SCARRED
"What the fuck happened to your neck, Bella?" He asks, tracing the ugly scar on my skin and his other hand holds both of mine tightly in place when I attempt to cover my neck.
He shifts his eyes from my neck to my face and he raises his eyebrows at me for answers.
"I asked you a question, Bella, what the hell happened to your neck!" He demands.
"It is just an ugly scar-"
"Bella," he tips my chin up and our eyes lock. "No part of your body is ugly," if that is supposed to make me feel better...it doesn't work.
The scar on my neck is ugly, yet it's nothing compared to the one in my heart.
It is the ugliest.
I am scarred for life.
***
Belle went through something traumatic when she was little, and she has a scar that keeps reminding her of every single thing that happened.
She was diagnosed with Intermittent Explosive Disorder and Bipolar Disorder, and she has been homeschooled her entire life.
But now her therapist wants her to enroll in a normal university.
She is supposed to make friends, fall in love and live like a normal teenage girl, yet nothing about her life is normal.
She will make friends and she will fall deeply in love, but what happens when the only person that was supposed to save you from yourself ends up betraying you?
Scarred is not your typical romance.
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Chapter: CHAPTER 1"It is for your own good, Belle," Dad tells me and I give him a dry forced laugh.We are in the family room and they have been trying to put some sense into me. We have been talking about this...or rather they have been talking about this for almost three hours.They seem pretty convinced that I will improve but I know perfectly well that it won't do me any good. I just hope things won't get worse than they already are. They made the decision already and they didn't include me, they practically forced me to accept.They enrolled me at States University last week and I will be starting my classes tomorrow. I don't know how this will end but a part of me is willing to take the risk. If I want to have a social life I got to learn how to relate with people. But I am partly pessimistic about the whole going to State University thing...
Last Updated: 2020-11-06
Chapter: PROLOGUEI walk down the spiral staircase to the living room and I find my mother there, waiting for me patiently."Belle, are you ready?" She asks me and I cast her the 'what do you think?' look.I am very agitated right now.I am seventeen for fucks sake! She shouldn't be driving me to the hospital, it pisses the hell out of me."Did you carry your phone?"I roll my eyes.This will be one hell of a boring ride, her constant questions always get to my nerves. I wish dad and Elsa were here to take me, at least, I can stand them.But it would be much better if they let me drive. I have my own car for fucks sake!But I am not a good driver though, I am
Last Updated: 2020-11-06
Chapter: CHAPTER 1I walk down the spiral staircase to the living room and I find my mother there, waiting for me patiently."Belle, are you ready?" She asks me and I cast her the 'what do you think?' look.I am very agitated right now.I am seventeen for fucks sake! She shouldn't be driving me to the hospital, it pisses the hell out of me."Did you carry your phone?"I roll my eyes.This will be one hell of a boring ride, her constant questions always get to my nerves. I wish dad and Elsa were here to take me, at least, I can stand them.But it would be much better if they let me drive. I have my own car for fucks sake!But I am not a good driver though, I am
Last Updated: 2020-11-06
Chapter: CHAPTER 8I open my eyes and stare at the ceiling for a transient minute, then I train my eyes to my raised legs.I am lying on the cold marble floor half-naked, my legs are elevated above the heart's level using a few throw pillows and nanny is kneeling beside me.What the hell happened?"Thank God you are awake. I was going to dial 911." She tells me, placing her right hand on my forehead to feel my body temperature like I am suddenly two. "You gave me quite a scare."And she looks every bit of it. Scared, appalled, and shell-shocked.I shut my eyes tight to try and remember anything, something...Enzo dropped me a few minutes ago, I walked in the house and nanny helped me with the shopping bag and then everything else blurs."What happened?"My voice is a hoarse weak whisper.I feel so confused and
Last Updated: 2020-11-08
Chapter: CHAPTER 9"You will fucking pay for this, mother fucker!" Matt shouts, bumping the locked door from the outside.The sound of his voice makes me so sick and so disgusted."You should leave, sir." A guy I assume to be the bodyguard tells Matt politely."I will make you pay for humiliating me."Poor guy. He is such a wuss.I would never have the guts to face my wife if anyone humiliated me that way in her presence."I am so scared," Enzo says, not too loud and I chuckle."You should come with me!" The guy orders Matt."Don't you fucking touch me, I can find my way out." He shouts at him. "I am Matthew fucking Bryant and no one messes with a Bryant....." His voice drifts away and I heave a sigh of relief."So a Bryant is allowed to mess with anyone but not the other way round?"
