CHAPTER 18

"Guys"I called to them at the basketball court, knowing where i thought they'd be.they stopped playing,Samuel and Tony came hugging me like I'm their mum

"Woah"I was surprised

"You're okay cutie"tony said still hugging me,did Jax tell then what happened?

"Hey!guys,excuse yourself from her,my hug is specal"Zayn said bossyly as he came hugging me like I'm his teady bear

"I'm glad you're fine,Jax told us what happened"he said as he pulled away,

I'm happy you are okay Phoebe"Emmanuel said smiling

"Thanks"I smiled too

I looked at Jax,he wasn't that smiling,just normal,he came up

"Yeah,we leaving,she has given enough attention"Jax said as he held my hand 

"We'll meet you guys in class"Zayn said as we walked away,then he gently released my hands,I didn't like it

"You didn't call"I was as we walked

"Yes,I was upset with you"he said, upset?

"Why?"I asked

"You didn't tell your dad about me,don't I mean a lot to you?"he asked,yeah yeah,dad asked earlier this morning why I didn't tell him about Jax as well,mehn,I just apologized

"Of course babe,you do mean alot to me,hm, I'm sorry okay"I apologized,he sighed deeply

"It's fine,I love you"he said smling and hugged me

"I love you more"I said

"I missed seeing your beautiful and cute face"he said hugging me tightly,I smiled.Lucy Came Up

"Yeah,I thought you'd be here"she said smiling,we were in the middle of the hall, people started to divert attention towards us,I didn't know what she was up to,the crowd was increasing,now I was the center of attention

"After all investigation and doubt,who would see you and know"she smirked, I was scared,I hope it wasn't what I was thinking, I held Jax hand

"Jax,let's go please, she doesn't know what she's saying"I said wanting to leave there

"No"he refused,I was getting scared and emotional,she was gonna reveal it

"Jax,let's go"I pleaded,he didn't answer

"We all know in this school, what we all hate,and what we like, right?I hate walking with low-lives,who doesn't anyway"she said and laughed,the crowd kept increasing

"Have waited for this day for so long,a pretty girl,huh?,see her guys"she said,I mates laughed

"She's scared,she's trapped already,she's scared her friends would leave her,she's scared Zayn will hate her, she's scared Jax will hurt her already broken heart"she laughed,tears flowed really freely

"No"I said underneath my voice

"Well,why don't we all watch this"she said as she projected a video of me in CD, having attack,jeez,I was being followed

"And this"she played another one,that was when I was on the phone with Jax that day, I was hearing all sort of nasty and unfavorable comments from the court

"Such a miserable weak pathetic life you have there Phoebe"she laughed,I was so hurt and pained as I cried bitteredly

"Why aren't you saying anything Jax? nigga your girlfriend is an asthmatic patient!"she yelled out throwing my inhaler and pills to the floor, I wonder where she got that from,the crowd raised their murmurs.

"No,no,no"I said underneath my voice

"I Know"he said and the silent suddenly appeared, I was shocked,I looked at him surprisely

"Whaai?"Lucy said surprisely

"What The Fuck!?"that was Zayn,oh no,he walked out from the crowd with rage, I didn't know when I started running,I didn't know where I was running to,I just wanted to be out of there

"Phoebe!,Phoebe"it was zayn's voice,he followed me,I didn't stop,he was running,he was already close 

"Fucking wait, Phoebe!"he said as he caught up with me, stopping me from running any further

"Is that true?"he asked,my silence definitely a "yes" answer

"Fuck!,why didn't you tell me Phoebe!why!for 3 good years,Phoebe,you kept it to yourself without telling me,what's best friend for then,all this time,I kept asking,why don't you do this,why don't you do that!all you said is nothing"he yelled so high, I was scared

"I'm sorry Zayn, I'm really sorry"I apologized as I cried too

"So Jax knew all this well,eh? you told him and you couldn't afford to tell me,your best friend,was it because of what I said that day concerning how I feel about asthmatic patients??you know I wouldn't do that to you,you fucking know that!"he yelled

"no Zayn, I didn't tell Jax,I didn't know how he found out"I said loosing my voice

"You did,stop fucking lie to me,don't deny it!you did tell him

"Zayn please,I didn't tell him anything"I tried to convince him

"Don't fucking mention my name"he yelled

"She didn't tell me"Jax came up,he was angry too

"Oh really,you think I'm gonna believe that?,if you're gonna support her and lie, definitely not on this issue"Zayn said

"She didn't tell me!"Jax yelled

"Don't you dare yell at me, because she told you and you refuse to tell me,you know how important she is to you,just as she is to me,you were just being selfish, wanting to protect her all alone,she's my Best friend,you know that!"he yelled

"I love her and I respect her privacy so much that's why I didn't let you know,she didn't even know that I knew,I didn't let her know that I knew!.If you don't know anything,then you better shut your fucking guts off"Jax yelled back

"Guys"I said in between my cry

"And I'm not selfish"Jax said and walked out

"You deal with it yourself!"Zayn said and left me too,I cried with pains in me.it was all over.Exactly what I was avoiding actually came up.it was just me now.

JAX'S POV

As soon as Zayn ran after Phoebe, I lost my temper,dragged out lucy from the crowd, taking her to a perfect corner where I could deal with her.Before she could utter a word,I hired her two slaps on her face.

" the fuck"she was surprised

"What the fuck!did you think you did right there!"I yelled

"Revealed the truth"she managed to talk,she's such a fool,had the guts to insult Phoebe at my presence,the guts!

