I'm Just Too Weak, Too Ugly, And Broken

Freak - Sub Urban

"Hey." I greeted Leroy as I sat beside him. The teacher wasn't in class yet and the class was rowdy.

"You look like shit. Have you been sleeping Po?" Leroy asked and I blinked. I knew I looked horrible. The big red bags under my eyes were so visible and it didn't help to soften my look with the burn mark under my eye.

"I know." I replied and watched as he did my assignment.

"How's it been?" He asked.

"Awful. I failed a match yesterday." I told him and he pouted at me. Just then, Finneas walked into the class and got half of the girls' attention.

"Talk about being popular." I muttered and my eyes widened when he made his way towards me.

"What does he want?" Leroy asked and I panicked as all eyes were on me, shocked. I wouldn't blame them. Who on earth, as hot as he is, would want to be seen in public with me?

"Hey pretty," he said and my jaw dropped. Lies. He sat close to me, twirling his pen.

"Hi." I greeted and he gave me a mind blowing smile.

"I was wondering if we could hang out at the abandoned park after school," he offered and my heart hammered against my chest. Why would he want us to hang out together at that place?

"Only if Roy can tag along." I told him and he stared at Leroy who waved at him.

"Sure," he shrugged and just in time, the teacher came in, Elise behind him in a huge smile.

"Morning class." Mr. Daniel greeted and got back a few bored greetings. I tuned every other distractions, well mostly the black haired bitch that was flirting with Finn and Leroy using his inhaler every time.

"Where are you off to?" Leroy asked as I turned towards the hallway leading to the school bathroom

"I need to go." I told him looking down. My face was itching badly and I needed to see how bad it was.

"The itch?" He asked and I turned my head away.

"Hey it's okay. I'll keep your lunch," he said and I nodded and ran to the school bathroom. I got in and faced the wide mirror at the back of three sinks.

I stared at the dry burn mark and cringed. It had gotten really dry and too brown. The scar was really visible and my pale face didn't do the view any good. I took out my burn mark cream and rubbed it on my mark gently. Why do I have to pass through this every time.

"No matter how much you try, you won't be anywhere close to being pretty." Elise's voice made me jump and I glanced at her wearily through the mirror. She stood behind me, her arms crossed and four of her friends were beside me, trying to look intimidating.

"What do you want Elise?" I asked in a bored tone and and yelped when my cream was snatched from my hand.

"Well well well. What do we have here?" She asked in her million dollar evil smile as she stared at my cream. I tried to snatch it back but groaned when my arms got twisted to the back.

"Let go off me." I tried to get free but their grip on me was strong. "Give it back Elise. I'm not in the mood for your foolish talks." I told her and she fake gasped.

"Ha ha. You're so funny Po. I wonder if my words are foolish or true. You're ugly Po. You can never be as beautiful as we girls. You were the worst mistake your adoptive parents made. No wonder she passed away, she couldn't bear to keep up with you forever," she taunted in my face and my chest heaved as tears threatened to fall from my eyes.

"Fuck off." I muttered.

"Aww is the ugly freak gonna cry?" She asked in a puppy face and her friends laughed. No. I wouldn't cry, not in front of her. She opened the door of the toilet facing us and got in, hanging my cream above the toilet.

"No! Elise please don't. I need it!" I yelled in the verge of tears. I was such a loser.

"You want it, come and get it ugly freak," she taunted and they pushed me forward. I stumbled towards her but she dropped it into the toilet.

"Bloody hell Elise!" I yelled and she flushed it immediately. I gritted my teeth and punched her in the face. I got pulled by her friends and they held me tight as she threw weak punches to my stomach,

Burn her! Burn!

Voices of burn yelled in my head but I ignored them and stared into her eyes as she punched me and hit me. For once, I saw the fear in her eyes when I didn't flinch but then she smirked and punched me in the eye, the eye that held my burn mark. I screamed profanities in pain and tears ran down my face freely.

"Fuck you Elise." I cried and held my eye as I was thrown to the floor. I hate her so much. I hate the fact that I want to burn her so bad and watch her rot in flames but I knew I would be dead meat if that happened. She was the daughter of the Lord Provost and I wasn't gonna spend my years of lifetime in juve.

"This would teach you a lesson to stay the hell away from Finneas. I wonder what he sees in you anyway," she said and before I could turn, a bucket of water was poured on me. I coughed and spat out the water in my mouth. The water stinked so bad. I hissed as the bucket was thrown on me.

"Ugly," she kicked me with her heels and left.

"Ugly," her first friend kicked me.

"Motherless," the second kicked me.

"Abandoned," the third one kicked me in the head.

"Freak," the last one kicked me in the middle of my back and I shut my eyes as tears flowed down to the tiles floor.

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