Last Updated: 2020-11-08
Chapter: CHAPTER 8He doesn't have the decency to ask if he can come inside. He just walks past me like he owns the entire place, leaving me at the doorstep.I feel the adrenaline surging through me and I am literally shaking with rage.My fists clenching and unclenching, so ready to punch something. My nostrils are flaring, my breaths rapid and my jaw is so set.I am trying really hard to bridle my temper right now and believe me, it is taking every ounce of myself control.I just want to pounce on his neck and choke the life out of him. I am so fucking tempted and I am afraid if I turn to look at him I won't have it in me to stop.Where in hell did he get the audacity to show up in my hotel room even after the pain that he has caused me?Not that it would have changed anything, but he should have at least given me time to heal.The wound is still fresh and so
Last Updated: 2020-11-08
Chapter: CHAPTER 7My left arm goes automatically around Enzo the minute he lies on the bed besides me and he sucks in a deep breath.My hand move on its own accord, fingertips brushing along the contours and the ridges of his well sculpted chest, and I can feel the vibrant power emanating from the muscles beneath it.I pause my movement for a second to feel the throb of his heart and it's beating furiously, in an insane speed.I slowly run my fingers down to his abbs and when I try to get into his pants he quickly holds my hand captive with a single hand and he brings it to rest on his chest.I try to pry from his tight grip but I end up wincing in pain.Dude is strong as fuck.I give up and I decide to use my tongue instead, he will give in eventually.He has to.I mean, no man can resist those wet neck licks from a woman unless..
Last Updated: 2020-11-08
Chapter: CHAPTER 6It is not yet 8:00 pm but the place is almost packed.A few people are on the dance floor dancing to Camp Mulla's 'Party Don't Stop' but the majority are on the tables busy enjoying their drinks.There are a few empty tables but Enzo takes me straight to the bar and he pulls a barstool for me like the gentleman that he is.He proceeds to sit next to me and I roam my eyes around as he summons the barmaid."What is your favorite drink?" He asks, placing his car key and his phone on the counter.I don't even waste a beat. "Henny."I fucking love Hennessey!Matt introduced me to Henny on our very first date and I swear it was love at first shot.It was love at first sight for Matt too.I think I will have a hard time forgetting that motherfucker. I can't even have my favorite drink without
Last Updated: 2020-11-08
Chapter: CHAPTER 5"I should go take a shower." I say, a nervous smile forming on my lips and Enzo steps back without saying a single word.I hold my loosely strapped gown up, lest it falls as I walk to the bedroom and I swear I can feel Enzo's eyes drilling small holes on my back.I release a breath that I wasn't aware I was holding when I step in the room, closing the door behind me and I let my gown fall carelessly around my feet.I am in a white backless corset and a pink lacey garter belt lingerie that I had worn under my wedding dress.Ooh, and I am still in my six inches pair of heels.I did put on so much effort to look sexy for Matt but it was all for naughts.I just wasted my precious time to please an asshole that doesn't even deserve it.Have been having fantasies about this particular day for a very long time and I even anticipate
Last Updated: 2020-11-08
SCARRED
"What the fuck happened to your neck, Bella?" He asks, tracing the ugly scar on my skin and his other hand holds both of mine tightly in place when I attempt to cover my neck.
He shifts his eyes from my neck to my face and he raises his eyebrows at me for answers.
"I asked you a question, Bella, what the hell happened to your neck!" He demands.
"It is just an ugly scar-"
"Bella," he tips my chin up and our eyes lock. "No part of your body is ugly," if that is supposed to make me feel better...it doesn't work.
The scar on my neck is ugly, yet it's nothing compared to the one in my heart.
It is the ugliest.
I am scarred for life.
***
Belle went through something traumatic when she was little, and she has a scar that keeps reminding her of every single thing that happened.
