Lahat ng Kabanata ng Eye of the Beholder (Loki Love Story): Kabanata 1 - Kabanata 10

Katrina’s POVBeauty is through the Eye of the Beholder. I was told that when I was a child by my mother but I didn’t really want to know what she meant. But a part of me always thought she meant that you fall in love with someone, for not just their beauty, but their personality. Their spirit. Which to me made me believe that beauty is seen differently by everyone and right now, I want to believe that. I want to believe that more than anything. As I fear like many things I have lost, love could be one of them and I hope that isn’t true.My name is Katrina Stark and I am Tony’s younger sister. We both grew up in the life of luxury, raised by our parents and given the life people dream off. Rich beyond anything and with great minds. Tony grew up and followed our fathers ambition, to take over the company and eventually became Iron Man, a superhero. While I kind of kept to myself and went down

The next week or so I fall into a routine where I spend most of my time reading the horrible braille books and listening to audio books. It’s ok but I miss reading actual books and doing something other than tracing over dots in books and listening to audiobooks. Most of them are shit apart from Harry Potter and I hate it, not Harry Potter but reading books like this. But it’s the only thing I can do apart from listening to the tv with the audio description on. I only leave my room at the moment for dinners where Loki joins me and we chat but it’s not for long. He doesn’t like to talk too much about his past and I feel too low to talk about mine.Honestly, I just want to end it all. I want to die and end my suffering. I see no point in living when I can’t have a career or enjoy anything that I used to do. I can’t have a career as I can’t write or experiment in labs like I used to do. Listening to au

The next morning Tony visits us before he leaves with the Avengers and it’s just me and Loki in the tower. But I’m not worried. I am safe with him and I don’t mind us being alone. We have had such a good time the past few weeks alone so it makes no difference if they are in the tower or not. I trust Loki with my life and I look forward to learning more magical spells. I have learnt so much and I want to learn more about my magic. About all of it but I also want to learn more about Loki. As with every day Loki opens up more to me and I fall more for him every second.It’s only been 2 days since Tony left and me and Loki have been doing more magical spells every day and I have been loving it. I’m learning so much about my magic and myself, it’s extraordinary and now Loki is showing me how to use defensive spells. So I can protect myself in case I ever needed to which makes me feel a bit better. I like the i

The next few days were quiet and me and Loki had become quite close, closer than before but there was no more kisses and no more signs of affections. He would let me rest in his arms every night after doing magic all day and read to me like he always does. It's sweet and lovely and it warms my heart. I really do like him but I hold my feelings back until I know he likes me. Considering I doubt he would like me back or even want to be with me. But I have other issues on my mind.Tomorrow Tony and the other Avengers will be back which is good but I have had a pounding headache all day which has made it impossible to concentrate on anything. Loki has been looking after me all day so I could take it easy but no matter what painkillers I take, it's not numbing it. I fear I will have to go back to hospital for more tests and surgeries but I hope not, I hope not. I don't want to go back and be stuck there for endless days as they stick needles in

Instantly I see Loki is standing there but he is not wearing his usual attire. It looks a lot more human as he is wearing a suit which is black with tints of green and gold in it and god he looks great. He looks so handsome. As I look at him, he is looking at me in awe as he admires the dress which matches the green in his suit and eyes.“You look… ravishing beautiful.” He whispers, still staring at me.I smile, feeling a tint in my cheeks, “Thanks… you look so good in a suit, very dashing and handsome.”He smiles, “Well I thought I would try something more human.” He then offers his hand to me, “Now may I escort the gorgeous Katrina to the party?”“You may.” I say, taking his hand.Then we go over to the lift and get inside before I press the button and we go up to the