woman with a brown ponytail noticed her, smiled and gave Wilhelm a brief hug before she turned to Sabine.
"Hi, Bianca", she greeted her before she was pressed briefly by the same.
“How nice that you are here. Well, you look. No comparison to before ”, she said and looked at them both.
Wilhelm wore beige khaki pants and a plain white T-shirt. His long hair was tied at the back of his neck and he wore a straw hat on his head. He had his bare feet in sandals. He looked a bit like a beach vacationer, which is probably what he wanted to do.
Sabine, on the other hand, after long deliberations, decided on a plum-colored summer dress and flip-flops. She had pinned the upper part of her brown hair at the back of her head, while she had laid the lower part open over her shoulders to the front. Big, silver creoles stuck in her ears and she had made up her eyes. Her lipstick was roughly the color of her dress.
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No Room For Love Suffering
At the beginning of the evening she had thought exactly the same thing. But as it turned out, for the most part it had been nice to chat with her old companions."W-do we want to sit down at one of the pools over there?", Suggested Sanjay as a substitute and pointed to one of the paddling pools a little further on the edge of the area, where a small group of guests was in the mood for optimism."Gladly," agreed Sabine and made her way through the crowd on Sanjay's back.In doing so, she suddenly realized how surreal this situation was that she was in right now.She and Sanjay had been neighbors and thus more or less sandpit friends. Zoe and Elvira had had a very good relationship with the Patel family from the start. Nothing was more obvious than sharing the burdens of being a parent and always having breakfast together for the expenses of the children of the same age. Because suffering shared was still suffering half. So it happened that Sanjay and Sabin
No Room For Love That smile
What are you two standing around here so apart?", Wilhelm suddenly approached out of nowhere and cast a scrutinizing look at his roommate before he and Erik greeted each other with a manly handshake.It had not escaped him that Sabine made an uncomfortable impression. So he stood next to her and put an arm around her middle."Are you okay?" He asked quietly and looked at her waiting with warm eyes. She nodded and gave him a small, grateful smile.Erik had not escaped this familiarity, of course, and drew his own conclusions from it."Didn't even know that you were dipping your stick in Maja's honey pot," he commented on the scene and took another sip, amused.Sabine's features slipped easily and she was glad that she could hold on to her glass.Wilhelm froze next to her for a second, before he deliberately pulled her very close to his side and kissed her on the temple."Envious?" He smiled provocatively.A mocking sound escaped
No Room For Love Secretly
She had secretly raved about Erik Seibert all her school days. He, on the other hand, had mocked and teased her over the years for her bulky body, for her braces, for breasts that were too small and, last but not least, for her acne. Despite all his meanness and insults, she thought he was great. Apparently she had a slightly masochistic streak even then.Erik had just been terribly cool, how he was always casually cruising around with his skateboard in the schoolyard during the breaks and performing small stunts and jumps with the part. As a real rebel, he had provocatively chewed chewing gum during class despite the prohibition, started smoking in the seventh grade, had argued with the teachers several times and disrupted the class and was therefore regularly shown outside the door. His grades were mostly bad because it was not cool to study and nerds like Sabine were ostracized for their hard work. A bad boy like he was in the book. He had also looked good on top of that.
No Room For Love Mouse
had been a long time since she had been so painstakingly dressed up. Wilhelm had suggested to her, just like him, to show everyone impressively that they were no longer the ridiculed children of that time.But she didn't feel as adult and self-confident as she outwardly appeared today. Sabine possessed the ability, which she did not appreciate very much, to adapt her mental age to the respective situation and her human environment. For example, when she filled out her tax return, she felt right at home and as if she knew where the hare was. She was at least forty years old then. If she was talking to clients at work and had to appear competent, she was definitely thirty. In the presence of her parents, she automatically became a minor child with an open age limit, who had to be protected and instructed. She usually kept her biological age among friends, but occasionally slipped back into puberty.Tonight she was as insecure and overwhelmed as she was at school an
No Room For Love Spiritual age
That will be really nice. You'll see, ”Wilhelm was sure.“For you maybe. You got on well with pretty much everyone. I have absolutely nothing positive about these idiots and I don't know any good reason why I shouldn't just let the past rest. That's why I won't go there either. Sorry. "Wilhelm scratched his beard.“This is a little inconvenient now. I've already promised Bianca that we will both come. ""Are you crazy ?!", Sabine briefly indigned, "You can't just decide that over my head!"“There's nothing to it”, Wilhelm didn't understand the vortex and shrugged his shoulders, “I thought you were happy. That will be fun. I'll take care of you. In addition, these Honks are all older and some may even have become more mature. "He gave a short laugh. Sabine, on the other hand, exhaled very clearly audibly.“When is this unnecessary gathering of the insane actually going to take place? Certainl
No Room For Love Negative
She thought back to the conversation about her non-existent boyfriend and, like every time this topic came up, immediately felt a little depressed again. What could she do that nobody wanted her? Well, she didn't do much to get noticed, of course, but still it was an absolute mystery to her how other people did that. Or how a Wilhelm could tow away a new bed companion every evening if he wanted. No matter where you looked, it looked so incredibly easy and natural to love and to be loved too. As if it wasn't scary and difficult to let another person get so close, emotionally as well as physically. So if it just wasn't working for her, she must be the problem herself, willy-nilly. She had no other explanation.There were always moments when she wanted a partner by her side from the bottom of her heart. Someone she could lean on and let go of. But when she then noticed all the relationship drama of her friends, the good feeling sprang up again very quickly in her, not to see her
