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Kiss effects - Chapter 12
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2020-11-15 11:37:32It has been 2 days since the truth and dare game. I can still easily recall the touch of her lips and it still sends shivers in my body. I am not sure why I keep remembering that simple kiss. It was not even some mind-boggling out of the world experience. It was just one simple small kiss and not even my first time kissing Pihu. We kissed in almost every episode of our series. We even shot love making scene. So, one small kiss is almost nothing.
“if it was nothing then why do you keep remembering it.” That small voice in my head which I have since named N-Virat (short of nagging Virat) asked sweetly.
“I don’t know and don’t you start nagging again. I am already confused” I said trying to shut him up.
“I think you are falling in love with Pihu” suddenly Pratham’s words came to me.
“This cannot happen. This house is effecting me. I will not think about any of this. Virat you need to be strong. A little stint like this cannot impact your mental health. I should start my exercise and yoga regime. Lack of proper blood flow to the brain must be effecting my thought process and I need to maintain some distance from Pihu. Seeing her too much everyday doesn’t seem good for my mental health. Yes, this is the best solution.
“Virat, how many hours are you going to exercise? It is already 30 minutes. I am getting bored. Let’s play some game.” Pihu said.
“ Hi Pihu, I need to complete my exercise routine and yoga meditation. It will take another 1.5 hours. Please go ahead with your game. I will not be able to join.”
“But you were not doing this till yesterday. Can you not do it please? I am getting bored.”Pihu again tried to pull me.
“ Pihu, don’t do it. You will end up hurting yourself or me like this. Gym equipments should be handled carefully. This is not some game for your amusement” I said a little too harshly then was required.
“Sorry. I didn’t mean to” said Pihu in the small voice.
She is clearly hurt from my behavior and my heart pain is suddenly back with crippling sensation. I just sit down on the ground.
“Virat, what happened? Why did you suddenly sit down.” Asked concerned Pihu.
“Nothing Pihu. I think I am dehydrated because of exercising rigorously after 2 weeks. I will have some water and take some rest.” I said gently.
“Are you sure?” said Pihu still looking concerned.
“Yes. Are you not going to play game? I thought you were bored.” I said teasingly.
“No. I want to stay with you. I get bored when I am not with you. I feel happy just by your nearness.” Said Pihu seriously.
“What are you trying to say Pihu? You are not making any sense right now.”
“ I like you Virat but don’t feel obligated to respond in any way because I have liked you since last two years and it is my problem nothing to do with you.” Said Pihu very seriously.
Pihu likes me for real. It is hitting me so hard. I am stunned and my mind has literally stopped working. Pihu likes me. Why? Ofcourse she doesn’t like you. You are not likable. Did you forget? You are the worst human being. People bearing with you are doing you a favor. Liking you will make them God. Even god will find it difficult to like you. Did you forget? Why are you saying this? It is not true. Pihu likes me. She said she likes me. She was just saying it to increase the trp of the show. You are in a show, did you forget this as well. You are also mock fighting with Akash. Pihu is just playing her character. And you thought she likes for real. Ha ha ha. Nooooo.
“Virat, Viraaatt. What are you thinking? I called you several times.”
“ Huh, no nothing. You don’t need to say such things just for trp. I know we are on a reality show. But we don’t need to project romantic image. That we already have from our last series” I said.
“ You think I am saying this for TRP. Why would I sell my heart for just some TRP? Do you really think so lowly about me? Is this my image in your mind? A girl who can go to any limit for TRP. Really Virat. I am not sure I should pity your poor thinking or should be angry with you. Please don’t talk to me till we are in this house. I feel dirty by your thought process.” Pihu said with angry tears.
“Pihu, no no, please listen to me. I am really sorry. Please Pihu I am really sorry. Please.”
“Virat leave me alone please”
I am never going to listen to you. Pihu really likes me. I knew this but you put this ugly thought in my mind. Now she is angry with me. What should I do? I cannot bear her to be angry with me. Now I feel like crying myself. What should I do? She will never speak to me now.
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