Chapter 15

After getting some milk and looking out the kitchen window, I saw Natalie behind me naked herself without a care to put clothes on either. I couldn’t face her even if I encouraged myself too. She keeps deeming me to be someone who willingly goes to the doctor for every little thing and I am directly one to refuse. Whether I have schizophrenia or not, I don’t want to see a doctor again. Nelle came to the front of the house and stared at me through the porch being on a mountain has its advantages for her to come look for me and even my bedroom had a hill for me to see her or the other horses.

“Babe, I am sorry for pressuring you. I am worried that you will relapse and avoid me. We will take this at your pace and if you don’t want doctors, I understand.” Natalie said.

I turned around to face her trying to hold my anger but how can I be mad at her? She loves me for all my faults. I never understood someone who could love me with little about one another besides our own faults. That is all we know about one another. I walked over to her and held her tightly in my arms as she wrapped her arms around my waist. There has never been a woman like her in my life and I don’t know what else could make us stay together. At that moment, I took in a deep aroma of her body against mine as I felt myself trying to hold together by her, our breasts touching, our legs nearly together, it felt like we were tangled but not quite. I wanted Natalie, needed her, and to be surrounded by her touch. I couldn’t bring myself to do this though, we still have leaps and bounds to accomplish.

“We better put on clothes before we both do something that we might regret.” I whispered to her.

“I would never regret whatever happens to us. I am afraid of letting you go even if it’s to put clothes on.” Natalie whispered.

I felt a tear from her fall onto my breast as I made her look at me those beautiful green eyes making my heart sing. I grabbed her by the hand then guided her upstairs into my bedroom as I locked the door behind us before I could speak Natalie had her lips on mine and her hands on my breasts as my hands stayed on her hips as we both landed on the door, I pushed her hands over her head as I kissed her neck then guided my way down to her breasts as I licked and nibbled both between her beautiful B cups as I pinched her nipples with my fingers and listening to her moans. I couldn’t handle this thirst as I made my way further finding her beautiful sweet pussy a little red strip of hair, I opened her legs wide as she held onto the door and she let out a gasp as I placed my tongue inside of her, devouring her sweet pussy that filling my mouth with juices. Natalie tugged on my hair and she would scream my name into the air as she quivered multiple times. I licked her cleaned then placed her down gently then carrying her to the bed and laid together with our legs connected.

“I have never experienced such hunger from someone. That was amazing and my turn will be next but I am in no hurry but you are so good.” Natalie whispered.

“You are beautiful to me, Sarah would never let me take lead like that but you let me and you tasted wonderful. Natalie, I know we have a lot to cover but we don’t have to always make love to one another to prove our love. You came here to get your car repaired and now it has become a love story. I don’t regret it but...” I said feeling my tears threatening.

“But you can’t get over Sarah because of what she did to you?” Natalie replied finishing my sentence.

“I truly can’t and it is only because she’s my wife. I have her last name.” I responded by covering my face in the sheets.

“You are a widow, Amber. Technically she has no hold over you since she is dead and isn’t coming back.” Natalie replied without holding back.

I looked at Natalie with her staring right back at me awaiting my answer though I didn’t have one because as usual she stands corrected on my whole wife aspect. Yes, she is dead but she still haunts me and that is a big issue or at least I assume she is haunting me. I sat up on the bed, crawled to the edge and then got off of it as I grabbed Natalie’s hand as we made our way into the showers once more but this time, she had no problem making me cum as she had me pushed against the wall and fingering me with pleasure. It took all I could not to scream myself but she begged me to scream and let loose when I did, Natalie smiled and we began cleaning off. No matter how much I adore this woman, making love is amazing with her and I would do it again until we both couldn’t stop touching one another. Natalie adored my body as big as I am, she devoured every inch to make me feel amazing. As we finished our shower together, got into clothes and cuddled close, we finally fell asleep in each other’s arms. I didn’t care that it was late or hearing thoughts of Sarah nagging me for being with another though that was in her will at the time for me to find love, an actual true love. My dreams unfortunately didn’t lend me a hand that night and what I endured that next morning hadn’t prepared me either for what came into my home. Natalie had no better reaction as we both stood there holding hands tightly.