LOGINGetting home, Shade was no where to be found. I cared less about where she had gone or, if at all she was feeling better. I fell flat on my bed with my heart heavy as a rock.
"All men are scam. Why lie to me from the beginning, making me think I have seen a diamond and the stupid me craved for it. Oh God! He made me seem like a fool. Now I became a laughing stock." – I continued to grumble without a slight of knowledge I was talking aloud.
Multiple times, I will unconsciously make a sharp sibilant sound, an evidence of my anger like the spit and hiss of a cornered cat. I had even forgotten the fact that I have not eaten as my brows furrows indicating my irate.
Shade walked in with all happiness seated on her face as her white teeth continued to reveal itself like traffic light. I buried my anger like nothing happened as I smile back in return acting to be anxious about what changed her mood.
"Ah ah babe abi you don win lotto ni?[have you won a lotto?] – I asked with a big smile revealing from my face
"Si seulement tu sais ce qui s'est passé [ If only you knew what has happened]" –she said dancing and acting like a clown.
"Omo talk language wey we hear, this one you don go cram french for head dey use me shine. Weytin happen na? [ Speak what I understand, stop testing the french you went to cram on me, what happened?] – I said jokingly, following up on her mood not wanting to dull the moment.
"Es tu sur de vouloir savoir? [Are you sure you want to know?]" – she said poking her finger to my face with her body parts in a posture of a dancing step and her face shaped in a kind of funny expression which bursted me into laughter.
"I no hear again. Let it rot in your belly" –said I ironically with a grin
"Oya come and hear" – She said having her face round up in a smile.
"So, after you left for Dele's place. Joshua actually called me but I kept ignoring his call. After some while, I heard a knock on the door and guess who it was? It was Joshua, he came here." – she said with all happiness
"Okay?" – I said wondering what's so interesting about him coming. But at same time I already knew where her talks was headed.
"He walked in slowly and seated down right next to me without hesitation, he held my hands and said he was sorry for raising such an alarm. He said he only felt talking to people will only harm what we share on a long run. But I made him understand my friend is not people, she is Cynthia and she has my best interest at heart. More so, how are we going to share a room and not talk?" – she said as she lifted her shoulders in a little shrug.
"I knew it, you can only be all juicy if love has filled your tank." – I thought as she continued talking.
"Well, he understands and pleaded for his actions. He brought me closer for a hug and peck my cheek afterwards."– she said as she finally sat down on her bed and laid down almost immediately.
"So, what do you think" – she asked
"What do I think about what?" – I answered with wrinkles ridges on my forehead as it appeared I was confused on what she asked.
"As in, what do you think about how he made up with me?" – she asked again
"If it was right or wrong bah ?" – I answered in a question to be completely sure of what she was asking.
"Ehn ehn naw [yes]" – she answered and at same time nodded her head.
"It's not the matter of right or wrong, what is most important is that he mended up with you, and that's priceless." – I answered
I crawled out from my bed, sat in the chair by the table, plugged my handsfree to listen to some music but it was only a act not to be disturbed or to continue having any conversation for that matter.
Shade did the same by plugging her handsfree and singing "hello" by Adele so aloud. Even though her cracked voice was so bothersome to my hearings, I endured it.
I slowly began to reflect on what had happened today even as I tried not to. The thought kept coming as I continued to hiss like an unhappy snake. I analyzed right from when I vamoosed to Dele's place. I hated how I was feeling but I couldn't even shake off how I felt.
"What was he thinking? Did he think I'd be all over him even when he is broke? What's the essence of a relationship without money? Oooo oh! I'd be wanting to go to his place then he'd told me you can't come, my friend is around and you know he own the room, he doesn't like visitors. Na me fumble from the start Sha and na me lose Las las [it is I who fucked up from the start and loss eventually]
Shade wouldn't mind my total silence, as she continued shouting "party scatter" sounding like a fainting cat.
"Isn't friends supposed to be there for one another? You'd be all moody and I'd be caring about you. I'd be all moody and the best you could do is listening and singing aloud to music?" – I thought as I unplug my handsfree and kept staring at the mirror maybe checking out my beautiful face would better my mood.
"Cynthia, seems your done with your earpiece? Lend me for a while, mine is not loud enough." – she said as she stressed forth her hand intending to receiving my earpiece.
"Abeg abeg, lemme. I no get your time. [Just leave me alone]" I roared, stood up and left the room.
