Chapter 21

Maybe baby - Tolaní 🎶

And what exactly is that...it feels like a woody object was resting on my legs from behind but...objects dont move without a force exerted on them...

Oh no..it cant be what I am thinking..

I think i can feel his hands trailing up to my neck...

"Lewis.."

No response

"Lewis are you drunk??" I needed to be sure but still no response 

His palm cups my jaw and tries turning my face to his side...such an adamant jerk!

    

  

I rise up and turn to him.. "can you be more disrespectful?? Like this is your actual definition of sleep?"

I ask furiously

I try to leave the couch but he grips me by my arm...

 "you're hurting my arm!" I jerk away 

Turning to the walk way to the bedroom..the door is closed and it looks like it is actually locked...I quickly think to myself tensed.

  

 

I wouldn't risk running there to find out it is is locked..that will just be more trouble.

"Come here..stop speaking grammar"

He gets up and holds on to me from behind

"Get lost you fool!"i momentarily exclaim jerking out of his hold

He kept on coming closer

"Just a trail here and there...tell me you dont like it.." He’s smirks as he's almost a few steps close

What do i do??

I slap my face gently to maybe reawaken my subconscious..I need to be away from this jerk before I do what I dont want to!

I take a step backwards..

My mind seems to be spiraling 

then another and another step and he moves same way also.

"Ouuu" he groins in pain placing his hands on his manhood as I kicked him in the balls

I quickly open up the door and shut it...making haste to run down this stairs...but i am not sure where to go to

I think he should be occupied in his pain for some minutes while I figure out what to do. My head feels so stiff and my hands are trembling and sweating as I shiver out of fear

"Oh mother of God..help your daughter" as I plea to the heavens 

I quickly take out my phone and dial the number of my last call, Violet..

The hall way is so quiet and I dont even have the slightest idea where Violet would be..I just hope she's with her phone and not drunk..

The phone rings and pauses..just before I get an hello from the other end.. my adrenaline spikes on its own

I start to speak without a break, 

“Heyy...please where are you...I'm in trouble can you hurry..Violet!! Please ...I just got to the second floor....I think outside room 203 please..." cut!

She fucking ended my call...! 

Where are humans when i need them the most...

I break down in tears... I cant even get control of myself...my adrenaline is just doing justice to that...

Looking forward to the way of the stairs..I start moving slowly step by step backwards..

"Please lord..."I cry silently..taking in a large lump in my throat

"Renee!"

I hear a male’s voice and crash into someone from behind

"Arrrrgghhhh" I scream and unconsciously flinch instantly

At this point i am an inch away from fainting ...

Drew!!!

"He...he...was trying to..to-to grope me ..where were you guys?" I manage to say stammering

My whole body is trembling...

"What! Who?! Where's the bastard"

Hot premium tears flow down my cheeks 

"I dont know...Lewis...in the lounge"

He turns and was about to go after him

"Jesus! No! Please dont leave me..."I’m nearly howling

He pauses and takes some seconds to assess me then,

He pulls me into his huge warm arms and I couldn't help but go on with the tears..

only God knows what would have being of me if he hadn't come around.

Taking my hand he leads me to his room..maybe..

I was already a little calmer by now after that huge pour out

"Where's Violet?"i ask confused

"You're very much welcome...Nasco..."

Ok now I'm more confused..nasco?? 

"I mean thank you"

"Nasco??" I ask with a questioning brow

He just locks the door and walk over to his wardrobe.

I impulsively use my other foot to pull my sneakers....

I just stand by his bed staring...my tears seems to be railing up with so much acceleration from my tear sac..I quickly blink fast to hold it back cause I don’t want to look like I’m seeking his attention or get any cruel remarks like nasco..

why the hell would he call me that..I’d rather not ask again..he most likely heard the first time

He pulls up his shirt and i watch as his muscles contract and relax

“Here.”

Puff! He fucking had the effrontery to throw it at my face

“Sorry..” 

