Giggles and cuddles

Ryder pov-

My eyes slowly flutter open when I look up I see that my head is resting on Addy's stomach so I just cuddle in more and enjoy being with my girlfriend and loving her, truth is I'm very happy that I have her in my life and that she loves me and is happy to have me too. I look up at her beautiful sleeping face, her plump lips are slightly parted and her long golden hair that is spread out on the pillow that rests behind her head. I move up to where our faces are now inches apart and I brush some of her hair out of her face.

I'm not sure if it's natural instinct but she pulls herself closer to me and she rest her head on my neck, I smile down at this beautiful girl that means so much to me and I just have one thought running through my head.

' What if she would have never came back, what if she died '.

I wipe away a stray tear and I just play with her long hair and enjoy this moment of love between the two of us. I always knew that I had wanted to be with her when we were younger, I had always loved playing with her long golden hair and looking at the way it shines in the sun. I've always loved her since we were young. She's kinda like my own personal drug, I just can't get enough of her, her scent, her face, her laughter, her loving personality, I will never get enough of her and that's just the plain and simple point.

I just close my eyes and I hold her as she sleeps, I just nuzzle my face into her beautiful hair, that beautiful scent that runs through her whole body. Soon I feel that she is awake, she sits up to where my head is now back on the pillow but she still just runs her fingers through my hair, I nuzzle into her touch and I let out controlled breaths as she is looking at me with a loving smile. I don't have to have my eyes open to know that is the way she is looking at me. I've known her long enough to know all of her looks, how she is feeling, what her favorite things are and when she wants to spend her time with me.

I truly do love her and I know for a fact she feels the same way about me, I just feel so lucky to have gotten her back. Were all very lucky, I just knew that one day no matter what she was gonna come back to me.

I just knew it, and my wish came true.

I feel that she is brushing her fingers along my face, she used to do this when we were younger. But then she stops and she speaks, what comes out of her mouth makes me feel things I have always wanted to feel.

" Ryder, I know you can't hear me but I love you more than anything on this earth, I have always loved you since before a time I can even remember. Truth is I want to spend the rest of my life with you, I want to go to college with you, I want to get married, I want to have kids with you. Yes I know we have to finish high school first but it's what I want. I want to grow old with you and spend every single day with you, but also my family, I want to make memories that will last a lifetime and never go away. I want to forget my past and change everything around. I want to live a happy life and not let anything get in my way. I love you so much Ryder, you don't even know ".

I then feel her wiggle her way into my arms and she pulls me really close to her, she lays a soft kiss on my lips, a very long kiss at that too. She then lays her head in my neck and wraps her arms around me and we just lay here holding and loving each other.

What she had just said, that's one of the most beautiful things I have ever heard. By the way, that feeling I was feeling that I didn't ever think I would be feeling was true love, pure love. No lust just love and want and maybe a little bit of need thrown into that equation too. This is what true and perfect love looks like, this beautiful woman right here. I wrap my arms around her and I hear a small giggle come out of her mouth. Yep this is the girl I fell in love with.

My giggly, happy, beautiful, amazing, caring, needy, loving, scary, upbeat, crazy. . . Addilyn.

I feel Addy wiggle out of my grip, next thing I know I'm hit across the face with a pillow. I open my eyes and see Addilyn standing on her knees on the bed, ready to hit me again.

" Addilyn Miller no, don't you dare. I swear t-- ".

Before I can even finish my sentence I'm hit across the face with a pillow at full force, she giggles as she is about to swing the pillow. I grab it and smack her with it. She has a very surprised look, she sits on her knees on the bed now and looks at me, she pretty much jumps on me, she is now on me and giggling, she looks at me with an innocent smile. I then lean up and I kiss her a few times, but when I'm done I lean up and I kiss the tip of her nose, this makes her giggle even more than before. Her giggles bounce off the wall and fill the room.

I just smile up at her as she breaks into fits of giggles and smiles down at me.

I sit up and push her onto her back that is now flatly pressed to the mattress, I kiss her neck a few times, then I leave one final lingering kiss on her lips.