It's good to hear when Jeruel told me about the advances she played towards Joshua. Wouldn't shade die of frustration if she finds out how her prince charming was dancing around the beautiful girl she wasn't?Just has Shade assured me about his whereabouts, Jeruel confirmed he was already at J and J bar at seven in the evening. She was already seated in the darkened angle of the bar and watched him sit on the bar stool. Slowly and slowly she walked and sit next to him, tossed a glass of whiskey to him as he gulped it down, and slapped the glass on the bar before turning his face away.I knew Jeruel was the perfect lady for the job. Not only was she beautiful, she was a girl I trust can play her cards right. Now, what man can go all the way without falling in the shackles of a Queen of beauty Queens, a Princess and ambassador of awesomeness.
Dusk was falling rapidly. The sun had already set behind the mountains, and the sky had been drained of colors. It was already the close of a day, wasn't it some seconds ago the day started?Shade and I had just arrived from class. I could see her lips moving but all she said only went through my ear and came out the other. How can I make Joshua mine became a question that seemed a puzzle.“Maybe I need to keep a close watch on him. But, I mean, I don't even know about him than he is dating Shade. I don't know where he lives or anything else.” I took a slow, deep breath as my mind lingered more in thought.“Or, should I just ask her? Would it be a good idea?”Shade was completely carried away by her phone as she continued to laugh in mirthfulness artlessly flowing. I wondered what was so funny but I wasn't that curious to find out. The curiosity I had was tha
It seemed fast but Jeruel and I were able to get along as we have so many things in common. Though, it has just been two weeks it seemed we have known each other forever and every day In class, I would always go find her, sit with her, and we would talk as much as we want to.She told me a lot from her past relationships; how guys had promised her heaven and earth only to get between her legs. I could deduce from all she told me that she was a girl who loves the physical appearance. Of course, who wants to be with someone with a gorilla face?She was what I termed 'Queen of beauty Queens'. The beauty of a woman must be seen from her eyes. She walked in beauty, like the night of cloudless climes and starry skies. Her magnificent physique was a perfect representation of a goddess. Who dares look at her and not have a second look?
The morning came slowly but the long night was a splendid one. It was nice to hear the birds chorus in harmony and the disturbing voices of other villa mates again. I reflected back into yesterday with a curse that almost vomited from my mouth."Why on earth will a Hausa woman call my line asking for a Muhammad? Why on earth will a strange number not call and the caller should be one of the richest person in Africa? Must it be always a Hausa? Abi e no wan better..."The more I tried to reflect more backward the more Shade's snore hinders my thinking."But wait, how can a lady sleeps so comfortably and snore like a buzz saw. Haven't Joshua seen this side of this girl yet? Some guys can be tasteless Sha, in as much you are under skirt, they must woo you abi, that's what they came to this life to do?" - I muttered."So you love Joshua and can do anything and everything for him. But can h
The atmosphere was glaring and azured. It shined beautifully on each and everyone as students began to troop in and out of the school environment. Shade and I had just resumed like every other students. Such beautiful smile that rested on our faces formed a furrowed brown and we waved to each person as we walked pass them. I couldn't help but imagined what the semester would be like, would it be as unfitting or unacademic like the last semester?Dele and I haven't spoken since the last time I ended things with him. I didn't miss him though, maybe just his touch. He was a guy that really knew how to satisfy his lady. But that wasn't enough, I wanted more. All through the holiday, he would call on few times but I would intentionally not pick his call until he stopped calling for good and that was fine with me.Shade and Joshua are still the love birds soaring high in the high heavens. Shade seemed not to ever grow tired of him and he will no
The breeze injected with multiple endurance as I crawled out of bed to brush my teeth. Though dawn came slowly, it was followed by the brilliant blue sky of morning. I disconnected the charger from my phone since it was already fully charged.It was Saturday and all I could think about was how and only how I would get my dirty clothes washed. If I were to be home, using a washing machine would have been easy and my problem would have been solved in just no time. But here in school, my hands will have to do the job. I carried out my laundry, it was a heavy load but still I have no choice than to do it by hand.I started hand-washing my clothes, squeezing each one hard and harder in the bucket. This is evey students frustration, shouldering the worries of washing by hand. Particularly in my hostel, everyone were at one angle or the other with their hands as their savior. Shade was no difference too, she was there in a corner battling the mou