I'm here for y*u

*One Month later

Axel pov-

We're all lying in the living room and just messing around and watching Tv, Addy and Anders are one the floor. Mom walks into the room and looks at us.

" Mom I'm hungry! "

Alex all of the sudden screams this out, I hear addy giggle on the ground.

" Let me guess you guys wanna order pizza? "

We all nod our heads, I'm guessing she is gonna say yes.

" Fine, what do you guys want? "

" Mom can I Have banana peppers, bacon, black olives and mushrooms? "

" Ewww Addy, that's gross ".

She looks right at Anthony and then a smirk spreads across her face, she only ever has that smirk when she has a really good come back.

I can't wait to hear this one, I have a feeling this one is gonna be good.

" Anthony stop whining like a teenage girl that's my job dumbass ".

We all burst out laughing, he sinks into the couch and actually has his lip sticking out like a child when they pout. Even mom is laughing in the kitchen, that really was one of her best ones yet.

" Are you done pouting like a big baby, or do you need a nap anthony? "

Man they just keep getting better, Anthony has a smirk spread across his face. He takes the pillow from behind his head and tries to hit Addy with it. But before it even hits he she moves and hits Alex instead of her. Oh no I have a feeling this may end a different way then I thought.

As soon as the pillow hit Alex's face he turned to us. He picks up a pillow and then hit's Addy with it. Moments later were all in a full on pillow fight. We're all laughing and just having fun, Addy is now hitting me with a pillow. Moments later we hear the doorbell ring, Alex tries to go to the door but Addy hits him full on in the face.

Dad goes to the door and pays, then he carries 7 boxes of pizza in the house, we all get up and when we run we're all slipping on the linoleum because we all have socks on, Addy pushes Anthony into one of the couches. And she laughs and gets to the table first, mom smacks Alex in the back of the head as he is about to hit me in the head with a pillow. Addy full on rolls her eyes at us being stupid.

Why is she the one acting innocent? She's the one who started the pillow fight.

We all start to eat pizza and watch a movie, I grab a piece of Addy's pizza just to say what it's like. When I take a bite my eyes widen, she was right this tastes like heaven, this is so fuciking good, how have I never tried this shit before. When I look up I see that addy is looking at me with a death stare, it looks like she is going to fucking kill my ass.

Addilyn pov-

Once again I'm sitting in my room just thinking about my life and every single thing that I have been through, I hear a knock on my door. When I look up I see that it's just mom.

She comes in and sits on my bed while I'm in my window seat, she gives me a light smile.

" What's up mom? "

" Nothing much I just wanted to let you know that we have to head to an appointment in about 3 days okay ".

I just give her a smile and a nod and she leaves my room, Ryder then walks in.

He leans down and kisses me for a moment, I smile up at him and we just decide to sit and talk for a while. Bandit jumps into my bed, laying his head in my lap, I roll my eyes at this crazy and continue the conversation I'm having with Ryder at the moment.

It's kinda hard to talk about some things when you have 5 protective brother's they can get really annoying.

" Hold on for one second, I have to go and deal with these idiots ".

He nods his head and gives me a smile, I go over to my door. The thing with my door is it opens either way, so I open the door really fast and I hear 2 grunts.

I then slip outside and stand over the two boys. Of course it's Anthony and Austin.

" Addy you're mean ".

I roll my eyes and then hit them both in the back of the head when they stand up. They both hold the back of their heads. When I'm angry it's not okay, they need to learn to leave me the fuck alone.

Before I can even speak, mom comes into the hallway, and she looks just as pissed as I do.

" you two need to leave Addilyn the hell alone, if she wants to be alone with a boy and do whatever she wants she can. Me and your father have both agreed to it, so get your asses down stairs and leave her and Ryder alone, you're lucky I don't beat your ass's.

But it looks like your sister already has, go now ".

But before they can leave mom smacks them both in the back of the head harder than I did, I giggle as they walk away.

" Why do they have to be such idiots mom? "

She looks at me and gives me a slight smile, then she begins to speak.

" Addilyn you can't forget, you're their baby sister and their only one at that. I know you love Ryder and he loves you, god knows you two were made for one another, but give the boys time, they just got you back, and I'm pretty sure they will never be ready to let you go, Adds, okay? "

I then sigh and this is making me angry but I do understand from their point of view.

