All Chapters of Eye of the Beholder (Loki Love Story): Chapter 11 - Chapter 20

Unfortunately, Loki didn’t return the day after or in the days after that. He has been gone 3 weeks now and I miss him so much. The days here are just not right without him. The floor feels empty and I find myself moping around most days, wishing he were here. But as the days go by, I fear that Loki might never return and I hope he is ok on Asgard.With Loki gone, Tony has been hanging out with me more to keep me company as he knows I am missing him. I haven’t told him about my feelings but it is probably obvious. I am a mess. The only good thing is that I have Loki’s token of affection around my neck which I haven’t taken off since he put it around my neck. I refuse to take it off until he comes back. I love him and I wish he was here with me.Me and Tony are in my floor, chilling in the lounge as we play chess and like usual Tony is winning. I just can’t focus on the game and I find m

Katrina’s POVI’m not sure how much time has passed since Killian left me in here alone but I have finally managed to stop crying and have been mentally preparing myself for what is going to happen next. Any moment now he could come in and drag me to a lab and begin experimenting on me, cutting me open and it terrifies me. I don’t want to be tortured and cut open. Be in pain, agony but I have to be ready. For I refuse to crumble and lose hope, no matter what he does to me and maybe I will escape and get back home. However as time has gone by, all I can think about is the pain that I will be in and knowing there will be more to come after. Especially if Killian wants me and he might try and violate me too. That thought terrifies me even more.Taking a breath, I try not to think about it as I move slightly to try and get comfortable as I have been stuck with my back against the wall for a while. The

*Warning strong content ahead.*With that, the months went by and I am the happiest I have ever been. Me and Loki have been inseparable and hopelessly in love. We spend every night together, switching rooms and even if we are not love making, we sleep next to each other. Not wanting to be separated from one another even at night. During the day we practice magic and go on dates where I show Loki the beauties of Earth and we ended up touring the world. It was amazing and quite easy since Loki can teleport. But we also spent a lot more time with my brother and our friends since they now accept him as a friend as well as my boyfriend. It’s fair to say we are having the time of our lives.It’s been over 4 months since we got together and Loki has now been accepted by Shield and isn’t classed as a threat. He’s officially apart of the Avengers which means he has been training more physically and no

Katrina’s POVI’m not sure how much time has passed since Killian raped me and left me alone but finally I have managed to gain the strength to sit up properly against the wall. My body is still aching and hurting but at least I can sit up and try to get comfortable. My legs and arms are covered in bruises and I can feel the blood mixed with his cum dripping out of me, dripping down my thighs and onto the floor. It makes me cringe and hate myself the more I think about, feeling so unclean. So I have tucked my legs close to my chest to hide myself. It’s the only way to cover myself with nothing on and stuck in handcuffs.The tears however are still falling silently down my face and all I keep thinking about is that Loki won’t want me now. I don’t want me now. I’m horrified he did this to me and I hate myself for it. I am so unclean, tainted, disgusting and it was so painful. He wou

With Loki gone, I felt like the light had been drained out of my life but somehow I found a way to move forward. Tony comforted me and helped me keep distracted, helping me get back into science and writing as well as keep practicing magic. It was still painful every day without him here and most days I sleep in his room just so I can feel close to him. But always feel gutted when I wake up and he isn’t beside me. It’s been hard but I guess it’s been a bit easier since me and Loki still chat every night. Speaking telepathically across the realms to each other and he tells me how he settled back into Asgard as a prince again while I tell him about my life. It makes it more bearable and as the years passed, I kept moving on forward but still hold Loki close to my heart.It’s been 20 years since Loki left and I’m in the medical wing of the tower as Tony does a full check up on me. Blood, scans, the works. We are b