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Real life and more real Feelings - Chapter 14
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2020-11-17 16:12:14Another two weeks have passed and tomorrow we will be evicted together from the house as was planned by the Producers.
Pihu and I have been together almost every waking hour. She is so sorted in her mind. Always clear about her thoughts and feelings. We are so different. I am always overthinking and confused about my feelings. Though my life and future has always been well planned and I follow my planning strictly to achieve my life goals but same I can never claim about my feelings. On the other hand, Pihu literally lives in the moment. She doesn’t even plan her day properly.
We were talking about future and investments and she has almost none except for the bare minimum which she was forced to do for taxes. How can a person not think and secure their future. She has no idea where she has spent all her money. Except for car payment and recurring deposit which her father has forced her to do, there is no account about all the money spent. I was baffled when she told me all this. In what kind of world is she living. What if she doesn’t get another role or stops getting work altogether. Then how is she going to survive. Living in Mumbai doesn’t comes cheap.
I have asked her to promise me that she will purchase a house from the money earned from this show. We each are getting paid a big amount for our stint which should be sufficient for a 2 bedroom flat. Now I am feeling so worried about her future. Who else will think about it if not me. She is the only child and her parents seem to have limited knowledge about investments.
I am thinking about meeting her parents and speaking to them about all this.
“Will that not be overstepping? Are you just assuming that outside this house as well Pihu will be interested in you and her parents will approve of you. Did you forget who you are? You are a nobody and will always be that one person whom no-one wants to know, no-one wants to love and no-one wants to spend even a thought about. ” said N-Virat.
“No you are lying. You always lie. I am not going to listen to you at all. I know Pihu likes me and her parents are lovely people. My Pihu is not like all those other people and I am not going to let you fill doubts in my mind. Just get out and don’t come back you stupid nagging Virat. I hate you.”
“Virat, what are you thinking? Are you done with your packing? Do you need help?” Pihu asked sweetly.
“I am done with my packing and I have double checked everything. Now tell me, did you clear your bed stand, drawer below the bed, shoe rack, washroom area cabinet, kitchen area cabinet and last accessories room cabinet”
“Ohh I forgot drawer below the bed and kitchen area cabinet” said Pihu
“Anddddd”
“And accessories room cabinet” said Pihu sheepishly.
“I know. I already picked all your things and have put them in a basket near your luggage. Let’s go and pack them.” I said lightly touching her cheeks. Her cheeks are so soft, it feels like cotton and silk combined. I love touching her now. Though I have not told her this. Why is it easy to talk about investments and packing and other mundane stuff. But I find it so difficult to tell her that I like touching her wherever I can. A simple hand touch fills my heart with joy. I like it when she smiles just for me. It feels almost like my whole world has awaken. I like it when she calls my name or she behaves like I belong to her. I think Pratham was right. I am falling very hard for Pihu. See I can also accept my feelings and be brave about them.
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