Chapter 1

Suddenly, something fell on the floor, and judging by the sound it was a broken glass probably from a flower vessel that had fresh green-white flowers considering how I saw it earlier. I whirled just from the thought of those sharp objects coming in contact with my naked feet.

My body was alarmed when I heard a rumbling sound. It was a gagging sound that someone makes when attacked with their mouth muffed. I felt my whole-body startle and erect, with my toes dancing from fear.

"I'm scared," I whispered as I squeeze my hands on my chest.

"Relax, " Ares' thick voice soothed.

I heard something tossed on a bed which creaked from the impact. That was followed by huge breaths as if the person was out of oxygen.

"Who a-are y-you?!" Judging by the voice, it was a lady. "What do want from me?"

"Calm down kitty pretty, it's just a little game!" A masculine voice echoed in the room.

"What game?" The lady got the courage to ask with a less terrifying voice.

Suddenly, someone switched on the lights that we were able to see what was happening. On the bed, laid a blonde lady who, by the judge of her state, was scared to death. She wore a red thigh-length satin dress that had exposed not only her thighs but her cleavage. Her hair was messy, even though it looked like she had it tied in a bun earlier.

My eyes drifted to the man who was in front of her and my jaws dropped. I expected to see nothing like a naked man who looked like a newborn baby, we'll, except for his half erected manhood. He was busy fixing a dark mask that only exposed his eyes and nose. I slowly swallowed, that was unexpected.

"It's just me, darling." The man roared as he placed his knee on the bed aiming to climb on. His athletic legs caused the beg to creak even louder as he adverse towards the lady.

"Oh, you did have to scare me with darkness!" The lady asserted as she drew herself closer to the man. 

Just when I expected to hear the lady scream, she sank on his body then claimed his lips as they both moaned.

"She doesn't know this man, look at the man, he is wearing mask. This is rape!" I complained as I shifted my eyes back to the TV when I saw Ares' lips stretch into a smile probably from what he was watching. My eyes popped out when I saw the progress. "Oh, Jesus!!" I yelled, grabbing a pillow and tightly squeezed it on my chest.

"What?" Ares faced me, "are you shy?"

"S-shy? Of course no--" I cut myself as my eyes grew wider watching how insanely the man was sucking the lady's nipples.

I squeezed my thighs trying to compose myself. The part between my thighs had started burning from desire.

The lady from the Tv moaned in pleasure. I had never watched such a show in my entire life and watching them brought some desires all over my body.

"Are you okay?"

I snapped my eyes towards Ares whose smile couldn't disappear. His hands were rooming around Rae's shoulders and I was sure he was tempted to do a lot of touching if it were not for my presence.

I rolled my eyes then turned to the movie. The lady seemed to be pleasuring the man as well. Her lips were kissing his weakest parts of the neck as her fingers pinched his nipples.

"This is not our usual movie night!" I whispered, "this is porn."

"It's called a change of diet." Rae winked then pointed her finger to the screen motioning me to continue watching.

My hands shivered when I saw the lady had spread her legs giving the man good access to her womanhood. The man was enjoying the view as he fed his starving mouth with the lady's sexiness.

I bite my lower lip, my mind totally going insane and any moment, I was to start pleasuring myself.

After leaving them to continue with the porn, I strolled to my room, locked the door then leaned against it. I couldn't ignore the feelings that were surging in my body.

I coiled my body as my chin leaned on my knees. The scene of how the lady was being pleasured by the strange man appeared in my mind. It looked like it was the sweetest feeling one could experience. And I was dying for it.

It was then, I saw the face of the man I was admiring from afar, appear on my face. He had simple brown eyes which changed according to how he was feeling. The dark shade side was my best. His hair matched his eyes, it was brown and well-trimmed both sides. It always fell on his forehead and whenever he would run his hand through it, I wouldn't hesitate to stare admiringly.

I remember a day I saw him naked, with nothing but his boxer on him. He laid down on his bed, waiting for Rae to give him a massage. My fingers itched, just to run them on his back. To feel his skin against my fingers.

He was the man who had everything I wanted from men. But he wasn't mine.

I weakly smiled, shaking off his picture off my mind, and decided to get up. I knew I was to forever admire from afar. But seeing him around was enough.

The funny part was, my left breast was also damaged.

I felt no pain but I used to apply sunscreen whenever I was to go outside and smear some cream every night, which was medicine.

I smiled, a smile that disappeared immediately when my inner voice started mocking me.

Lisa darling, so far you and I know very well that, you can never have a man to love you. They don't even spare you a look! They just use you which of course, you will never notice.

"But he does look at me. He always looks at me whenever I am talking. So shut up!" I gritted as I slowly combed my hair.

Yes, I know. But do you know why he looks at you because you are Rae's friend. That's why he spares you a look!

"Shut up!!" I screamed, smashing the hair comp I was using on the wall.

"Lisa?" I quickly turned to the door where I heard Ares' voice. He was walking towards me with raised brows. His hand was raised a little as if he was scared I could throw a thing on him as well.

"What is wrong?" He inquired. I was busy making my hair, ignoring how he caught me talking alone.

"I hate that comp!" I said, picking a hairband and resumed my mission.

"Oh- the comp?" He was surprised, "so, you were arguing with the comp?"

"No." I picked my body and started applying it on my face. "Can I help you?" I didn't spare him a look.

"Well, um, I was wondering if you could come with me somewhere, that is tomorrow." He walked and stood beside me, looking at me through the mirror.

I suddenly laughed, which felt painful then turned to him. "She was right!"