Be with you

I'm not perfect but I try my best to be one. I'm strong enough to get the attention of the other but deep inside I'm weak, i don't want to felt like alone and felt like I'm not ka mahal mahal.Sometimes i question my parent's why did them do that, because of them i experience insulting.I'm child that time but i feel like I'm adult, nakaatang na sa akin ang lahat i don't know how to do that things, the adults things.I try my best to understand the situation that time, but it's not easy. Hanggang ngayon litong lito parin ako. Why my beloved mother do that thing to my father? What is happening to my family? My mother is murderer, yung ama ko may kabit. I'm just a little kid and i don't have anyone, my relatives are not showing up. Masyado silang na hihiya sa ng yayari sa pamilya ko, and i don't care about that. Relatives? Is like a joke to me, I don't w

After that incident, yung bunganga time, hindi na ako nag tulog sa aking klase. "Ah," Rinig kong ungol ng kung saan.Omg! What is that? O'cmon Ria don't feel like innocent."Ah! hard," I want to see who is the person behind that ungol. What if I see the dragon which is the penis of the boy and the bukana. Hmm! I think good idea if I see that. I look around and no one else can see me if I silip-silip. Good timing Ria, chismis is waving, so grab the opportunity."Ah! Hard baby," Wow baby, sana all baby. Dahan-dahan akong lumapit sa pinto ng janitor room. Gosh! Ria I think it's wrong but I want to see the dragon. Sumilip ako sa maliit na space sa may pinto. Nakita ko si John and Francine, oh so sila yung na ungol. Naka talikod so Francine at nasa likod naman niya si John."Ah! Baby," Gusto kong tumawa dahil sinasabunu

“Ken is not my boyfriend so leave that issue.” Umayos ako ng upo. Nakita ko naman ang pag iwas nito sa pag titig ko sa kaniya. Nag seatbelt na ako ng paandarin niya ang kotse niya. Saan nga ba kame pupunta? Bakit ako sumunod sa kaniya? Bakit ako nandito ngayon? Papihim ko na lang na kinatukan ang aking ulo. “Where are you going after you left us on the canteen?” agad na tanong ko sa kaniya. Pinag balik-balik ko ang tingin sa kaniya at sa suot niya.“Sa office,” simpleng sagot lang nito. Tumaas ang aking kilay dahil doon. Sa office? Tapos ganiyan na ka lukot damit niya ano yun may gera ba sa office? At ano naman pake ko diba? Bakit ba ako nag kakaganito? “Ahh, Wala kang mission ngayon?” Pag iiba ko ng topic, ayaw ko maisip niya na may gusto ako sa kaniya kahit wala naman. “Tomorrow, Pupunta kameng Zambalez, Why you ask?” Hindi agad ako na ka sagot dahil na rin sa ka