LOGINcouldn't hold back it any longer and had to throw myself on it immediately. My bed was also matching in high gloss white with small, square, gray bedside tables next to it. One had a lamp and the other had a bonsai and a strange remote control. I took this in hand and examined it when I suddenly noticed two thick black roller shutters above my bed, on the ceiling. I alternately looked at the remote control and the roller shutter. I just tapped the keys at random to see what happened. Suddenly the shutters on the two floor-to-ceiling windows on the wall were buzzing shut. On another button you could switch the light on and off, and on another button you could now easily switch the music and the television on or off. Finally the blinds over my head also opened.
“That’s mega!” It came out of me in amazement.
What a brilliant view of the night sky, I thought and closed my eyes for a moment. I had to laugh a little with a smile when it occurred to me that this prospect could definitely please the girls extremely.
My azure-blue duvet cover was so soft that I wanted to lay down immediately and keep my head running, but I squatted up and continued to examine my room.
The desk was white with two gray drawers and also had a white leather chair in front of it.
Madness! What a difference, I thought to myself. I still couldn't really grasp this much space for myself. In my old room I could just turn from the desk to the bed and from there to the closet. More didn't fit in there at all. In the meantime I had to admit that I might feel comfortable here after all and that the move might not be that bad after all.
I also thought it was not bad that my mum got a job as a nurse again. So we weren't necessarily dependent on my new stepfather, Joe.
"Preston ... Preston please come downstairs! There's still a little something to eat," my mum called up to me.
Taciturn I sat down at the table and looked at my meal, on the plate, in front of me, bleakly.
"Aren't you hungry?" Asked Joe, who had obviously been watching me.
"No," I said soberly and began poking around in the food with my fork.
“You should eat something. You haven't eaten anything since you arrived. Aren't you hungry? ”He states.
“Joe, leave him. He's definitely just very tired, "my mum immediately apologized for me and said on my robe, further:
“Have you packed your school bag yet? You have school tomorrow. Oh, and here's some money. You can use it to get hold of exercise books in case you are missing something. Unfortunately, I don't have time to buy school supplies with you because I still have to go to the hospital to hand in my papers. I will then be instructed in my new job straight away, ”Tesa explained to me over dinner.
“Yes, I'll do it in a minute. Can I get up? ”I asked monotonously.
"Naturally. And good night, already, Preston, "Tesa replied before I got up and scurried to my room.
What shit it got when I closed the door behind me and leaned against it.
Nobody was there anymore, nobody ... hopefully I'll get to know a few people tomorrow and make new friends quickly so that I can get out of here. This perfect world fuss made me, now, almost insane.
When I noticed the page was soaked in blood, I had to stop. I couldn't write any more. My action at that moment was frozen by the sight. My right hand and my ballpoint pen were already covered in blood. I closed my eyes and closed the book first, pushed it under my bed before I got up and then quietly but quickly scurried into the bathroom. Once there, I frantically washed my hands and my left forearm. Two of the cuts were even deeper than expected. Immediately I went to the closet and packed the basket with bandages under my arm, with, to my room. There I bandaged my forearm. Then I did the same with my right hand.I needed another cigarette. My body started shaking and obviously seemed to be in withdrawal. I lit a butt and immediately took the first draft. Immediately I felt my racing heartbeat calm down and I buried my bound hand in my pocket.It was already quite late in the evening. Suddenly my mum was standing in my room. In my life I hadn't expected her any
Damn it, what was he doing here now? My head moved to the side and I noticed that the boys from the parallel class have also arrived here. Obviously we had sports together. Great!"Then pay close attention, Raul. You better let go of me now and never touch me again! I definitely don't want any stress with you here! Just leave me alone and you better get out of my way! And by the way, I want to have my jacket back right away, ”I replied meekly and tore myself away from the guy in panic. I couldn't bear to be touched anymore. I was aloof!Raul looked at me from head to toe before he let go of my collar and immediately grabbed my left arm when I reflexively wanted to turn away from him. I caught my breath in shock, so that I could hardly breathe.“I really want to, for you, Preston hope. Oh, look at that. Our fagot is even an emo! It also cuts itself! Are you going to cry in a corner now? Why do you actually do something stupid? You are probably not tha
The radio jumped on and said something about 30 degrees and bright sunshine. As soon as I opened my eyes and wanted to switch off the alarm clock, pleasant music started playing and I turned on the other side."Preston do I have to wake you every day? Get up and come down," came Joe's stern voice."Hmm ... I'll be right there," I muttered, pressing my head into the pillow again."I hope so," he replied and audibly left the floor.Oh man, I didn't feel like going to school, I thought to myself and slowly tormented myself. I mean, after yesterday's botched school start, I couldn't look forward to having to go there again. Because I didn't necessarily want to experience more embarrassments again.Completely sleepy, I padded to the closet, pulled some fresh clothes out of the closet and strolled with them into the bathroom. Finished washed and styled, I examined my hair one last time in the mirror. One, two, three strands that fell annoyingly in my fac
Preston o`Connor! It's a shame that we have to get to know each other like this. This is your first day of school and you are already getting noticed. I don't even want to know what you have to say about it. Not to mention because of them Raul Hamton! You will both be warned! I will contact your parents and inform them of this incident. If this happens again, I'll give you a reprimand! And now go back to your classes. The conversation is over! ”, The burly older man with dark brown short hair and a beard explained to us."Please excuse the inconvenience, Mr. Brown," I said quietly and Raul apologized as well. We both got up and went outside without a word."We are far from finished Preston," Raul warned me and disappeared.I also strolled back to my class, shaking my head.At my old school, I was the gangster who always hung out with high school students. The girls flew on me in a row and I never had any problems finding followers. You only needed t
Hi you pretty ones. How are you? ", I asked overpowering the group.“Good and yourself?” One of them wanted to know."Girls. This is Preston. Preston that's Hannah, Michaela, Antonia and Paula. You already know my BBF Betti and me. Hannah and Antonia are in our parallel class, ”Laura introduced me to the girls, one after the other, starting from the left."Hi," I replied legendarily.“And did you arrive safely? How do you like school so far? Now I finally have the pleasure to talk to you. Our new one in the class, "Paula immediately poked me."Yes, everything is great. It's just a little strange having to get up so early in the morning, Paula. My school always started at nine, ”I explained patiently."What really? You had it good Why did you move to Germany? You lived in America ”, this Paula continued to bombard me."You look really cute", Hannah whispered suddenly, with a bright red head in betwee
Yes, Ms. Brown," I couldn't bring myself to say so easily.“Your class is 10 F. The class leader is called Ms. Liebhold. Unfortunately, I can't leave here at the moment, because I'm alone and waiting for an important call. But I'm sure you will find your own class. It's also very easy. You have to go upstairs next to our office, to the first floor and left to the very back. On the wall, next to the classrooms, are the classes and the cables on them. If I am not mistaken, it should be the third or second door from the back on the right, ”she explained to me with illuminated hand movements."OK. Thank you. I'll find it, ”I replied and politely said goodbye.I followed their instructions and immediately found my new class at the penultimate door. I paused for a moment in front of the locked door. He took another deep breath and finally knocked haphazardly and entered."Um, good morning ... I'm Preston o´Connor. I ... I'm probably new