She was diagnosed with Intermittent Explosive Disorder and Bipolar Disorder, and she has been homeschooled her entire life.
But now her therapist wants her to enroll in a normal university.
She is supposed to make friends, fall in love and live like a normal teenage girl, yet nothing about her life is normal.
She will make friends and she will fall deeply in love, but what happens when the only person that was supposed to save you from yourself ends up betraying you?
Scarred is not your typical romance.
Read
Chapter: CHAPTER 2"Hey stop it," someone hisses at the back and the guy that am busy strangling tries to push me off him.He is quite strong and I bet it is taking every ounce of his self-control not to hit me.Quite a gentleman, huh?He should have known better than to snatch my book."I don't hit girls but don't you fucking push me." He barks at me and I sneer.I would want to see him try.He is starting to gasp for air and some students are busy shouting at me to stop while some are busy cheering me on, I bet they love a good scene."You letting a girl humiliate you?" Some boy shouts, and I groan."This is serious guys, someone stop that bitch!"How dare she calls me a bitch? Instead of walking over to her, I let out all my anger on my prey."What is she, a fucking vampire?"
Last Updated: 2020-11-12
Chapter: CHAPTER 1"It is for your own good, Belle," Dad tells me and I give him a dry forced laugh.We are in the family room and they have been trying to put some sense into me. We have been talking about this...or rather they have been talking about this for almost three hours.They seem pretty convinced that I will improve but I know perfectly well that it won't do me any good. I just hope things won't get worse than they already are. They made the decision already and they didn't include me, they practically forced me to accept.They enrolled me at States University last week and I will be starting my classes tomorrow. I don't know how this will end but a part of me is willing to take the risk. If I want to have a social life I got to learn how to relate with people. But I am partly pessimistic about the whole going to State University thing...What if I end up hurting someone? I almost killed Jenny five years ago. Wh
Last Updated: 2020-11-11
Chapter: PROLOGUEI walk down the spiral staircase to the living room and I find my mother there, waiting for me patiently."Belle, are you ready?" She asks me and I cast her the 'what do you think?' look.I am very agitated right now.I am seventeen for fucks sake! She shouldn't be driving me to the hospital, it pisses the hell out of me."Did you carry your phone?"I roll my eyes.This will be one hell of a boring ride, her constant questions always get to my nerves. I wish dad and Elsa were here to take me, at least, I can stand them.But it would be much better if they let me drive. I have my own car, though they never let me drive.I am not an excellent
Last Updated: 2020-11-08
SCARRED
“What the fuck happened to your neck, Bella?" He asks, tracing the ugly scar on my skin and his other hand holds both of mine tightly in place when I attempt to cover my neck.
He shifts his eyes from my neck to my face and he raises his eyebrows at me for answers.
“I asked you a question, Bella, what the hell happened to your neck!" He demands.
“It is just an ugly scar-"
"Bella," he tips my chin up and our eyes lock. “No part of your body is ugly," if that is supposed to make me feel better...it doesn't work.
The scar on my neck is hella ugly, yet it's nothing compared to the one in my heart.
It is the ugliest.
I am scarred for life.
***
Belle went through something traumatic when she was little, and she has a scar that keeps reminding her of every single thing that happened.
She was diagnosed with Intermittent Explosive Disorder and Bipolar Disorder, and she has been homeschooled her entire life.
But now, her therapist wants her to enroll in a normal university.
She is supposed to make friends, fall in love and live like a normal teenage girl, yet nothing about her life is normal.
She will make friends and she will fall deeply in love, but what happens when the only person that was supposed to save you from yourself ends up betraying you?
Scarred is not your typical romance.