"What fucking truth,what's the big deal?isn't she human too?!why the fuck are you hating on her and discriminating,are you cursed!!,if you weren't my twin and unfortunately a girl,I would have treat your fuck up like you deserve"I was badly angry

"she's such..."she wanted to talk,I cut her in

"If I keep listening to you, I'd kill you with my bare hands"I said and walked out looking for Zayn and Phoebe, seeing them increased my rage.

Zayn was being not understanding and childish.i was crazily mad,he fuckingly was yelling at her like she was a child and like it was gonna solve issues.why would he even think Phoebe told me she was asthmatic.Of course she was important to me has she is to zayn but Zayn needed to understand what respect means.i knew Phoebe didn't want anyone knowing, especially Zayn.she was afraid he'd do something nasty, especially when he doesn't like to relate with asthmatic patients.

I know Zayn,when he gets crazy, everybody needs to get crazy with him as well because he will get on people's nerves, transferring aggression.

Tsk,Him Calling me selfish???tch,he has no idea, I'm way, infact not even close being that.

I got so mad at Zayn,same at Phoebe,even at myself.i didn't like the way Zayn yelled at her,he was making her look as if she was at fault,of course I was mad at her too but she wasn't fucking at fault.

I love Phoebe so much,I didn't like what lucy did to her.I know she doesn't want me to know but,it's all spread out now,I didn't like her expression,she was gonna cry her eyes out,I know that for sure,words alone could hurt her and that's more reason why I was always careful of my talks whenever I get mad at her.

    After all my lectures, in which I didn't understand a pin,I went to the cafeteria, meeting Zayn, Emmanuel and Samuel there,I was still upset.i sat down,Zayn scoffed,I ignored it,Tony came up

"Guys Phoebe left her bag"Tony said holding it then had his seat,she must have gone home then

"I think I saw her outside crying"Samuel said

"Fuck"I said underneath my voice

"I'd go give it to her"tony said as he stood up

"Sit down",Zayn commanded,he wanted to,then I stopped him

"Go"I said,tiny was still the youngest among us and very respectful, although playful.when it comes to serious business and academic, I think he seems different.

"Sit down tony"Zayn said angrily

"Let him go Zayn"I said

"I wasn't talking to your ass"he hissed, I was holding up to my anger, avoiding not to flare up

"Guys"tony said confusely

"I'll go"Emmanuel stood up and collected the bag from him

"And none of you is fucking telling me what to do"he said kind of upset,we didn't say anything

"Sit down tony, I'll be back now"he said and left

"Guys,free yourselves"Samuel said,we didn't respond,after some time, Emmanuel came back without the bag

"She was about going home,when I saw her,I gave the bag to her,she thanked me and then left"Emmanuel said having his seat

"Everyone is talking about Phoebe so badly"Samuel said

"Guys,let's to her,she needs us more"tony said

"Shut your guys off tony,if you ain't got no shit to say"Zayn said

"You shut it off Zayn"I said

"Would you learn to mind your business?"Zayn fired back

"You guys are overreacting and being childish"Emmanuel said,only Zayn is being childish

"We all know Phoebe is asthmatic now,but Zayn you're getting mad at her because she didn't tell you,you do immature"Emmanuel continued

"Why did she tell Jax and didn't tell me, I'm her best friend"Zayn said

"She didn't tell me,I found out myself"I said

"Then why didn't you tell me"he asked

"Relax,he didn't tell any of us, we're Phoebe friends as well"Samuel said

"She didn't want that,if she did, she would have let us all know at once"I said calmly

"Bullshit!"Zayn hissed,I rolled my eyes

Z

"Fighting is not the next thing,Zayn you're mad at Phoebe also at jax,you should get over it"Samuel said

"And Zayn talk to Phoebe"tony said 

"No way"he frowned

"Then for fucking sake,why is she your best friend when this is the time she needs you"Emmanuel said feeling annoyed

"This is one of the reasons why she didn't want us to know, especially you,she knew you'd react like this and break the friendship"I said folding my arms

"I would never do that"he snapped.i hissed.i'd love to talk to Phoebe,but I don't think I could face her when I see her,it's not that I don't wanna talk to her, I will love to

"Is the boyfriend even ready to talk to her?"Zayn asked

"I'm not sure"I said

"Jeez"Tony said

"And you Samuel, Emmanuel, tony"Zayn asked, they didn't answer

"Anyways, it's not a problem if you guys don't talk but as for me,if I'm not talking to her,then no one is"Zayn said, zayn's really childish

"What?,you're not in control here,you don't own our mouth"tony said 

"Well,since you guys refuse to answer"he said

"We never said we wouldn't talk to her"Samuel said

"Good,do whatever you wish,if I want to talk to her, I will,and if I don't, I wouldn't,right now, I'm still mad at her"Zayn scoffed,I looked at tony, frowning

"Y'all so annoying"he said and walked out

"Everyone seems pissed off"Emmanuel said

"I'm not"Zayn folded her arms

"Hm,did Kay say anything?"I asked

"It wasn't Kay,it was Clark"Emmanuel said

"What the actual fuck!Clark??!!"he raised his voice, damn,I felt that sting of jealous,it hit me so badly,I was getting upset

"Hm,he touched her?"i asked,he nodded yes

"And you couldn't fucking do or say anything?"Zayn asked

"What'd you expect me to do,stop her from going in?when we obviously aren't talking to her?"Emmanuel said

"I'm going home"I said as I stood up and walked out,I was hurt, really hurt and jealous,I couldn't help it.

As I got home,I just laid on my bed,locked the door, holding on to my fist, avoiding to break things.