I hear him chuckle behind

“Change into that or you’d rather stay in your outfits if thats more comfortable..you’re welcome”

“Kayy..”is all i can muster lowly as i pull up my top

 

This guy is still standing there watching..that’s improper

  

“Really..?”i ask him crossing my arms

He still remains stagnant...I better just go to the bathroom to change instead of participating in an unnecessary eye stare with this fowl.

 

I clamp the door behind and quickly drop my skirt then loosen my tube and pull it over because Drew can be more annoying and just show forth while i am here just to make me feel bad or I dont even know

Wearing his shirt..am I aroused? Of course

I love the cologne smell on his shirt but mind you any other thing is zero...just this smell is attractive 

Picking up my skirt, I realize it’s wet now..how could I have just allowed it drop on the wet ground..thanks to omnipresent Drew

Walking back to the room..I can see hes on his phone attentively so I just walk towards the small stool beside the wardrobe and fold up my clothes, then drop it there.

I feel oddly comfortable around him..I cant figure that out

I sit on the bed and take out my phone..

Shit...my battery’s already low

“Are you using your charger...”

  

C’mon I didn’t mean to ask just to irritate him..he can just say he’s busy with it end of story..

He seems to think about it for some time 

“No...” turning to me cuely then over to the switch by the wall at his end and then back at his phone

 

After charging..I go and lay on the bed

“You’re not going to sleep ??” I ask, even  

I myself knows that I ask lot of questions before even realizing 

Ignoring his sour expression, I face up to the ceiling and hear his steps towards the bed

I need to be up earlier than usual tomorrow so that I can see Priscy before knowing my tomorrow movement plan

I sigh and turn over to Drew...watching me calculatively

“Heyy...”i dont know what else to say but i said it any way

“Hey” 

There’s some moment of silence and i cant look at him in the eyes..he’s too close now and am sure he knows I cant look into his eyes comfortable for so long...

“Why do you stay off campus when you could have just applied for hostel space..”i ask

No response...

Then,

“Hostel is not spacious and hygiene enough...”

I seee...I understand very well..trust me, so let me not just think bad of him that it’s just arrogance...not at all

“When did you meet Violet and Priscy...?”

No response..again

I slowly eye him and he winks open one eye..

“This is the second time you’re waking me up..Renee”

This is the first time I can hear him say my name to my face...

“Kayy...”

“Close your eyes as well..”he tells me

 

I want to decline this just to annoy him and make him feel pestered but I decide against it...I prefer the peace than anything that would cause quarrel or harsh come backs

“Okayy..”i nod

As I watch him sleep..he appears peaceful and I want to move slightly and peck him or lay his brows

I better be by myself..what am I thinking..

     

“Renee sleep..”

He pulls me over but not so much that i lean totally against him..I think he feels 

I may not appreciate that..but maybe 

I would have

His lids flutter a little and he’s so calm down...I dont say anything.....

The next morning, I wake up before Drew and gently raise up my head so I dont disturb him...

Flash back of everything that happened last night runs through my head and I hear some talks by the hall way..

I get up from the bed and motion towards the door..opening it gently and getting out I see it’s two guys I don’t know with a girl..I’m sure they’re from last night’s party

“Good morning..”

“Hey..”the bearded guy chirps in

I dont think i should ask them about priscy since I can always call her...

I return to the room backwards and clamp the door

“Where were you..”

I jolt up and turn to see Drew awake 

“I...nothing..just wandering around”

I respond

“Just dont do me like that again...”

I dont say anything because i dont know if he’s just being worried unnecessarily or what exactly is it

“Yes sir..”i reply sacarstically,smirk and walk to pick up my clothes

He takes in a sharp breathe and yawns

Just swallow me i say to myself in my mind...

He chuckles...I flinch..

Did he just hear me or what

I just stand there looking at him ...

my phone....

motioning to my phone..it’s fully charged but then I contemplate on calling Priscy or I’ll just wait for some more time

  

I decide not to tell Priscy anything about what happened last night..that’s my piece of cake reward for choosing someone’s feelings over my own self