Read
Chapter: CHAPTER 10"I am fucking glad that you didn't break a bone, Belle," Jake tells me after examining the bruises on my arms and legs keenly. He is acting like I am the one on the hospital bed with a broken limb right now and I can feel Lucas eyes on us."We can't say that about you, I can't help but feel responsible."He broke his right arm and his nose is swollen, I can only thank God that he didn't crack his forehead.I expected him to blame everything on me but he has spent the last ten minutes convincing me that nothing was my fault. "I am to blame if anything," he told me these five minutes ago but it wasn't convincing enough."I should be feeling responsible too but I know it was an accident, I can't blame you for that." He tells me placing his hand on mine in assurance."Can't believe you are still shifting blames, you two should be glad that you are still alive," Lucas tells us rolling e
Last Updated: 2020-10-16
Chapter: CHAPTER 9When I open my eyes two doctors are on either side of me running some tests.For a moment I think I am in a hospital until I hear the bawling sound of an ambulance and I suddenly recall that I was involved in a car accident and I am probably in an ambulance on our way to the hospital. My head is spinning as the scenes play in my mind, a sharp pain passes through my head for a second and I whine painfully.“Hey take it slow, don’t think about anything?” One of the doctors instructs and I shut my eyes for a second as if that’s supposed to help me relax. I feel every part of my body aching not to mention the soreness I am feeling on my arms and thighs.Jake.I was in his car. The last scene of him hitting his head on the steering wheel crawls in my mind and I close my eyes tightly trying to get it out of my mind.“Jake,” I call his name weakly and the other doctor gives me a faint smi
Last Updated: 2020-10-05
Chapter: CHAPTER 8“So? Where are you taking me?” I ask as we walk out of the gym.Lucas is long gone by the time we step out and yet I didn’t take time in the washroom, despite, the crap Jake told me about looking beautiful in smudged make up I still insisted on going to the washroom and he insisted on waiting for me.“I have no idea but you will love it,” he tells with a nervous grin tugging on his lips.“You have no idea? Come on tell me.” I prod him, I want to know where he is taking me so that I can text my sister.I still can’t believe that he is the same dude I was choking to death yesterday and here we are, having a normal chat like nothing happened, what have Lucas done to my old self, I feel different.I don’t even remember the last time I smiled genuinely to a person who wasn’t Elsa and here I am laughing and smiling with Jake, the guy I declared enmity with yesterday. He is a nice gu
Last Updated: 2020-10-05
Chapter: CHAPTER 7"It was not your fault."I have lost counts of the number of times that Belle has told me this in the past one hour."Nothing was your fault, Belle," that's the very first time he has called me by my real name.He looks at me his eyes searching deep inside me and I don't say anything to him, it is his time to talk now."The self blame and the self hate that you foster inside your heart will raze you," he moves closer to me."You will never be at peace with people if you ain't at peace with yourself, Belle. For the umpteenth time today, whatever happened was not your fault."I don't know how he made me open up. He engaged me into narrating every bit of the story to him and afterwards he let me cry all the anger out without badgering me or trying to touch me until I calmed down.He is still squatting in front of me some i
Last Updated: 2020-10-05
Chapter: CHAPTER 6“Hey, Belle,” I snob him and he turns to Marya. “I want to sit next to her.” He tells her probably expecting her to just vacate. I still don’t understand why it is taking him this long to understand that I want nothing to do with him. “She doesn’t want to sit next to you,” Marya reminds him.“She can speak for herself,” she looks at me torn in between wanting to please her friend or me.Wait, she is not doing this for me she is doing it for Elsa. She cocks her right eyebrow at me as if asking for my approval but I just stare at her, she is mature enough to make the right choice, plus I hate people who always want to please everyone. She glances at me one more time before sighing in defeat.“Fine, I will just seat next to Lucas.”Told you, he was trying to please us when deep down she wanted to seat next to Lucas. She vacates and Jak
Last Updated: 2020-10-05
Chapter: CHAPTER 5“Let go of my hand!” I order him again clenching my teeth tighter and one glimpse on him tells me that he is not ready to let go. I let my eyes linger on his darker gray eyes for a transient second and then I look away.“You are very intriguing, Bella. You make me want to know you more,” he eyes me with his impassive eyes, his face void of emotions and that makes it hard to tell what is on his mind. He looks mysterious yet hella attractive something I so hate. I guess we somehow share some characters. The impassiveness, shutting people out and ignoring people's presence.I am super irritated but I can’t even fight him because apparently he is stronger than me, way too stronger than me and he is taking advantage of that to torture me mentally, emotionally and physically something I don’t appreciate. If he won’t let go of me in the next two minutes I will lose it and only God knows wha
Last Updated: 2020-10-05
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