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Seeing The Freaking Coolness Through The Pain
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2020-08-21 21:38:53Alamo - Alec Benjamin
I stood up a couple of hours after I heard the school ending bell and picked my bag. The tears had dried and now, I didn't care about my smell or whatever I will face when I get out of this bathroom. I just wanted to go home and sleep. My hair was wet and sticking to my face. So were my clothes. I tucked my wet hair behind my ears and exhaled loudly before opening the door of the bathroom. My head faced the ground as I walked in the middle of the hallway.
"Ew she stinks," a girl laughed and I chuckled softly. What was I doing? I needed to show them that no matter what they did, they couldn't break me.
I raised my chin up high and plastered a smirk on my face. So what if I'm ugly? What if I'm abandoned and a freak? I'm still super awesome. I can light up in flames, I can shoot out lava from my hands and I can also make people burn in my head my head. So freaking cool. The voices around me had died down into confused whispers and my smirk increased.
My smile continued and just as I was about to leave the huge glass door and make my down and out of the school, a leg tripped me and I found myself tumbling down the stairs. My head came in contact with the floor and I groaned.
"You can never be better Po. You're still ugly and useless to us." Elise's voice rang in my head and I gritted my teeth in tears.
A hand beside my face startled me and I risked the pain in my head and looked up to see Finneas with an expression I knew nothing of.
"Here take my hand," he said and I shook my head not trusting him. For all I know, he is the reason Elise is treating me this way. I screamed lightly when he pulled me up forcefully by my arms and he turned to face Elise.
"You're fucking stupid and should be ashamed of yourself," he spat in her face and her face fell innocently. Was it an act? Or was she a full psycho.
"Finneas I-"
"I thought you were a nice person and maybe smart and mature!" He yelled. Students around had gathered to witness a whole new sort of drama. I could see the janitors and securities staring our way too.
"Don't you see it Finneas? She's trying to steal you from me!" She yelled back and his fingers tightened on my arm. I wonder what had transpired between them in the short period of time he's spent in this school. Somehow the thought of them being a thing made me sad.
"What we had was sex! Elise just sex!" I gasped and so did everyone. For fuck's sake he was new here. Not only was she a snobby rich brat but a huge slut. "I told you the moment I resumed here that I wasn't in for a relationship and you fucking agreed. If you're so desperate for a fuck buddy then sorry to bust your bubble Elise because that shit is over!" He yelled and the last thing my eyes caught were the shameful tears dripping from her eyes as he pulled me out of the school.
He kept on pulling me till we stopped in front of a parked jeep. He pulled off his hoodie and tossed it to me.
"Here, you must be freezing," he said still in a bad mood and I opened my mouth to tell him I wasn't but shut it quickly. Maybe telling him my body was actually producing heat wasn't a good idea. I put on the hoodie and watched as he shivered a little.
"Thanks, I'll dry wash it and return it tomorrow." I told him and he nodded. I leaned against the jeep and held my smile. I liked myself in his hoodie. It was warm, big and had his scent all over it.
"Is that what you pass through every time?" He asked after a moment of silence and I sighed.
"No. This was the first time she did this. She only called me names." I shrugged, avoiding his gaze. I cleared my throat
"So... What about the park? Crap! Did you see Leroy?" I asked. I had totally forgotten about him.
"Yep, we both waited for you but his mom picked him," he explained and I nodded.
"I'm still up for the park." I told and he chuckled. My heart skipped a bit at his gorgeousness.
"How about we get ice cream and I'll walk you home. You need to rest for your match tonight. It's really important," he said and I narrowed my eyes at him.
"How is it important?" I asked and he smirked.
"You'll find out tonight. We're picking you up for your match. We have a mission tonight," he said and I groaned.
"C'mon," he laughed and pulled me off the jeep. He wrapped his arm around me and I pulled off quickly.
"I reek of toilet water." I told him and he rolled his eyes.
"I don't care what you smell like. You're my friend," he said and my heart broke at his words. But still, I gave him a fake smile and allowed him to wrap his arm around me. This was an opportunity to get close to him and maybe keep him warm for sacrificing his only source of heat. Somehow, the thought of him being a caring gentleman made me want to press myself into him and give him all the warmness he deserved but for the sake of sanity, I withheld myself and busied my mind, wondering how tonight would go.
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