LOGINIt made me sad but then maybe I was at fault yunno the clingy one and all that.'
I felt a tear drop from my eyes as I soon realized that I was silently crying
' What the hell is wrong with you cassie ? remember today , we just gonna think positively and wait patiently for Sam ...Okay?? ' my subconscious reprimanded me.I took a deep breath before raising up my head just in time to catch the sight a tall guy who took gentle and yet proud strides to a chair beside the window
My eyes followed his careful gaits, he walked like he was some model who the world revolved around. His gait drew so much attention to him that I couldn't help wondering what he was feeling like. soon enough, I found myself following his every movement. He drew his chair backwards before sitting down and occasionally typing on his phone, his side view was handsome and something about him made me feel tingles around me...
Stop it cassie you have a boyfriend!! My subconscious reprimanded me again as I snapped out of my thoughts with a sigh before taking a sip of my smoothie
" am so sorry Babe....I came late " Sam said quickly as he sat down opposite me.his eyes held sincere apologies and I knew that minute that if I wanted to be angry, I would probably fail woefully at it
" obviously Sam you did " I reply instead as he sighed
" yeah am sorry....so have you had anything babe ? "He asked and I smiled
" yeah...smoothies "
" you okay with it? "
" yep..how about you? What do you want ? "
" nah am fine..." he replied and I didn't budge further. We were silent for a second before I breathed in then bringing my face abit closer to meet his, I called with a smile
" so Sam....today is our anniversary yunno " I started as he shrugged
" yeah " he replied simply. I waited for him to say something else but as usual he had more important things to think about than me
" yeah?! "I asked quite pissed
" I mean....I know okay ! It's just that I don't know how to tell you these "he replied as I leaned futher in my chair gently touching his arms
" tell me what?"
He sighed deeply " cassie you are smart, beautiful and nice....you actually are the best girlfriend I ever dated " he began and I felt my cheeks flush up in excitement as I smiled shyly
" you are special cassie but I don't think we could work anymore "
Okay pause. What the hell does he mean
" why? What happened? Why do you say that ? " I asked all at once as suddenly felt my heart skip a bit as if scared of the unknown
" gosh cassie! I mean...I don't have feelings anymore for you.... I think I like someone else and...and besides am not the best person for you meera I don't deserve you "
" are...you...breaking...up..with...me..?" I asked in a whisper as my voice broke down yet I made sure I held my tears. He just couldn't see me cry
" seriously cassie am sorry even though I have no reason to do this to you am just so...."
"Who is she?" I asked cutting his bullcrap
" I like yetunde " he replied bluntly making me spill my smoothie on his outfit as I took a deep breath, making sure my eyes were still being loyal by blinking back tears which were on the brink of pouring out my eyes. I held back my tears so I don't breakdown in a crying mess
" now you have a reason to break up with me " I say.moving my chairs back, I angrily storm out with tears trying to blurr my vision making me bump into an unknown figure
" are you alright? " he asked as I snubbed him not looking back for a second. I ordered an uber and found my way home.all along in anger as his words kept replaying itself in my head.
I don't think i have feelings for you anymore
I like someone else
I like yetunde
Am sorry cassie
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Coming to terms with a broken heart. I guess that good things fall apart -john Bellion ft illenium♥CassieThree weeks gone and some days looked normal.apart from the days when sasha would call and whine throughout. She was having a hard time living with Edwina and her brutal son.and I knew if not for grandma. She'd probably would have ran away from home.Personally, that wasn't a good idea to me. And dad wasn't going to let her come live with me besides, grandma was still alive and she wasn't going to support sasha's idea.Sometimes, I hated to think that I had a messed up family. But then, it was my cross and I had to deal with it.Apart from my family issues, school was great.I hunged out more often with Toyo and Nene. And at home, Jeremy came by often.Well, before you sum up your ideas.we are kinda close to each other,More likely friendly neighbors.he hardly
Coming to terms with a broken heart. I guess that good things fall apart -john Bellion ft illenium♥CassieThree weeks gone and some days looked normal.apart from the days when sasha would call and whine throughout. She was having a hard time living with Edwina and her brutal son.and I knew if not for grandma. She'd probably would have ran away from home.Personally, that wasn't a good idea to me. And dad wasn't going to let her come live with me besides, grandma was still alive and she wasn't going to support sasha's idea.Sometimes, I hated to think that I had a messed up family. But then, it was my cross and I had to deal with it.Apart from my family issues, school was great.I hunged out more often with Toyo and Nene. And at home, Jeremy came by often.Well, before you sum up your ideas.we are kinda close to each other,More likely friendly neighbors.he hardly
" Yunno hanging out with Sam lately has really been exciting.you just barely have time to notice ' some people's' sorry state" she said smiling sweetly like she won a gold trophy." at least babe you enjoy it while it lasts. Ever heard of the saying 'nothing lasts forever' though. Especially with assholes fucking around with someone's used toy " I said as usual smiling, as I quoted the saying with my two index fingers.Yetunde's demeanor had changed with a slight anger seething over her looks but she quickly masked them up with her sickly sweet smile.Well.I must admit. Yetunde had a sweet smile.but who cares? She is nutsI could see from my side view.toyo who kept muttering 'girls' while face palming himself and smiling quietly. While Nene kept shooting daggers at yetunde" aww baby you should use that saying for yourself. Seeing that you and Jeremy are yet to kic
" can you explain what yetunde said back inside the hall? " Nene asked and I shrugged" don't mind her.I and Jeremy have nothing to do with each other "" oh really. Toyo told me he came by your house sometime ago "" nah...he really came but trust me it wasn't anything "Nene and I had been sitting on a stone bench someplace called the love garden and apparently we were waiting for toyo who went to get his girlfriend to come along .Nene peered at me in disbelief " seriously Meera, stop hiding things from me "" hiding what?"" last time I checked, Jeremy practically insulted us when we went to greet them as our new neighbours "" yes...that sha was why he came by to my house.he came to apologize "" just that!?"" Nene I swear it.he said he was sorry and we made up and then we talked and nothing
Few hours gone and we had already talked about some random things. Though I got to let her know that the guys don't live with me and I'm a medical student, well she was a psychology student and apparently we both were in our year two." Jeremy. " she called and i raised up my face to meet hers when she asked" yup" I answered" at the party yesterday...." she started snd I huff" can we not talk about the party ?" I tell her" why!? Do you regret what happened between us ?"" frankly, it wasn't a big deal to me cassie "She sighs " maybe to you."" I'm sorry" I apologize againAnd why the fuck do I keep apologizing to her?She smiles " why are you that sorry "I smirk " trust me.you don't wanna know " I said .She smi
*****I got to my room. Bringing out my laptop, a sheet of paper and my pen.I was supposed to work on my term paper for the semester. Just then, toyo's SUV pulled up in front of my house." Toyo!!!!!" I exclaimed going over to embrace him in a tight hug" gosh! You are looking so different " I complimented and he smirks" in a good way right " he replied and I scoff" excuse me joor..mr.cocky " I say smiling and he laughs." don't worry.you look fatter than when we saw each other last " he retorts and I yell" Toyo!!, just so you know. I don't mind sending you back to where you came from " I said trying to look sternKeyword: tryingToyo laughed as he pinched my cheeks " just look at you acting all mummy-ish "I slapped his hands away playfully " what did you bring back " I ask