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Uncle

Author: Din_009
last update Petsa ng paglalathala: 2020-10-12 01:53:15

Another year has now passed and I have just turned nineteen. What a great age. Maybe now I'm finally being treated a bit more grown-up by everyone and not having to call my uncle every day to assure him that I don't want to kill myself with pills or a razor blade.

"Everything is predetermined, beginning and end, by forces over which we have no control," I remember the quote from Albert Einstein and whisper it to myself.

This quote from Einstein started out briefly today in class, explaining why I've been buzzing around in my head since then. So is it all fate? And who, please, will decide my fate? My German teacher asked the class that today. I don't need to mention the unnecessary comments, but in fact many had mentioned the name "God". But how do you want to know? I'm not religious, but I don't want to mess with the people who are. I just mean that nobody knows God and nobody knows that He even exists. So how can you put all your trust in a total stranger who calls himself "God"?

So should I then blame God for my parents' death? Did God have something to do with a drunk driver driving the red light at night and tragically crashing into my parents' car? And why did he survive and she didn't? Does he deserve to go on living more than she does? Who decides? Don't we humans have our own right to determine our own fate?

“What do you mean Solveig?” Says Dayana's shrill voice.

Completely irritated, I start up and blink at my friend. She is currently wearing a long, red, strapless evening dress and is looking at herself in the mirror. From the outside, no one would think that Dayana and I are best friends. While I look like a ghost, Dayana is the total opposite. She has long, blonde hair, splashed lips, a lot of make-up and made-up breasts, which she got for her sixteenth birthday. From the outside, Dayana looks more like a porn star and I like her personal servant. But her character is what makes her special. She was there for me the entire time I was feeling so bad. She never gave up, went through thick and thin with me and accepted me as I was and now I am. We are now living two different lives, but that doesn't seem to bother them much.

"I beg your pardon?" I ask, since I must have missed her.

We are currently in the “Benedetto's clothes shop” and are looking for a dress for Dayana for the spring ball.

"What do you think? The red, or would you prefer the blue dress? ”She asks me and holds the blue dress next to her so that I can compare better.

"The blue one," I mumble and look at the saleswoman standing behind the cash register.

If she wasn't behind the cash register, you'd think she'd be a business woman. She looks at me with a false and overly nice smile, so I look away again. The special thing about this shop is that you can't come in without naming your own name. The owners of the shop know exactly who is rich and who is not and once they let the customers in, they can make themselves comfortable with a coffee on the white leather seats. The clothes themselves are hidden behind a door that only the shop assistants are allowed to enter and if you are looking for something, only they can get it and, in my opinion, fool the customers with the prices.

“Oh Solveig, I think it's such a shame that you can't come with me! The evening will be so great! ", She enthuses and disappears behind the changing room to try on the other dress again.

I'm actually happy that I don't have to go to the ball. Dancing is no longer my thing, and neither is all the stress! Who do I go to the ball with? What will i wear? Red or blue? I don't want to deal with all these questions. I would have used to stand next to Dayana and ask her advice, but not now.

Every year, on a very specific day, I always have to go to my uncle's. Tomorrow is the day my parents died. Means that I would go to my uncle and go to my parents' grave with him.

I sigh out loud because the day tomorrow will be very exhausting. I already know the rough process. I come to him, have to dress up to look appropriate. Then we drive to the tomb. I start to howl, my uncle starts to howl. Finally we go back and in the end everyone crawls into their room.

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