" But mom I'm gonna be 16 in less then a week and they treat me like I'm a freaking toddler. If I want to kiss my boyfriend I should be able too, yes I love all the boys but Ryder is someone who means so much to me mom, and the thing is I don't even get a second alone with him mom ".

Mom nods her head agreeing with me and everything I had just said.

" Just go, you have 3 hours alone with him right now, you can do stuff but. . . just not all the way. I'm not saying you can't, and I would be fine with it, but I'm afraid that the boys may kill Ryder for it, okay. I love you. And all the boys but those two idiots are out. But I'm going shopping so I'm taking them with me. You and Rder have the house to yourselves, okay? "

I nod my head and she hugs me and I head back into my room.

I roll my eyes at my stupid brothers once again as I close my door, yes I do want to go all the way with Ryder but I'm just scared that my dumbass brothers will kill him.

I make my way back over to Ryder and I sit on the bed with him. He looks up at me with a loving smile.

He makes it to where he is now over me and I'm laying down with my head on the pillows. I move the loose strand of hair out of his face, he gives me another loving smile as he looks at me, when he looks at me I see that his pupils grow.

" So as it's your birthday next week, can I give you one of your present's early adds? "

I just give him a slight nod, his lips brush over mine and then he moves the extra inch and our lips now connect. I flip us over to where I'm now straddling him, my eyes widen as I look down at him, I feel our love grow more with every passing moment that goes by.

Our kisses get deeper by the moment, but they're not filled with lust, no. love is what fills in the kisses blanks, his eyes are full of the same love that flows through both of our body's, I rub my heat against his erection, he moans into my mouth as I do the same to him. This is a feeling I have never felt before, it's a feeling I never want to stop.

A smile spreads across my face as he rubs my bare hips under my shirt, goosebumps sprout over my sink as he touches me, he makes me feel good-- no wait, not good, amazing. Soon enough I felt myself released and I'm pretty sure that he just had to. I just lay back down on him and he strokes my hair as I have my face hidden in his neck.

Every couple of moments I will leave small kisses on his neck, I look down and see that I have given him a hickey. I hope he enjoys that.

" I love you Addilyn, when you had been taken away from me when we were ten, it destroyed my life and I became so depressed. The only thing I wanted back was you.

You had turned ten 2 weeks before you were taken, I cried myself to sleep most nights just wanting and needing you back in my life. I remember when I was 13 and it had only been 3 years since you were taken away from me, my mom had to put me into therapy because of how bad my mental health was getting. So I ended up going and that probably saved my life, I was so ready to end it and just give up. I'm so fricking thankful that I had Lola and you're brothers by my side, if I didn't have them I think I would be dead. I didn't tell you yet because I didn't think I was ready but, I was in a car crash when I was 14, my dad and I had been driving home after a long day.

We had been working out at one of my dad's friends' farms, and my dad had been really tired, his friend told him we should just stay the night, it was like 1 a.m. in the morning.

My dad took a wrong turn and we were hit by a truck, my dad took all of the impact but I had a broken collarbone, I broke my left leg, and my left arm. I had 7 broken ribs and so many cuts and bruises. I think I was pretty much black and blue when they got to me and found me. I was so scared when I saw that my father's neck was sliced open, some of the blood that covered my body wasn't even mine, it belonged to my dad.

They pulled me out and the last thing I remember was them picking me up and laying me on the stretcher ".

Tears stream down his face while I just look at him.

I pull his head into my lap and he just cries. He has his arms wrapped around my thigh, I single tear drips from my eyes, bit at the moment I need to be strong for him. He needs me right now, and that's exactly what i'll do, I'm gonna hold him and even if i'm attached by a string I will hold him up the best that I can. I run my fingers through his black locks of hair, his hair is something that he won't really let anyone touch but he has always let me play with it since we were babies. I mean our mom's and dad's grew up on the same street with each other, in this same town. He was born about 6 months before I was, he would always tease me when I was younger and I would do the same thing to him, but yet fate always knew we would end up together and that's what I had wanted since I was about 7 years old.

I look down and I notice that his breathing is now very calm and it's very hushed.

I lay down and he places his head on my chest, he snuggles into me.

I shoot my mom a quick text letting her know that Ryder will be spending the night and tell her about why he is, she says it's fine and she says she loves me and won't be home until late tonight.

I soon drift off to sleep with my lover in my arms.